Chapter 63: Don't Cry
Seeing Mo Hua smile and nod and go out of the ward, I was finally able to breathe a sigh of relief.
I suddenly thought of the person coming at me with a knife today, and I just felt very cold all over.
How could it be so coincidental that someone wanted to give me peanut juice to harm me today, and then I met an illegitimate meal who wanted to hurt me with a knife.
Could it be that the same person did it?
Thinking of this possibility, I told Zoya everything about it, and her face became solemn when she heard it.
"It's not a trivial matter, the police have taken people away, you can't go over there because of your special status, I'll go and find out the news."
With Zhuoya to deal with this matter, I suddenly relaxed a lot in my heart, and quickly nodded.
"Okay, then I'll have to trouble you."
"It's not troublesome to say anything." Zhuo Ya gave me a strange look, and then sighed and said, "Too many things have happened during this time, and you just took the opportunity to rest for a while." ”
Naturally, I was reluctant to rest, after all, work is the most important thing for me.
But hearing Zhuoya's words, I could only nod and smile at her.
The ward was empty, and I sighed and turned my head to look out the window.
I don't know when it started, but it seems that the sky has changed a little outside, and the original sunlight is blocked by dark clouds.
I guess it's going to rain.
Zoya brought me a few books to relieve my boredom when I came over, and I was flipping through them with one hand when there was a knock on the door outside the room.
"Come in."
I thought it was a nurse round, but I didn't look up.
I didn't look up until I noticed footsteps next to my bed.
"Dr. Liang?"
A little surprised to see Liang Buwei in a white coat, I put the book on the table next to me, "How do you know I'm here?" ”
Liang Buwei picked up the medical record book next to my bedside and looked at it, and said, "I was on duty today, and I heard two little nurses discussing that there was a star in the hospital, and I vaguely seemed to hear your name." ”
Surprised by Liang Buwei's carefulness, I looked at him with some gratitude.
"Thank you, Dr. Liang."
Liang Buwei nodded, and there was no emotion in the pair of eyes behind his eyes.
He put down the medical notebook, came over to look at the wound on my arm again, and said with a frown.
"The wound is a bit deep, and there is a good chance that there will be a scar when the wound is healed."
I was dazed, I hadn't thought of that at all.
No wonder, I saw Zoya and the doctor whispering something through the glass window of the door.
Looking at it like this, Zhuoya should have asked me about the scar on the wound on my hand.
"Scar...... Will it be ugly? ”
If it's another profession, it's fine, but I'm an artist, and when exposed to the camera, the most taboo thing is to let a scar fall on my body.
I looked at Liang Buwei in front of me with some concern.
"I'm not sure yet." Liang Buwei shook his head slightly, with a little heaviness on his face, "But the current scar removal technology is very good, don't worry too much, when your wound is healed, I will give you a light scar medicine." ”
Hearing this, I nodded gratefully, "Okay, thank you, Dr. Liang." ”
Liang Buwei didn't nod or speak, just looked at me deeply, and only said after a long time: "It's okay." ”
"That's right." I bit my lip, but decided to ask about Xi Yi, "Xi Yi's illness, I want to know more." ”
The expression on Liang Buwei's face suddenly changed a few points.
He put down the medical notebook in his hand and filled the glass of water I had placed on the table.
"I told you this just to keep an eye on him and not to provoke him."
My heart sank, and I roughly guessed what Liang Buwei meant.
"I know." Nodding, I stirred my fingers and said, "Xi Yi, the situation seems to be more serious now than before, I'm just worried." ”
Liang Buwei sat down and spoke after a long silence: "The incidence of patients with dual personalities will always increase, and if they can't be effectively controlled, they are likely to suffer great harm in the end." ”
"Will it hurt?"
I only felt that one of my hearts had fallen straight down, and my hands and feet were even colder.
Almost trembling, I asked Liang Buwei what would happen if he was injured.
"Everyone's situation is different, but one thing is for sure, his situation is getting worse now."
"What should I do?"
I don't know why, when I heard Liang Buwei say that Jiang Xiyi would be injured because of this, I only felt that my whole body was shouting to let Xi Yi be safe.
As long as he is safe, whether it is Jiang Xiyi or Brother Xiyi, it is fine.
Liang Buwei pursed his lips and didn't speak for a long time.
I don't know how long it has been, but under my repeated questioning, Liang Buwei finally spoke.
"Do you know the opportunity for Jiang Xiyi's illness?"
Opportunity?
I looked at the person in front of me strangely, and for a moment I didn't understand what I meant.
