Chapter 37: The Empty Door
Zhou Tianle was drunk, drunk and unconscious, Ai Xue and You Da both knew that he had something in his heart, and he wanted him to be drunk and let him spit out the truth after drinking, but after a few temptations, Zhou Tianle was sloppy. There were a few times when Zhou Tianle's stomach couldn't stand it, so he went to the toilet in a dizzy, and Ai Xuexue patted him on the back and said, "I'll be awake when I vomit."
Zhou Tianle swallowed the vomit and said, "No, I don't want to be sober." Subsequently, Ai Xue and You Da worked together to help Zhou Tianle to the bed and lie down.
You Da looked at the hot pot in front of him with blank eyes, Ai Xuexue looked at him for a few minutes, You Da didn't pay attention, he was thinking about his own business. Ai Xuexue took a mouthful of food and put it in his mouth, and said, "Dazi, what's wrong with you?" I have a lot on my mind. ”
You Da still looked at the hot pot and only said: "I really don't want to grow up, when I get older, I will have more troubles."
Ai Xuexue looked at Zhou Tianle on the bed again and said, "You can be like him and get drunk."
You Da also looked at Zhou Tianle and said, "I don't want to get drunk, but I want to escape into the empty door."
Ai Xuexue said: "To escape into the empty door is to escape from reality".
Ai Xuexue didn't know what had happened to You Da recently, and he felt that something was wrong with him since before this winter vacation, was it because of Chen Juntong? Probably not, how can a master of love be trapped by love, but no matter what the reason, escape can't solve the problem, only face it.
The next day, when Zhou Tianle woke up, it was already more than nine o'clock in the morning, got up, sat on the bed and looked at the students coming and going outside the window, thinking that I was like them, working hard for study, racking my brains for writing my graduation thesis, planning for my future life, and persevering for my dreams, but I didn't have any of these, I was empty, lonely, and useless.
What a sad thing it is for people to be uninterested.
Zhou Tianle lay on the bed again, took out his watch and watched his life pass by second by second, wasting his life until he died, but what Zhou Tianle didn't know was that a person's psychology often changed because of physiological needs, just like eating when hungry and sleeping when sleepy. He was hungry, hungry, and the more he ate last night, the more hungry he would be the next day, so he had to get up and eat.
When I got up, my eyes lit up, the dormitory was cleaned cleanly, who did it? Son? Dairy cattle? Zhou Tianle was washing up while thinking about what he had done and what he had said last night. But I don't remember it very clearly, and now he somewhat understands what the fragment is, but he doesn't completely fragment it, and vaguely remembers that he seems to have said something about the system and some books and other things, and he can't remember the specifics clearly.
Zhou Tianle patted his head, in the future, you should drink appropriately, you can't drink emotional wine, you will miss people and things after drinking, and the fragment will be even more terrible, if you break it outside, it will be a great luck to be robbed of money and lust, and you are afraid that you will cut off your heart, liver, spleen, lungs and kidneys to sell it, and your life will be worried. Thinking of this, Zhou Tianle felt a cold sweat break out on his back.
Zhou Tianle walked out of the dormitory, according to the past, he would go out of the school gate and turn right to go to Mo Xiangjia, eating the coriander beef noodles carefully prepared by Liu Yuxin for himself, but now he can only buy buckets of instant noodles. After eating instant noodles, Zhou Tianle went to the library again, thinking about reading some history books, or literature or something like that. He went back and forth in the historical area and didn't know which book to start with, but after thinking for a while, he felt that he should start from the beginning, and found a history book about Xia Shang Zhou and read it.
Shu Xin and Li Sisi haven't gone out for more than a week, the food stored in the room has long been empty, these two days are relying on Mo Xiangjia's takeaway to live, the two of them play with cats every day in addition to practicing makeup, it's good to have a cat at home, cats are much cleaner than people, and getting along with cats is much simpler than getting along with people, because cats can't speak, don't spread rumors, and don't give people a face. The human world is too complicated, one second with you and a pleasant face, the next second may be a cold eyebrow.
Shu Xin looked at the date was already April 26th, according to the plan to take grandma on a plane to travel during the May Day holiday, before saying that learning to dance did not have that mood, or with grandma is really at ease and happy. Take out your mobile phone and dial grandma's phone, make an appointment to go back to Suizhou to pick up grandma in the morning, and then go to Tianhe Airport in the afternoon, as for where to go, Shu Xin plans to go to Sanya, Hainan, although the weather is a little hot, but grandma has never been far away, this time to go farther, look at the sea, change the mood.
