Chapter 32: The Rift
Zhou Tianle was lying on the bed, listening to the sound of running water in the bathroom and looking at the roof in a daze, the TV was not turned on, and she felt a little stiff after coming back from outside, she should be very sad, right? Will you open the shower head and put water, sit on the toilet lid and cry?
Our relationship is not stable, it is just an impulse of young men and women to love.
Liu Yuxin came out of the bathroom and got into the bed without saying a word, Zhou Tianle secretly observed her expression, very sure that she was unhappy. Zhou Tianle thought that maybe I should say something to her, but I didn't know what to say, forget it, maybe what she needed was to be quiet and quiet.
Zhou Tianle lay next to Liu Yuxin after taking a bath, he knew that Liu Yuxin was not asleep, and said casually: "Let's go to the game hall tomorrow to play."
Liu Yuxin didn't turn her body and replied, "I want to rest tomorrow, you can go play alone."
Zhou Tianle said: "If you don't go, how can I go alone, I'll accompany you here."
Liu Yuxin said: "I want to rest alone, and two people will get tired of being together."
Zhou Tianle felt that Liu Yuxin's tone did not have the slightest emotion, it was cold and stiff, she was really angry. He didn't say anything more, because whatever he said felt like adding fuel to the fire. Both of them will be so preoccupied that they won't be able to sleep tonight.
On the fourth day of junior high school, Zhou Tianle came to the game hall alone, and after playing a game, he was no longer interested in playing, thinking about Liu Yuxin, did she get up? Have you had breakfast? What are you doing now, what are you thinking? When she got up in the morning, Liu Yuxin was still lying on the bed and said that she wanted to sleep for a while.
Did yesterday's topic kick off the emotional impasse, what would she think? Break up? She won't jump from the stairs, it's impossible, she doesn't look like a glass person, but it is said that no matter what kind of woman, as long as she is emotional, she will become a glass person, fragile. It is always the person who is hurt the most.
Zhou Tianle has no intention of going back immediately, if this deadlock is not broken, he will be uncomfortable going back, but he is not in the mood to play games again, because he always thinks about such a person in his heart. Only walk around the arcade to see others playing, and leave the arcade when it is almost ten o'clock.
The impact of the ice and snow is getting smaller and smaller, the city is basically functioning normally, and before the disaster, why are so many people busy? Presumably it's all about life.
Beautiful women sleep out, normal people have to sleep eight hours a day, women are different, women reach ten hours of sleep every day in order to maintain the quality and spirit of the skin. If Liu Yuxin hadn't gotten up yet, she had slept for twelve hours, of course, sleep quality was also the top priority, Zhou Tianle bought some breakfast and fruits to take back to the hotel.
Entering the room, Liu Yuxin suddenly greeted him with a smile and said, "I'm back, are you having fun?"
Zhou Tianle was a little overwhelmed and said, "No... Didn't play much, did you eat, bought some breakfast and came back. ”
Liu Yuxin said: "I'm dying of hunger."
Zhou Tianle smiled slightly and put breakfast on the table, he observed that the chair had moved, the chair was facing the window, and a cup of tea was placed next to it. He thought that Liu Yuxin was sitting on the chair just now, drinking tea with Erlang's legs crossed, looking at the snow outside, immersed in his own world.
Zhou Tianle also poured himself a cup of tea, holding the teacup and looking at Liu Yuxin who was eating breakfast, from the moment he entered the door, he felt that Liu Yuxin's mood seemed to be better, smiling as usual, speaking in a much softer tone, and without the coldness of last night, women are really strange creatures with changeable temperaments. But is she forcing a smile?
Liu Yuxin asked while eating, "Pedal, will you stay in Wuhan after graduating from university?"
Zhou Tianle put down the teacup and said, "I haven't thought about it yet, let's see it when the time comes."
When Zhou Tianle said this, his eyes were staring at Liu Yuxin's face, and he felt that Liu Yuxin's expression would change, because she definitely wanted to hear me say: For you, I will definitely stay in Wuhan.
But Liu Yuxin's face did not change in the slightest, and only said lightly: "I will go back to Wuhan tomorrow, my parents miss me, and I miss my parents too."
Zhou Tianle thought of Liu Yuxin's parents and the busy figure in "Don't miss home". He said, "Well, okay, did you buy a ticket to go back?"
Liu Yuxin suddenly said in shock: "Oops, I forgot to buy the ticket back."