Liang Buwei took a deep breath, closed his eyes and spoke: "The opportunity is you." ”
For a moment, I only felt that my whole person had lost my intuition, and I could only maintain the posture of sitting on the bed and looking at Liang Buwei.
"You, what are you saying, why can't I understand?"
"Don't you understand?" Liang Buwei pursed his lips and continued to speak: "What if I said that Jiang Xiyi was sick because of her missing sister?" ”
There was a thunderclap outside, and I could only feel my body tremble.
Soon, it was raining heavily outside the window, crackling and hitting the glass.
"That's why I said that the opportunity is you, the only possibility for Jiang Xi to get better is on you, as for what to do, think about it yourself."
After speaking, Liang Buwei glanced at the time and stood up.
"I still have surgery to do, I told the nurse, your injury will be taken care of, remember to come to me to get medicine when it's almost done."
I nodded almost numbly, and just watched Liang Buwei walk out.
The feeling of chilliness all over my body never went away.
I don't know how I breathe, and I can't even feel the sensations in my body.
Is it because of Jiang Yinyin?
If that's the case, it must have something to do with me.
I reached out and hugged my aching head, and for a moment I couldn't accept it.
It turned out that Jiang Xiyi's illness was actually because of me.
So what should I do?
Leaving Jiang Xiyi?
But judging from my current situation, there is no way for me to leave Jiang Xiyi.
Slowly closing my eyes, I curled myself up and lay on the bed.
The wound on my arm was starting to hurt again, but it was nothing compared to the pain in my heart.
——
In the evening, I didn't go home, and Jiang Xiyi called unexpectedly.
"Where?"
Listening to the familiar indifferent voice on the other end of the phone, I thought of the words that Liang Buwei said to me again, and my nose immediately became sour.
Maybe it was because he hadn't heard my answer for too long, and Jiang Xiyi's voice began to become impatient.
"Can't you hear? I'm asking where you are. ”
Snorting, I swallowed the sadness in my heart and said, "I'm a doctor." ”
"Hospital?"
Jiang Xiyi's voice was a little cold, "What are you doing in the hospital?" ”
"I, I'm hurt."
For a long time, there was no sound on the other end of the phone, and just when I thought the phone was hung up, Jiang Xiyi's voice came again.
"Got it, eventful."
The voice landed, and a busy beep came from the other end of the phone.
Hanging my head, I looked at the phone in my hand helplessly and pulled out a bitter smile.
Got used to it, didn't you?
Mo Hua bought me the red bean porridge I wanted to eat, but she had other work at night, so she couldn't continue to delay here, so she only said a few words to me and left.
The room was quiet, except for the sound of me eating red bean porridge with my head down.
Suddenly, the door to my room was opened from the outside, and I shuddered at the thought of what had happened today.
Now I am like a frightened bird.
"Who?"
The footsteps approached, and I saw a familiar figure.
"Xi Yi?"
The spoon in my hand almost fell off, my eyes widened, I didn't expect Jiang Xi to come over at this time.
Jiang Xiyi was wearing a black coat, his hands were empty, and his eyes swept over my body.
"What about injuries?"
I looked at Jiang Xiyi strangely, and said in my heart, could it be that he couldn't trust me, so he came to have a look?
I didn't speak, I just rolled up my sleeves, revealing my gauze arm.
"I was cut by a knife, I got a few stitches, and now it's fine."
Hearing what I said, Jiang Xiyi just squinted his eyes, and he couldn't see any expression on his face.
"It's not a precious body."
After a few seconds of silence, Jiang Xiyi sneered and spoke, with a little disdain on his face, "What, I'm injured, so now come to me and pretend to be pitiful?" ”
"Pretending to be pitiful?"
I looked at Jiang Xiyi and felt a little depressed.
I didn't even take the initiative to call Jiang Xiyi to tell me about this, when did I pretend to be pitiful?
Taking a deep breath, I hid the anger in my heart and said, "Did I do something?" ”
"You didn't do anything." Jiang Xi hooked the corners of his mouth, but this smile did not reach the bottom of his eyes, he turned to a cold face, and snorted coldly: "But you are wrong, your existence itself is a mistake, so no matter what you do, it is wrong in my opinion!" ”
It was as if the breath had stopped.
I looked up and looked at the man in front of me almost dumbfounded.
Has Jiang Xiyi's hatred for me reached this level?
After so many years, I have done what I should have done, what I could do, and I have done.
Why just won't he let me go?
My body began to tremble uncontrollably, and I lowered my head and closed my eyes, letting a whirling tear linger in my eyes.
Can't cry, Song Chichi, absolutely can't cry!
"Xi Yi."
It took me a long time before I was able to speak, and I couldn't even feel the sound coming from my own mouth.