Chapter 12: Rumors
Friends who used to share the same dormitory with Shu Xin have less and less contact after Shu Xin moved out of school, and now they have basically not been in touch for a year. Shu thought to himself: Did the rumors start with them? No, it won't, because Shu Xin feels that he has gotten along well with them before, and he shouldn't do anything bad to him.
After thinking about it carefully, the rumors started in the sophomore year, why? I didn't do anything during my sophomore year that would cause people to misunderstand, and I did my own thing step by step every day and did not do anything out of the ordinary? The problem is that it appears in human nature, people like to guess without knowing something, and the more they guess, the more they feel that they are right.
Shu Xin comforted himself and said: As long as you are good. She had been saying this to herself in her heart.
In the morning, Shu Xin's mind has been in chaos, the heart has not been quiet, I should change my thinking, if I have been entangled in this problem, I will inevitably fall into the tip of the horns and cannot extricate myself. Think about the rest, Li Sisi, yes, she said that she made food for herself at noon, and she didn't know how she was doing now, people should have an expectation when they lived, even if it was just a meal.
Shu Xin returned to the building where he lived, and knocked twice in front of Li Sisi's door, but there was no response, Shu Xin knocked twice more, but there was still no movement. At this time, Shu Xin seemed to think of something, returned to his room in a hurry, closed the door fiercely, and sat on the sofa in a daze, quiet on the surface, and turbulent in his heart. Why don't you take good care of yourself? Why despise yourself? Why let them insult themselves?
From this, Shu Xin thought of the rumors about himself in school this morning, this group of people had nothing to do all day, right, so they thought about how to belittle others and exalt themselves. Shu Xin realized that she had gotten into the horns, but she didn't want to come out, why did she come out? Staying in it and thinking about it is okay in my heart.
People are like this, saying that other people's heads are the way, and when it is their turn, they will be obsessed.
The sound of the door opening downstairs sounded, and he looked at the man passing downstairs, who was a middle-aged man in his forties, did this group of men have no home? Don't have a wife? Why do you have to find other women outside, pretending to be a good man every day, secretly dirty, hypocritical, and disgusting.
Shu Xin thought of the "Autumn Wind in the Afternoon" again, and his purpose was nothing more than to deceive his feelings and be his little lover. Isn't there a man in this world who has love from beginning to end?
The knock on the door sounded, and Shu Xin knew that it was Li Sisi outside the door, she didn't want to open the door, she felt that Li Sisi was very dirty, and she felt that she had lost the face of our women, making men feel that as long as they had money, they could play with us casually.
Li Sisi kept calling Sister Xinxin outside the door, Shu Xin still pretended not to hear, Li Sisi's knock on the door was softer and said: Sister Xinxin, I have already cooked a meal, let's eat together.
Shu Xin suddenly started to stay, now except for his grandmother cooking for himself, who is this?
She calmed down and opened the door, smiled and said to Li Sisi, "I'm sorry, I didn't hear it in the bathroom just now."
Li Sisi also smiled and said, "It's okay, Sister Xinxin, I've already cooked a meal, let's eat it while it's still hot," Shu Xin saw Li Sisi holding a wooden lunch box in his hand.
Entering the room, Li Sisi opened the lunch box, which contained three dishes and one soup. Li Sisi introduced while taking out the dishes: "This is spicy tofu, this is spring bamboo shoot meat rolls, this is saliva vine, and this seaweed egg soup."
Li Sisi cooks ordinary home-cooked food, but Shu Xin feels that Li Sisi's dishes are much more exquisite than those he makes, and even the plate with the dishes looks white and clean, and there are landscape paintings with thin water flowing on the edge of the plate. Was this really her first time cooking? Shu Xin couldn't imagine that this was Li Sisi's first time cooking, and Li Sisi nodded happily.
Shu Xin tasted it impatiently, feeling so salty, but she still swallowed it hard, looking at Li Sisi's expectant eyes, Shu Xin smiled and said, "It's a little salty."
Li Sisi hurriedly tasted it, spit it out as soon as he took his mouth, and said, "This is not only a little salty, but the part-time job is simply not able to be eaten."
Shu Xin said: "It's okay, you can eat."
Lunch is so simple and quick to solve, after eating and washing the dishes, comfortable at noon like to rest for a while. Li Sisi proposed to rest with Shu Xin, and Shu Xin did not refuse.
The two of them lay on the bed, comfortably pretending to be asleep, and remembered the things before the meal. Thinking about asking Li Sisi well, but thinking that the two had only been friends for a day, were they really familiar enough to ask her? After all, what does it have to do with herself, but if she is really a good friend and a good sister, what can't the two of them say.
"Sister Xinxin, do you have anything to ask me?" Shu Xin was panicked by Li Sisi's sudden question.
