Chapter 030: Some Happiness Is Not Mine
Some happiness is not mine.
And some tragedies have long been foreshadowed, waiting for the people who are tricked by fate to step over step by step barefoot, and the blood under their feet is the carnival that the viewer's heart desires the most.
The days are like rewinding a movie rewinding, Yan Yan was still called Song Qiaoyin at that time, and at the age of 13, she was already a sophomore in junior high school.
Song Qiaoyin, who was chubby with a double chin, looked at herself seriously in front of the mirror for the first time.
She remembered that she was obviously a little person who was so thin that she could fall with the wind, how she had swelled into a miserable fat man within two years of moving to a new home.
If it weren't for the fact that a classmate asked her to copy her homework yesterday, she didn't give it, causing people to viciously give her the nickname "Dead Panda", and she might still be living in the illusion that her family created that she was very thin and slender.
The onset of puberty is sometimes only done in an instant in a sensitive word or a pretentious love poem.
Song Qiaoyin felt the shame brought by this figure for the first time, and at the same time, for the first time, she solemnly looked at the handsome and somewhat flamboyant boy walking in front of her countless times.
"Hurry up, what are you rubbing against when you're going to be late?" This boy likes to murder her the most, but he relies on her everywhere.
Peng Zhan tilted his head: "Did you bring the triangular ruler?" Song Qiaoyin, who was sitting only one aisle away from him, took out a brand new set of rulers from his schoolbag and threw them on his desk.
Peng Zhan didn't care, but Chen Haotian, who was sitting next to him, screamed strangely.
"You little maid dare to give you a face today! Looking at the strength of this throwing ruler, it is simply a silent indictment of the oppressive class's bitter hatred and powerlessness against the exploiting class. ”
Peng Zhan flipped through a comic book without raising his head and warned Chen Haotian: "You are poor." ”
As soon as he finished speaking, a book flew over with a sharp wind grazing the corners of his eyes and smashed straight into the table with broken mouths.
"Hey, hey Song Qiaoyin, don't think that with Peng Dashao protecting you, I'm afraid of you." Chen Haotian grabbed the book on the ground and threw it back without the slightest hesitation.
Song Qiaoyin, who didn't want to be beaten, bent over flexibly, and smashed the heavy language book on Li Yuman, who loved to give people nicknames at the same table.
She stood up angrily, not arguing with Chen Haotian who smashed people with books, but pointed the finger at Song Qiaoyin.
"You don't like to listen to the three words of the little maid, don't do cheap things in the future, you will cause so much trouble, you will not be affected, and you will also involve others. You're deliberately avoiding it, aren't you? ”
Li Yuman pushed Song Qiaoyin, who had not spoken, but in her sharp and fierce eyes, she was like a lost dog defeated, a basin of cold water poured on her, she calmed down and didn't dare to make another attempt.
In her eyes, the girl in front of her is not only the follower of the male god Peng Zhan, but also a ruthless character who dares to do big things.
Others may not know Song Qiaoyin's black history, but as a coincidental transfer from the same primary school to the city's key junior high school, she has a ruthless heart for Song Qiaoyin, who destroys flowers and destroys decay.
There are two things that will make her tremble when she occasionally thinks of them in Li Yuman's memory.
Every time she thought about it, she couldn't help but echo in her ears a passage that the Chinese high teacher smacked her tongue and said to other teachers in surprise and regret.
"There is a famous saying in ancient times, too rigid and easy to break. Especially girls, who are too strong and easy to suffer. Song Qiaoyin's temperament will either hurt people or be hurt by others in the future. ”
At that time, Li Yuman was caught by the teacher on the spot for stealing snacks in class, and stood in the office facing the wall.
She looked at the white wall in front of her, and sneered in her heart after eavesdropping on Mr. Gao's emotion.
The skinny Song Qiaoyin can fall when she blows gusts of wind, what big storms can she set off. Teacher Gao also thinks too highly of her.
As everyone knows, some people's nature is fierce on the surface, while some people are fierce on the inside.
Whether it was Song Qiaoyin at that time or Yan Yan now, she was delicate and delicate from the outside.
Even if you take advantage of her in money and tongue, she will laugh it off. makes people misunderstand that she is weak and deceitful.
In fact, this is her principle of life. She is fierce but also forgiving. Always leave some face and leeway. But if you bully her again and again, she will explode and show no mercy, and she will be quite ruthless.
Naturally, her temperament was beaten and suffered a lot when she was a child.
Especially after her father was drunk, he wanted to beat her when he saw that his daughter, who often contradicted him, couldn't control it.
If her mother stopped and protected her, she would inevitably be beaten together.
Once Song Qiaoyin was beaten so that her face was swollen, and she was ridiculed by her classmates for being a pig's head at school. This is not the most important thing, the most important thing is that his father actually miscarried his pregnant mother.
The younger brother, who had not seen him for five months, died tragically.
She hated Song Guoguo to death. From this father, she did not get a trace of warmth and fatherly love. It's all hatred and negative energy.
At the same time, she was angry at her mother's weakness and incompetence, not only could she not protect herself and her daughter, but now she even lost the child in her womb.
Life can't go on like this forever. She had to find a solution to change that life. Otherwise, she didn't get killed by her father, she went crazy first.
She's a person with big ideas and wilted ideas. Precocious than children of the same age.
After verifying that murder at this age would not be sentenced to death, she decided to do something to Song Guoguo.
I remember a novel I read, and the deepest impression is that there is an 8-year-old boy in it, when his mother was bullied by a bad person, he stabbed him in the back like a madman, and directly killed the bad guy.
Later, the boy learns that he killed his own father, who had never met him.
The story is ridiculous, with a mockery of human nature.
But she felt that this murder was similar to her experience, and she could learn from it, and began to carefully plan a counterattack.
When Song Guoguo beat her again drunk, the little girl who had been holding back for a long time finally broke out.
She roared, and with red eyes, she suddenly pulled out the prepared fruit knife and stabbed her father fiercely at her father, who she longed to be pampered by him and hated her to gnash her teeth.
If her mother hadn't pounced from the side and caused the stab to go in the wrong direction, it would have been done. She underestimated a mother's keen attention to her child's unusual behavior.
This incident caused quite a stir.
Because her mother scratched her wrist because of this, she was bleeding profusely, and her father's waist was also cut deeply.
Neighbors who heard the movement dialed 120 chickens and dogs to take the injured to the hospital.
Song Qiaoyin's murder of his father with a knife has become the most sensational headline news in the small county town of the 18th line in the past year.
From then on, her father Song Guoguo easily did not dare to beat her.
I often tell people that this stinky girl looks pitiful, but she is a hard-hearted and ruthless master, and no one can hurt her.
Li Yuman's parents told their daughter, stay away from Song Qiaoyin, who doesn't like to talk in your class. Don't mess with her.
Li Yuman asked why, but the adults only told her: The child has a sick brain and is ruthless.
Li Yuman disagreed.
It wasn't until she heard the teachers sitting together with relish and color to restore the scene of her father's murder that she was shocked to sweat.
dared to ask for his father's life at a young age, this has to be a ruthless and vicious character.
Li Yuman felt very fortunate about the incident of being punished for eating snacks, just as God was guiding her in the dark, and she should not be proud for a moment and not know the height of the sky and the earth to cause her death.
She often bullied the weak with the eldest sister in her class, and secretly warned herself: Don't mess with people like Song Qiaoyin.
Not only did she think so, but the students in the school tacitly agreed. ㄟ(▔,▔)ㄏ