In fact, Shu Xin didn't tell her grandmother that she was going to travel, but she just said that she missed her grandmother and received her to live with her in Wuhan for a week. The money is spent first, and the grandmother can be helpless, and the old man doesn't want to spend the money in vain. Filial piety to the old man is to cut the first play, first spend the money, otherwise this filial piety of the old man is not willing to live, the point is to be afraid of wasting the money of future generations, because the old people are all from the past, know that money is not easy to come by, can not be spent indiscriminately.
The reason why I went to Sanya, Shu Xin also wanted to stay away from Wuhan, thinking that I hadn't seen the sea yet, I should go to see it, and experience the mood of facing the sea and the spring flowers, if I stayed in this house all the time, I would go crazy sooner or later.
Shu Xin put down her mobile phone and looked at Li Sisi, she was lying on the sofa holding a cat to play, not affected by the outside world at all, she can always make herself happy, whether it is because of the beating and scolding of the guests or the quarrel of her boyfriend, within half a day she was happy again like no one, sitting on the dresser to make up her makeup, and then watching entertainment programs, buying this and that. She will always only live in her own world, the people and things in the outside world have nothing to do with her, and she is also deaf to the gossip about her outside, or she is not deaf at all.
Going on a trip, Shu Xin didn't tell Li Sisi, she was afraid that Li Sisi would quarrel to go with her, Shu Xin didn't want to do this, she just wanted to go out for a walk with her grandmother, just told Li Sisi that she was going to go to visit relatives on May Day, Li Sisi said disapprerovingly: "I have children to accompany me, and my life will not be lonely in the future."
On April 26th, the books in the room have been read all over Shuxin, and I plan to go to the library to borrow some more books, although the people outside have hurt me, but I can't just lock myself in the room, I am not Li Sisi, she is used to it, and I will go crazy.
Shu Xin wore a peaked cap, headphones in both ears, and walked towards the school library with a book, and as soon as she arrived at the door of the library, she saw a cat exactly like a child shuttling in the grass, she recognized the cat at a glance, could he be here too? Let it continue to be a stray cat.
Entering the library, walking back and forth in the literature area, she saw the cat's owner on the chair next to the literature area, and looked at the book in the cat's owner's hand, "Ancient Chinese History", thinking: I didn't expect this person to like history.
Shu Xin continued to walk around the literature area, the front row is Chinese literature, the back row is foreign literature, she is choosing foreign literature, there are too many books and I don't know which one to choose, I just feel that walking in the sea of books, I can get a peace in my heart. The library is not only an ocean of knowledge, but also a destination for the soul.
Through the mezzanine, Shu Xin saw that the owner of the cat seemed to be preoccupied, read the book and looked outside, the owner of the cat turned to look at Shu Xin, looking at each other, Shu Xin hurriedly avoided his gaze, and continued to look for the unknown book he wanted to read.
The owner of the cat came over and patted Shu Xin on the shoulder, Shu Xin turned around, and took off the headphones, and heard the other party say: "Hello, my name is Zhou Tianle, is there anything I can help you?"
Shu Xin smiled and said: "I just came to return the book, and I borrowed a few more by the way, but this is ......."
Shu Xin pointed to the books in the literature area and continued: "There are too many, I don't know which one to choose."
Zhou Tianle also said with a smile: "It seems that you have a phobia of choice, then I recommend it."
Saying that, he took a look at the literature area, took out three books of "Home", "Spring" and "Autumn" from the Chinese literature category, handed them to Shu Xin, and said: "These three books by Mr. Ba Jin are very good, they are written about the decline and differentiation process of a big feudal family, and there are some unreasonable family systems and ethics. The content of this book looks infuriating, especially the eldest brother Gao Juexin, who can me off to death. ”
Shu Xin looked at the book in Zhou Tianle's hand and said: "When I was only studying before, I heard the teacher mention Ba Jin, and I also knew about the Spring and Autumn Period, but I really haven't read it. I read a lot of foreign literature. ”
Zhou Tianle looked at the literature area again, pointed to Haruki Murakami's book and said, "Have you read "Norwegian Wood"? Very popular. ”
Shu Xin looked back at "Norwegian Wood" and said, "I just finished reading it, and I returned it today."
Zhou Tianle turned to look at other foreign literature with an "oh", and said comfortably: "I think I should also look at the literature of our own country, the book you recommend should be very good, thank you, by the way, my name is Shu Xin."
Zhou Tianle said: "Can you leave a phone call, everyone can recommend each other if they have good books in the future."