"Why do you want to work part-time?" Shu Xin turned around and asked Li Sisi face to face.
"I don't want to, but I need money." Before Shu Xin could ask why, Li Sisi's tears flowed out.
Li Sisi continued: "My parents divorced when I was very young, and I lived with my father. My dad's temper became worse and worse after the divorce, he drank every day, scolded me when he was drunk, gambled outside, and ended up owing a lot of money, and those debt collectors crippled my dad's hands. With no source of livelihood, I had no choice but to earn money on my own, pay off my dad's debts, and support my dad. My dad is hopeless, every day in his hometown except for drinking and sleeping, I don't know what I can do, but I can't make money by doing nothing, and if I don't pay back the money, those who collect debts will kill my dad, I can't just think about doing this to make money. Li Sisi was already in tears when she spoke, and comfortably hugged her tightly in her arms, Li Sisi cried even more, and said: "Sister Xinxin, I miss my mother so much."
Shu Xin thought: It turns out that she is the same as herself, without complete father's love and mother's love, and life without father's love and mother's love will leave a blank in her heart, and this blank will have a huge impact on her future life.
Zhou Tianle got up at two o'clock in the afternoon, and usually got up at least four o'clock, but he was chatting with Seven Seconds Fish at noon, and there were more and more topics to talk about, Zhou Tianle had a feeling that he couldn't stop, and of course he didn't want to stop. At one o'clock in the afternoon, Seven Seconds Fish said that his fingers were sore, and Zhou Tianle proposed to rest for a few hours.
But only an hour later, Zhou Tianle was impatient to send a message to Seven Seconds Fish, and Seven Seconds Fish also replied to his message in seconds, Zhou Tianle thought that the other party's mood must be the same as his own, and he couldn't sleep with excitement.
Love can't be stopped, neither can you stop the other party from getting closer, and you can't bear to run to each other in your heart.
In the afternoon, Zhou Tianle couldn't stop sending messages to Seven Seconds Fish. From this, I know some basic information about Seven Seconds Fish, and the other party is a twenty-one-year-old girl named Liu Yuxin.
Zhou Tianle really hoped to meet Liu Yuxin, but Liu Yuxin did not agree, Zhou Tianle felt that the other party should also want to meet him, after all, it was not easy to talk about such a relationship. After Liu Yuxin refused, Zhou Tianle thought again: The other party doesn't want to meet, maybe it's because of the relationship, the two have only been chatting for a day after all, after all, there is a certain distance from online dating to reality. Girls always have to reject each other a few times to prove that they are not such casual people.
Zhou Tianle was also a little scared in anticipation, what if the other party was too far behind what he expected? Zhou Tianle sighed secretly, online dating is really troublesome, I haven't seen it, and I never know if the other party is a human or a dog.
When Zhou Tianle was browsing his friend's QQ news, he suddenly saw a news posted by his ex-girlfriend Xuanxuan, a photo of the scene of the car accident, with a text: Live in the moment. Zhou Tianle was shocked, could it be that she had a car accident?
He hurriedly sent a message to Xuanxuan: Still alive?
It took a minute for the other party to reply: Who are you?
Zhou Tianle felt a pain in his heart and sent a message to Xuanxuan: If you forget, call me A!
Xuanxuan replied: Haha...... I haven't forgotten, Zhou Tianle, I remember.
Seeing this news, Zhou Tianle was angry, and remembered the humiliation he suffered in their school, he gritted his teeth with hatred, there are no other women in the world without you. Zhou Tianle sent a message to Liu Yuxin: I really want to see you. After half an hour passed, Liu Yuxin did not respond.
At seven o'clock in the evening, Ai Xuexue returned to the dormitory and said if he wanted to fix it again today, and Zhou Tianle said yes. All he could think about in the afternoon was what happened to his ex-girlfriend Xuanxuan's school. No, no, it's not an ex-girlfriend, maybe she's just thinking of herself as a little milk dog.
Ai Xuexue called Yuda and asked him to bring snacks and snacks when he returned.
At half past seven, You Da returned to the dormitory with snacks and food, and the first thing he said when he opened the door was that the time for the holiday was set, the 3rd of January.
Tomorrow is the last day of the year, Zhou Tianle thinks that there should be some changes, but he hasn't thought about what to change yet.
When drinking, Zhou Tianle told Ai Xuexue about meeting Yuan Tienan today, Ai Xuexue heard Yuan Tienan's name and immediately became angry and said: "Don't pay attention to her mental illness, she ran to my classroom today, blamed me for drinking so much, and said that drinking is not good for my health, two big brothers, that is not out of class yet, I am embarrassed to death between teachers and classmates." It's really evil, and the teacher didn't kick her out."