Isn't Chapter 116?
Thinking about it, I only felt that my heart stopped for a while, and the whole person looked at the man in front of me in a daze, and I couldn't even breathe happily.
Jiang Xiyi didn't have the slightest expression, only a chill in his eyes.
I am too familiar with this kind of Jiang Xiyi, and every time Jiang Xiyi wants to do something to me, he will show such a cannibalistic expression.
If I tolerated it again and again because I knew in my heart that I was doing something wrong before, then this time, I won't continue to endure it.
Thinking about it, I endured the pain in my body and quickly stood up, just looking at the man in front of me with a cold face.
"Do you really think I designed all of this?"
"Isn't it?"
Jiang Xi snorted coldly, and just reached out and pinched my chin, with anger in his eyes that couldn't be concealed.
"Song Chichi, what kind of person are you, I know in my heart that in order to achieve your goal, what else are you going to do to hurt my family?"
The pain in my jaw made me lose the ability to think for a while, and I could only look at the man in front of me like this, and my eyes were full of anger.
Why, why does Jiang Xiyi think that I am such a person.
I asked myself, in the past few years in the Jiang family, although I have always made the Jiang family unhappy, I have never done anything to be sorry for the Jiang family, just say Jiang's mother, although I know that I have some things that have really hurt Jiang's mother before, but those are not from my heart.
Even if Jiang Xiyi doesn't know about these, can't he choose to check them out?
Or is it that Jiang Xiyi just followed his inner thoughts and put the matter on my head like this, and he didn't even want to listen to my defense.
Thinking of this, I only felt an inch of sadness flash in my heart.
You see, this is the man I like, this is the man I love.
After so many years, I don't expect my love to be reciprocated, but Jiang Xiyi didn't even give me a chance to explain, what else do you believe?
With my eyes closed, I felt nothing but a flash of despair in my heart.
I think, forget it, don't explain anything, just let things develop like this, justice is in the hearts of the people, maybe even if I explain, Jiang Xiyi won't believe it.
But I'm not reconciled.
Why should I be misunderstood again and again!
Thinking of this, I suddenly opened my eyes and stared at Jiang Xiyi's eyes with my angry eyes.
"Tell me, then, what have I done to your family?"
I took away Jiang Xiyi's hand that was pinching my chin, and I don't know what supported me to dare to speak to Jiang Xiyi like this.
"Yes, you're right, Jiang Yinyin is indeed because I got lost, but we were all children at the time, she was lost, you can't blame all the blame on me, am I so unforgivable for your Jiang family?"
With my eyes closed, I thought of Mother Jiang, and continued: "Your mother's illness became like this because of Jiang Yinyin, not directly caused by me, Jiang Xiyi, you have always been a person who distinguishes between right and wrong, but in this matter, don't you think it's too unfair to me?" ”
Jiang Xiyi in front of him obviously didn't expect me to say this, and the expression on his face paused slightly, and he couldn't see what this man was thinking.
"And today's matter, you should know very well, what does it mean to be dug up about the relationship between me and Jiang's mother, I am now in the world, you can decide what the future path will be, if I really find a reporter to come over for the top, it will be extremely stupid!"
As he spoke, I leaned a little closer, walked in front of Jiang Xiyi, stared at his eyes, and spoke.
"Jiang Xiyi, you are such a smart person, why are you so confused every time you come to my affairs?"
I said everything I wanted to say in my heart, and I instantly felt as if I was relieved.
My legs began to soften, and I had to slowly walk to the edge of the bed and sit down.
Even if I didn't look in the mirror, I could guess that I must be bloodless right now.
The worry in my heart rose little by little, and I closed my eyes, ready to bear Jiang Xiyi's anger.
I didn't think about what the consequences would be when I said that just now, but now I calmed down and realized what I had just said.
I know best what kind of person Jiang Xiyi is, and offending Jiang Xiyi at this time is definitely not a good thing for me.
Even, I may receive double the pain.
It's just that my heart is dead, even if it's pain?
After waiting for a long time, just when I thought Jiang Xiyi was preparing for something, his cold voice came.
"You've finally spoken."
Finally, say it? “
Hearing Jiang Xiyi's words, I didn't understand what this meant for a while, and opened my eyes and looked at the person in front of me strangely.
Jiang Xiyi in front of me looked at me coldly, and no emotion was revealed in his eyes.
This is what Jiang Xiyi presents to everyone on weekdays, indifferent and emotionless.
