Volume 1 Chapter 319 You, do it yourself

Lies can indeed disguise the truth.

However, sometimes the kind lies are a good prayer for people, hoping that the people around them can have a better life.

Shangguan Jingyu saw this precisely because he said to her, they all love you.

Chu Yingrou, Mu Zhennan, and even Chen Yuan, they chose to bear the burden of all the bad things, even if they accepted her complaints and incomprehension, they didn't think to explain, but they still cared for her sincerely.

If you are not really pampered, how can you develop a sometimes willful and sometimes arrogant character like Mu Zixiao, which must have a lot to do with Mu Zhennan's years of pampering and care.

Regardless of whether Mu Zhennan is Mu Zixiao's biological father or not, over the years, his feelings and love for Mu Zixiao are irreplaceable.

Xu knew the secrets hidden behind it, and Mu Zixiao's mood instantly became indescribable.

Thinking of Chu Yingrou's desire to stop talking after every gentle glance, she felt that she was the one who did wrong, and the most unreasonable person was herself.

In comparison, her sadness was far less than she imagined.

But because of this, the guilt in her heart became more and more, thinking of the ridiculous things she had done at the beginning, and those words that even she felt vicious, and even she couldn't forgive herself.

"They've done so much for me, but ...... I never knew. Mu Zixiao leaned on Shangguan Jingyu's shoulder, with uncontrollable sadness in her eyes, "Not only do I not know, but I also deliberately get angry with them, I feel that I am the worst person." ”

When Shangguan Jingyu heard her words, a gentle light flowed in his eyes, and he wrapped his arms around her shoulders and said, "They are tolerant and benevolent people. ”

Otherwise, he would not have silently borne all this for many years, but he has never defended a word.

Gently patting her shoulder, whenever she is emotionally unstable, this action can allow her to slowly stabilize her emotions, "So, you have a better life and don't live up to their wishes." ”

Things that have already passed are no better than deliberately arguing about who is right and who is wrong, and those regrets that have been left in the past have been left in the past forever, and what can be grasped is the present.

The suite was very quiet, and there seemed to be only the sound of the two of them breathing in the air, Mu Zixiao still maintained the starting posture in his arms, and after a while, she spoke again, "I think, I know what to do!" ”

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When the sun shines on you, it's warm and bright.

Jin Yuhan sat on a bench in the sun, bathed in the sun, looked up, and looked in the direction of the sky.

She hadn't enjoyed the sun so quietly for a long time.

On the lawn of the hospital, some patients are walking or chatting, but it is a daily scene.

In the process of people coming and going, someone sat down next to him.

A muffled voice came, "Is it worth it?" ”

When Jin Yuhan heard the voice, she didn't react at all, her eyes were still looking straight ahead, as if there was something there that was deeply attracting her attention.

Everything under the sun, bright, natural, and simple made her feel real and beautiful.

Is it worth it? Jin Yuhan thought, this is really a good question.

She remembered that Zhang Ailing once said, 'You ask me if it's worth it to love you, in fact, you should know that love is not worth it'!

So, those who will ask if it's worth it are probably the ones who have never met someone they really love.

As long as you encounter it and touch the warmth at that moment, it is like being stained with the poison of love, and you are no longer willing to let go easily.

Even if you know that there is no return date, you will still choose, and the moth will fight the fire.

Seeing that she didn't speak, the person next to him lowered his head, and the brim of his hat perfectly covered his face, "The master already knows about you." ”

Jin Yuhan was indifferent, her every move, she never thought that she could hide from that person.

She has always been a pawn, and now she ...... It should have become an outcast.

The man got up directly, he couldn't stay in this place for long, looking at her calm face without any expression, and finally, left a word for her, "You, do it yourself." ”

Shape up or ship out. Of course, Jin Yuhan understood, with her eyes closed, the sun shone on her eyelids, and her eyelashes fluttered uncontrollably.

She knew that with Nie Chen's character, even if he was completely reduced to an outcast, he would not let it go easily.

He was a man who could not allow his plans to be ruined.

Clenched his palms, since this is the case, then...... Her future fate can be imagined!

Suddenly, there was a shadow in front of him, and he suddenly lost his warmth, and Jin Yuhan's eyelids twitched slightly, and then he opened his eyes again.

The light was a little dazed at this moment, her gaze slowly focused, and the halos of light were reintegrated and retracted, but she saw a familiar face.

Originally, a pair of peach blossom eyes should be overflowing with romance and affection, but at this time, it contained monstrous anger.

…… This is Shangguan Rui! Moody, she can't figure it out.

She looked up at him, and he looked down at her in a condescending manner.

Xu Yes, feeling that his neck was a little sore, Jin Yuhan withdrew his gaze, his gaze was stunned, and he was a little sluggish.

