Li Jiangwei, who was trembling all over, took a deep breath and exhaled heavily. After a few deep breaths, the tremors on his body finally stopped.

"Take it easy." Li Jiangwei covered her heart and muttered, "It's okay." ”

She was scared.

She was afraid that she was just Li Jiangwei of Gong Chao's Anyuan Mansion.

She was afraid that she had never had any kind and kind parents.

She was afraid that she had never lived in the game, and that the adventures she had had gone on didn't really exist.

She was afraid that everything in the so-called Yu Dynasty was just a dream for her.

She was afraid that the past she cared about was just an ethereal fantasy.

The hand that grabbed the quilt increased its strength again, and the folds of the quilt became deeper.

"Whether it's Mom or Dad or Master, they all exist. Calm down...... Don't mess up with a note...... What if this Li Jiangwei is your past life! Silly girl! Calm down! ”

His eyes were moist, and tears were falling down his cheeks.

"Even if it...... Even if everything is fake...... An Yuanbo Mansion is also true! My sister is real, too! You have a lot of work to do! Brace yourself! You still owe the manuscript of the Four Princes unfinished! Stop thinking nonsense! Don't think about what your parents look like......"

She said it so stubbornly, but her brain unconsciously recalled her parents.

However...... Li Jiangwei couldn't remember their appearance, or even the figure of her parents.

"Master......" Li Jiangwei closed her eyes and shouted softly.

On the contrary, it is Tang Tang's voice figure, clear and three-dimensional.

"The world is much bigger and more interesting than you might think. Something that you don't think is going to happen may be happening in places you don't even notice it. So Chengwei, don't judge everything with your own vision. ”

"Chengwei, don't think about denying it first when talking to others. You have to learn to think about why this is the way it is, why people say it. ”

"Chengwei, life can be as you want without logic, but stories can't. Every accident written by us novelists should be foreshadowing, life can have many useless details, but stories cannot. ”

"Chengwei, what do you want to do in the future?"

"Chengwei, we are the creators. At the same time, it is also a recorder. ”

"Chengwei, the idea that you want to write a novel may not be accidental, but fate."

Suddenly, a large number of memories frantically poured into Li Jiangwei's mind, and the call of "Chengwei" kept echoing in her ears. Li Jiangwei's breathing became rapid again, she struggled to get up and get off the bed, but fell to the ground because her body was out of balance and out of balance.

Lixin, who happened to pour water and wait by the door, heard the sound, and hurriedly rushed into the house to help Li Jiangwei up.

All along, Lixin has seen Li Jiangwei, who is calm and smiling. Even if you are angry and angry, you will not keep a straight face. Such a girl fell under the bed in embarrassment today.

"Girl, be careful."

Li Jiangwei, who sat back on the bed, looked at Lixin with indifferent eyes, and Lixin was inexplicably frightened.

"Where's Riyue?"

"Sister Liyue didn't sleep all night last night guarding the girl. I just switched shifts with her and let her go to sleep. Limo is boiling medicine for the girl. Sister Qinshu is making autumn clothes for the girl. ”

When it comes to the qin book, Li Jiangwei barely remembers the recent events.

Sister Li Qianyun should not bring too many maids to the school, so she took away the qin yan who knew a lot of words and left the qin book. There happened to be a vacancy for a maid in Qingxue Courtyard, so he asked Qinshu to serve in Li Jiangwei's house temporarily.

"The girl is dreamed of...... Nightmare? ”

Li Jiangwei nodded.

"Do you need me to keep the girl to sleep?"

"Tell me what happened in the hospital in the past few days when I fell ill?"

"Then I'll start talking about it after the five girls left."

The day after Li Jiangyun left, Li Jiangwei's mental state began to be unstable. Rixin's instinct told her that it would be better to talk about it from this day on.

"First of all, the girl knew, Sister Qinshu's business."

Qingxueyuan only has the quota of second-class maids left. If Qinshu is allowed to come to Qingxue Courtyard as a first-class maid, he will exceed Li Jiangqin's share.

So before Li Jiangyun left, Li Yueran said this. Qin Yan was promoted to a first-class maid, and Qinshu was demoted to a second-class maid and transferred to Qingxueyuan. And the extra monthly money after Qin Yan was promoted to a first-class maid was subsidized to supplement the piano book.

Li Jiangwei vaguely remembered that she also participated in the change of the waist card in the qin book.

There is not much work in Qingxue Courtyard, and when this qin book comes, I will share some needlework for Liyue. Autumn is getting stronger, and Qin Shu took the initiative to mention that he wanted to sew autumn clothes for Li Jiangwei.

"Then it's something from the Marquis of Huaixing's mansion."

In addition to the regular medicinal supplements, there was also a letter sent from the Huaixing Marquis Mansion. But Li Jiangwei's body was unwell, and she had to close her eyes even to listen to Lixin's report. For a while, I couldn't pick up my spirits to read the letter and reply to the letter. Regarding the letter, Lixin will not mention it more.

"A few days ago, Wenjin Bookstore sent something to Xiaoxiang Academy, and Sister Qinshu saw that it was for the girl. So he brought it with him. ”

Because it was something for Li Jiangwei, the maids didn't dare to dispose of it at will. I had to put it aside and wait for Li Jiangwei to get better before making arrangements.

"I heard from the housekeepers and mothers that King Qin entered the new house today. The old man went to celebrate. ”

Li Jiangwei opened her eyes and stared straight at the pear heart.

"King Qin?"

"The four princes of the dynasty have been named the kings of Qin!"

Li Jiangwei knew that Yu Yongyi would be crowned king sooner or later, but she didn't expect it to come so quickly. She raised her eyebrows and beamed with joy. Seeing this smile, Lixin, who had been worried, breathed a sigh of relief.

"The girl's appearance is like being blessed by His Royal Highness King Qin."

"yes, it's blessed."

Li Yue knows that Li Xin is not close to her own girl, and she knows the girl's temperament. When she was guarding Li Jiangwei, she consciously asked Lixin to run errands and inquire more about the news inside and outside the house. This will Li Jiangwei asked, but she used it all.

Li Xin told Li Jiangwei what she had seen and heard in recent days, and seeing that the girl liked to listen, her heart was also closer to Li Yue.

"The girl has listened to the conversation for a long time, so let's rest first. Sister Liyue and I would take turns guarding the outside of the house, and if the girl had another nightmare, she would call us over. ”

Li Jiangwei said weakly: "Well......"

Lie down obediently and close your eyes. In the fog, Li Jiangwei saw a woman wearing an apricot-colored wide robe. The oversized robe was something I had never seen before.

The apricot-clad woman walked ahead, her wide hem and haphazardly tied hair blown by the wind.

In a trance, Li Jiangwei found herself in a suburb. She can't name this suburb, but she is surprisingly familiar.

"Chengwei, why do you want to write a story? Want to write a novel? ”

Li Jiangwei wanted to open her mouth, but couldn't make a sound.

"For you, the line between fantasy and reality is not really clear."

After three years of living in a virtual fantasy world, false fantasies become real memories. But if the memories are all fake, then does this person really exist in the world?

The woman in the apricot-colored robe stopped, turned around and squatted down, looking into Li Jiangwei's eyes. Gentle eyebrows, that warm smile, and that warm palm.

The comforting warm palm touched Li Jiangwei's head.

"As long as you are thinking, then you are alive in this world. Some memories are engraved into the soul. Even if you forget it now, your past is gone. But what is carved into the soul is more difficult to erase than you think. ”

Li Jiangwei didn't understand her words very well.

"Chengwei, you are special. No matter what the era, it is special. ”