Chapter 7: Wishful Thinking

The content of the internship is actually much the same, Gu Qingran sometimes wonders if she was in the water in her brain at the beginning, and she actually chose such a major, and there are few girls in the entire major. Fortunately, the location of the internship is okay, and there is no need to attend classes every day during the internship, and I am happy to be leisurely every day - if I don't go to graduate school.

It started to rain on the second day after they arrived at the internship base, and the heavens really favored them. Gu Qingran stood in front of the window after washing and looked at the drizzling mountains outside the window, she really wanted to go out for a walk, sighed, and opened the English test paper as if she was resigned. At the beginning, I thought that I would not have a lot of time to study during my internship, so I left politics and English for this time.

When I turned on my phone and was about to watch the video, I noticed Su Chen's message and said good morning to her as if I was punching in. Gu Qingran thought about it, took a photo from the window on the second floor, and sent it to Su Chen:

"Greetings from the mountains ~"

After thinking about it, I updated this picture on the circle of friends, with a song that she was circulating in those days.

When he received Gu Qingran's message, Su Chen was drowsy in math class, his mobile phone vibrated and he woke up at once, and then a smile spread on the corner of his mouth.

Lu Zhi sat in the cafeteria, and when he swallowed the last bite of eggs, he happened to brush Gu Qingran's circle of friends.

"Ouch, wake up so early?"

Gu Qingran plugged her headphones and was reading English with music looping, and it was already half an hour after seeing Lu Zhi's news, so she took a picture of the test paper and sent it over:

"I've done a set of readings, okay?"

Gu Qingran felt that she was usually gentle and gentle, but when she met Lu Zhi, she always blew up her hair in minutes. It's strange that this person doesn't seem to be able to talk to her properly.

"Well, yes, touch your head."

Lu Zhi imagined that little girl was puffing up over there, and suddenly he was in a good mood. The ghost made a mistake, opened the music player and searched for the song shared by Gu Qingran, plugged in the headphones, and continued to read the paper that gave me a headache with the warm female voice.

"The first day you're away, miss you." In addition, there were a lot of chattering about what he did in the morning, what he was thinking, what things he met and who he met, Gu Qingran saw Su Chen's news, and suddenly didn't know what to reply, he seemed to present all his life in front of her. Gu Qingran felt that she was cold by nature, she had no enthusiasm for anything, and she would not be curious about a person and did not want to explore. If Su Chen didn't say it, she wouldn't want to know about his life at all.

I can be fine on my own, I choose to like you, just to please myself.

"Okay, I'll be back in a few days, and I'll have a good class."

A line of words was typed and deleted and repeated several times.

The rain in the mountains is either none, and once it comes, it will linger for days. The teachers were not in a hurry, and only called everyone together for a meeting on the first day, and roughly talked about the tasks to be done here, and seemed to have the mentality of doing as much as they could - after all, the internship time had been set a long time ago.

Gu Qingran originally thought that she could only have sporadic time to read books, but as a result, she watched dramas all day long, and she was lazy and lazy, and she actually finished the several sets of test papers she brought. Su Chen still talked a lot to her, and Gu Qingran didn't feel anything when she got used to it, and occasionally shared with him the things she encountered here. What made her unpredictable was Lu Zhi, who called her at night from the first day, Gu Qingran picked it up inexplicably, and the response there was:

"I'm worried that you will die of boredom in the mountains, so I will be merciful to chat with you to relieve your boredom." Gu Qingran held the mobile phone and shook her eyes at Lu Zhi, silently despising him in her heart for a while.

"Don't worry about you, I'm very good here, the air is fresh and the people are simple!"

"Hey, when it comes to folk customs, you are careful to be abducted to a small village, although you are not very good-looking, but some places don't value this very much."

"I'm afraid people like me can't look down on it, but it's Master Lu, you have to be careful, aren't there many small villages near the new campus, don't run around at night~"

"Yo, worried about me?"

"! Lu Zhi, are you wrong! Are you calling to scold me? Then I'm hanging! ”

"Hey, don't, don't," Lu Zhi stood on the balcony and looked up at the sky, "I can see a lot of stars here, where are you?" ”

"It's raining, I can't see it." Gu Qingran couldn't understand what he was going to say, the topic suddenly changed, and his tone seemed to be ...... Gentle?

"That's a good song."

"Huh?"

"Just the one you shared with your circle of friends," Lu Zhi snorted softly, "But it's too pessimistic, I'll share a happy one with you another day." ”

"Oh." Gu Qingran didn't expect him to listen, and besides, Lu Zhi's singing was quite good. Gu Qingran has a little voice control, and has no resistance to boys with good voices. Lu Zhi's voice is not very catchy, but he sings unexpectedly well.

"Lu Zhi, do you know how to play the guitar?" Gu Qingran somehow, the image of Lu Zhi holding a guitar and singing suddenly appeared in his mind, and he felt very beautiful just thinking about it.

"It's a little bit, why do you suddenly ask this?" Lu Zhi glanced at the guitar that was thrown in the corner of the balcony, not knowing if it could still play the sound.