"What are you running around about?" Looking at the flatness on her face, Shangguan Rui gritted his teeth and shouted.

His voice was not small, and it also attracted the attention of many people, looking in their direction, but Shangguan Rui's approach was directly a ruthless look.

Just now, for some reason, he went to the door of her ward, but there was no trace of her, he looked for a lot of places, asked a lot of people, and then learned that she ran outside to bask in the sun alone.

Scold! Sunbathe! She's really leisurely enough!

Shangguan Rui's anger is getting heavier and heavier, and he is still in a hurry for a moment, but what about her! Looking at her calm face, she really has a big heart.

Jin Yuhan lowered his gaze, allowing himself to ignore the anger that was constantly emanating from him, and spoke to him as calmly as possible, "Do you have something to do with me?" ”

Didn't she enjoy it quite just now, why did she get in front of her, she looked like she was going to die, "You ......"

Shangguan Rui pointed at her, but looking at her indifferent face, he didn't know what to say to her!

She has such a listless and flat gaze every time, no matter what he says or does, she is indifferent, does not struggle, does not resist, just like the last time she appeared in her hospital room, in order to let her go, when he hit her with something, she would not hide, and even, after being smashed, picked up the thing and put it in its original position.

Everything was like hitting a ball of cotton, and this reaction, which did not react, only made him suffocate again and again.

Can...... However, he didn't have anything to do with her.

When he talked to her well, she didn't want to pay attention, and when he beat her and scolded her, she was also angry!

He thought, he must be crazy to think about coming to see her!

Jin Yuhan waited for a while, but did not hear any accusations from Shangguan Rui, and when he looked up again, he saw Shangguan Rui kicking down the garbage can stored on the side of the road, and left angrily in the strange eyes of everyone.

The anger in him could be felt clearly even as she sat here.

The sun is really warm, watching the figure fade away, but her eyes are getting more and more blurred, large tears drip on the back of her hand, tear stains on her face, she doesn't know how embarrassed she looks at this moment, sad and sad, hopeless and sad.

The heart-rending feeling in my chest became more and more painful.

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"See her?" Nie Chen raised his eyes lightly, looked at the person in front of him, the streamer in his eyes made it impossible to distinguish his emotions at this time, retracted his gaze, and paused a little in his tone, he continued to speak, "She, did you say anything to thank you?" ”

The man, bowing his head in silence, did not speak.

"Eventful." Nie Chen glanced at him contemptuously.

Today's sun is good, and the plants he raised are showing signs of growth.

The fresh green color makes people see it, and the mood will be better.

Nie Chen looked at the green plants bathed in the sun, and thought of Jin Yuhan's eyes that refused to give in and persist, in fact, when Jin Yuhan was persistent, he was indeed quite like her.

It's a pity that she has been a substitute since the moment she existed.

Substitutes, after all, have no practical meaning.

Jin Yuhan has a tenacity in her body, and this toughness can support her and let her go so far, and naturally give her a fatal blow at the most important time.

Water can carry a boat, but it can also capsize a boat.

"Death, for her, is nothing to be afraid of, but a relief." Nie Chen suddenly said such a sentence, his slender hand fell on the verdant leaves of the plant, and a shocking cold light flashed under his eyes, "But for others, it may not be!" ”

Jin Yuhan has always been not afraid of death, does she think this is okay?

She has a weakness, she is not afraid of death, but she must have no way to watch that person die.

What's more, death ...... It's too simple, and the fear and hopelessness that comes with dying is more interesting, isn't it?

Knowing that there is no escape, he has to endure the torment before the final death judgment arrives.

And this fear grows every day.

Under the sun, the plants were alive and well, and he took the kettle on the side, watered it carefully, and said, "In this time, you don't come again, just stay with her." ”

“…… Be. ”

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Leng Yan's head couldn't stop sweating, and when Leng Yi put his eyes on him for the fifth time, Leng Yan looked at his boss in horror, "Master, did I do something wrong?" ”

Leng Yin glanced at him, "Have you ever been with a woman...... Slept? ”

"What?" When Leng Yan heard this, he was so frightened that his legs bent, and he almost knelt directly on the ground, not understanding why the master suddenly asked this question? Don't......

Leng Yan looked at himself in disbelief, could it be that the master and Miss Ming slept in the same room for so long, and they didn't ......? At night, just chatting under the quilt? Is it really that pure?

No way! Isn't it great to be in charge of this determination!

After receiving the cold and questioning eyes, Leng Yin's gaze became fierce for a moment.

The coldness of being questioned on the side really felt wronged, and he really didn't understand what it meant to be in charge! After all, how could those people around him be compared to Miss Ming!

Leng Yin said coldly, "Get out." ”

Leng Yan got the order and quickly retreated, for fear that he would lose his life if he stayed for another second.