Feeling my emotions slowly ease a little, I took a deep breath and looked up, "What do you want to say?" ”
"I'm curious, what has supported your forbearance all these years."
Jiang Xi squinted his eyes and looked at me like this, such a look was something he had never seen before.
This kind of question has never been asked by Jiang Xiyi before.
Moving my lips slightly, I didn't know how to answer for a while, and when I saw Jiang Xiyi approaching me, I only felt scared for a while.
When Jiang Xiyi approached, I could only look up at Jiang Xiyi's cold face.
This kind of Jiang Xiyi is not angry, but it makes people feel even more scared.
"It's not the first time you've wanted to say these things over the years, why didn't you say them before, but you said them today."
Jiang Xiyi's voice was suppressed little by little, and I only felt that cold sweat began to break out on my forehead.
He was right, I did think about saying these words properly, but every time the real words came to my mouth, I took them back.
Every time.
Cause?
Speaking of which, the reason is funny even to myself.
I didn't pay attention, I laughed out loud like this, Jiang Xiyi frowned when he looked at me, and his face was a little unhappy.
"Funny?"
As he spoke, Jiang Xi bent over, raised my chin and asked, "Say, why is this?" ”
Looking at the face in front of me, I was in a trance for a while, is this really the brother Xi Yi I have known since I was a child?
Yes, that's right, this is Brother Xi Yi, these eyes, this mouth, and this face are all Jiang Xiyi.
But why, I always feel very far away, my brother Xi Yi has never been like this.
With my eyes closed, I pulled the corners of my mouth, squeezed out a smile and spoke, "Brother Xi Yi, do you know that I like you?" ”
Almost instantly, I felt the hand on my chin tremble slightly, Jiang Xi was slightly stunned for two seconds, and quickly withdrew his hand, looking at me coldly.
When I opened my eyes, I happened to collide with the coldness in Jiang Xi's eyes.
But I still tried to keep the smile on my face, "I've liked you since I first saw you." ”
The first time I saw Jiang Xiyi echoed in my mind, I still remember it vividly, but I suddenly realized that so much time had passed.
When I grew up, the relationship between me and Jiang Xiyi, the two of us, have undergone such earth-shaking changes.
"I always thought I could be by your side all the time."
With my head down, I smiled wryly, and before I knew it, I felt my nose sour, and something flowed out of my eyes.
"I am very happy to know that I can marry you, even if I know what the purpose of you marrying me is, I have never complained about myself."
Taking a deep breath, I looked at Jiang Xiyi in front of me and continued, "Because I know that even if I am hurt, I am very happy to see you every day." ”
The expression on Jiang Xi's face seemed to change slightly, but if there was a change, I couldn't say for a while.
I can't understand such a Jiang Xiyi.
With my eyes closed, I tried to make the discomfort in my heart less painful.
"But ......"
It was a little hard to say these two words, and I just felt like my heart was about to be torn apart.
"But that's all about to change today."
"What the hell are you trying to say!"
Jiang Xi snorted coldly, and the emotions in his eyes fluctuated a little.
I was worried that I wouldn't be able to bear to say it, so I simply bit my lip tightly and said in a cold voice: "From today onwards, I won't continue to like you!" ”
Yes, I don't like it anymore.
Because only in this way, when Jiang Xiyi hurts me, I won't feel so uncomfortable.
After falling in love with someone, if he gives you pain, then such pain is doubled.
I know how difficult it is to make such a decision on my own.
But things have come to this point, and that's all I can do.
When I finally said that, I just felt a sudden lightening in my heart.
Opening my eyes again, I looked at Jiang Xiyi's flickering eyes, and grinned with a sad smile.
"Look, it's not that difficult."
As soon as the words fell, Jiang Xiyi's cold voice seemed to come from the bottom of the valley and hit my heart.
"Song Chichi, this is what you want to say?"
"yes, that's what I want to say."
I don't continue to like Jiang Xiyi, this is the conclusion I came to after doing deep thinking.
Only in this way can I make my life a little better.
But I obviously decided not to like Jiang Xiyi, and I don't know why I was still so sad when I heard what Jiang Xiyi said next.
"You think I'm rare for your liking? Song Chichi, who do you think you are!? ”
Jiang Xiyi sneered, and his voice was full of hatred that could not be concealed.
"I never put you in my eyes and married you back, just to atone for your sins, so that you can only live in the shadow of our Jiang family for the rest of your life, Song Chichi, no matter what your feelings are for me, I will tie you in the palm of my hand for the rest of my life!"