"It's nothing, I just remembered it suddenly, and I feel that you should be quite handsome playing the guitar and singing."

"What, are you impressed by my handsomeness?" Sure enough, this kind of under-flat tone is Lu Zhi. The roommate next to him looked at Lu Zhi who walked back from the balcony like a monster - is this still the serious and polite Lu squad leader on weekdays? After being in a dormitory with him for a year, Gu Xiliang had the impression that Lu Zhi had only lost his temper when he asked loudly on the phone with his girlfriend. In addition, there seems to be nothing that can arouse his interest, and he does not seem to be in a hurry. Before Lu Zhi made a phone call that night, Gu Xiliang noticed that he hesitated for a long time holding his mobile phone, and then took his mobile phone to the balcony to make this call. I thought I had some dispute with my ex-girlfriend again, but I didn't expect Lu Zhi to come back with a smile on his face, sitting in a chair and crossing Erlang's legs in a good mood.

Gu Qingran took a deep breath over there before she didn't go back, she found that Lu Zhi didn't care more than her, as if nothing could provoke him, so she wouldn't fight with him, but I wouldn't speak. Gu Qingran plugged in the headphones, played with the mobile phone, and talked to Lu Zhi without saying a word. chatted for more than half an hour, almost talking about the big and small things of the day, when he hung up the phone, Gu Qingran looked at the 46 minutes of the call interface and was startled, has it been so long? I looked up at my roommates weakly, worried that it would affect everyone's reading, but fortunately, several other people were watching dramas or novels. secretly decided to go out on the phone tomorrow, and patted his head again, why did he still think about calling him tomorrow!

Lu Zhi hung up the phone, put down the phone and dragged the guitar on the balcony in. Speaking of which, he has been with him for a few years, and when he was an undergraduate, he liked it, so he went to find someone to learn it. I studied for a while, and then I occasionally took it out and played it. The school party would also sing one or two songs on stage, but later after the junior and senior years, I was too lazy to participate in the activities, and I was also busy with graduate school affairs, so I put it aside and fell into the dust. When Kenyi moved to the dormitory, he was reluctant to leave it after thinking about it, and moved to this dormitory without fear of trouble.

"Hey Lu Zhi, why did you turn the guitar out again, and it's about to come out again?" Gu Xiliang poked his head out of the game to look at Lu Zhi's toss, "It's not that I said you, when you were an undergraduate, how many little girls did you sing a song and asked for your contact information, you just guarded a person who couldn't be seen or touched, and how many good resources were wasted." Now I think about it, it's still good to be around, isn't it......"

"Just you talk a lot." Lu Zhi didn't look at him either, and carefully wiped the dust on the guitar. He was with Yu Mo at that time, and it was not very far away, and he didn't feel tired running back and forth. He was so dazzling at that time, and there were not a few girls who liked him, but Lu was stubborn, and his heart was all on Yu Mo, and he couldn't see anything else. Originally, it was agreed that the graduate students would be admitted together, but by mistake, Lu Zhi was transferred back to the undergraduate school, and Yu Mo signed a job in his hometown. The time Gu Xiliang saw Lu Zhi's gaffe, it was Yu Mo who said on the phone to break up, she begged Lu Zhi to let go, it was too tiring.

originally thought that it would be okay to persist for four years, but now, after graduating from graduate school, Yu Mo feels that she can't see their future. When she was young, she only saw love, but now she sees her future, as well as the warmth at hand. We're all too tired, let's go apart. Lu Zhi asked Yu Mo if she liked someone else, and the girl was silent.

"Lu Zhi, you understand, between us, it's not this problem." Yu Mo has always felt that Lu Zhi is too dazzling, from the beginning she followed him cautiously, he sheltered her from the wind and rain, he took the earliest car to see her, he tolerated all her little temper. Lu Zhi never seemed to lose his temper with her, and Lu Zhi treated her too well. Because of this, Yu Mo felt that Lu Zhi was too good, she had been working hard to catch up with Lu Zhi's footsteps, and at the beginning, she really wanted to have a future with Lu Zhi. But she was too tired to walk.

So when Jian Ning appeared, she ran to him almost without hesitation. Jian Ning is not as good as Lu Zhi, what about Lu Zhi, he wants to build a good future for Yu Mo, but Jian Ning is with her to create their future.

Go forward, embrace your tomorrow, don't wait for me.

After Gu Qingran finished washing, she lay on the bed and watched another episode of Sister Legs' video, before saying good night to Su Chen, plugging her headphones and listening to the sound of the rain and falling asleep.

"Wishful thinking has a beginning and no end

If you had been of the same mind as others

Why bother me to pay the wrong price

Don't you see that I'm lost in my soul?

You're so excited."

"If this life is wrong, it is to meet

Ask for a good ending

Alone to hit the old bridge in Mananping

It happened to be foggy when the mountain rain came

I remembered that year, under the umbrella hug

It's like lying on a bridge

I had a dream

wishful thinking

Start something but fail to carry through