Zhou Tianle took out his mobile phone and searched for it and said: "It's the peak of the Spring Festival, and I don't even have a standing ticket."
Liu Yuxin looked at Zhou Tianle searching with his mobile phone, and suddenly said expressionlessly: "I want to go home."
Zhou Tianle's heart tightened, a girl would only want to go home if she was bullied outside. He looked out the window and said, "I'll go to the bus station tomorrow."
Liu Yuxin nodded.
On the fifth day of the Lunar New Year, Zhou Tianle and Liu Yuxin rushed to the bus station together, the sky was sleet, Zhou Tianle was a little worried about the safety on the road, and hoped that Liu Yuxin could stay for two more days and go home when the road conditions were better. But Zhou Tianle also felt that Liu Yuxin was eager to go home, she seemed to be fleeing, fleeing from this place that had hurt her.
The bus station can be described as a sea of people, all of whom are migrant workers, and there are always one or two sacks on a person, containing the taste of hometown and the thoughts of relatives. After buying a cup of hot milk tea for Liu Yuxin, Zhou Tianle squeezed into the crowd, and when he saw so many Ren Zhoutianle, he thought: The reproductive ability of Chinese is really the first in the world.
Squeezed people, queued up, cut the queue for an hour, tried all kinds of means to finally buy a ticket, and when she handed the ticket to Liu Yuxin, she first looked at the ticket, and then said: "You really bought a ticket."
Zhou Tianle's mind flashed with two words "**". This sentence is a **, doesn't she want to buy a ticket by herself, but she can't find an excuse to stay, and she is still stupid and busy.
Liu Yuxin took the ticket in his hand and looked at it and said: "There is still half an hour to depart, pedaling, after I go back, I will not take the initiative to contact you, you must not contact me."
Before Zhou Tianle could reply, Liu Yuxin walked quickly to the entrance of the station, Zhou Tianle stood in place and watched Liu Yuxin's figure disappear into the crowd, he suddenly felt a sense of loss, and felt as if he had lost something, was it Liu Yuxin?
Zhou Tianle looked at the crowd again, the whole station was full of parting meaning, some were reluctant, some were full of tears, some children shouted to their parents, and how many left-behind children and lonely old people said goodbye today. And will I be one of them in the future?
Leaning on the side of the door, drinking Liu Yuxin's already cold milk tea, thinking about whether the love between me and her will be like a cup of milk tea, from hot to cold, do we have love, is that love between us, what is a love? Ever resonated spiritually? The three views are the same? Like-minded? Cutting and untidying or procrastinating long-distance running?
Love and marriage are two different things, the other half of marriage is destined, there will always be a person who suddenly appears in your life at a certain time and somewhere, and this has nothing to do with love, love has a choice, marriage has no choice.
Zhou Tianle called Liu Yuxin and asked, "Only, did you get in the car?"
He reminded himself to pay attention to the tone of Liu Yuxin's speech, and Liu Yuxin said: "The person has already arrived in the car, but the wallet has been stolen."
Zhou Tianle let out an "ah" and hurriedly asked, "Did you forget it in the hotel?" Look again. ”
He noticed that Liu Yuxin's tone was very understated, whether it was because of feelings or because of his wallet, there were no mood swings. Liu Yuxin said: "It shouldn't be in the hotel, but I seem to have seen it when I entered the station."
Zhou Tianle said worriedly: "Then do you still have money on you, which car are you in, I'll come to you."
Liu Yuxin said: "You didn't buy a ticket, how can you come in."
Zhou Tianle said while walking through the ticket hall: "The door at the exit is always open, I will go in from there to find you."
Liu Yuxin still spoke calmly, she said: "Forget it, don't be so troublesome, I don't have much money in my wallet, my ID card is on me, and I have already reported the loss of my bank card."
Zhou Tianle regretted it, he suddenly felt that he was very cruel, and drove a penniless girl away in front of the snow disaster, he came to the exit and waited for Liu Yuxin to pass by, wanting to wave goodbye to her.
Liu Yuxin sat by the window, still smiling, but Zhou Tianle felt bitterness in her eyes from her smile, Zhou Tianle squeezed out a smile and shook his hand at Liu Yuxin, and said goodbye through the window. He felt that Liu Yuxin should have seen his hypocritical smile, and he didn't know how she felt. The most disgusting thing in this world is hypocritical laughter, which hurts others and disgusts oneself.