Chapter 15: Puppies

Outside the store, there was a sudden cold wind, and a minute later a little snow fell, which was strange, the weather forecast didn't say snow tonight. And the last day of the year always makes people feel inexplicably sad, and Shu Xin found that Li Sisi was also in a daze when he looked at the snow outside. Do you think she's reminiscing about what she went through? whereas

What have I done this year? Or did nothing be done? Yes, we're all wasting our lives.

The owner of the shop suddenly said to his wife, "Are you ready for tomorrow morning?" I'm going to cook something else tomorrow and have a new look for the New Year. ”

The wife said: "The beef is still a little worse, and it is estimated that there will not be much beef noodles tomorrow morning."

The husband smiled and said, "It's okay, I'll go to the morning market at four or five o'clock to buy some and come back."

No matter how we live in the world, life goes on, and we have only two choices about life, either accept it and stay the same, or change and be reborn.

Zhou Tianle only had one thing on his mind on the last day of the year, and that was to meet Qijiyu as soon as possible. He messaged Seven Seconds Fish that the last day of the year was a memorable day and that we should seize the tail of time to meet as soon as possible. Seven Seconds Fish said that the first day of the new year is not more memorable. Seven Seconds Fish suddenly asked Zhou Tianle again, what do you think is in love? Zhou Tianle said without thinking about it: Falling in love is when two people talk nonsense that they think is not nonsense.

Last night's "Red Square" encounter made Zhou Tianle and the three of them unforgettable for life, and Zhou Tianle felt that he should do something to forget all this. What could possibly be done?

Zhou Tianle's first thought was the library, but he always felt restless today, and he couldn't read the book. Exercising? Forget it, I was born to be a lazy person, although there must always be a body and knowledge on the way, but most people can't overcome the word "lazy". It's better to self-reflect, think about how you have come all the way for more than 20 years, and it's not necessarily the case, your academic performance in junior high school is still among the best, but later your thinking is too advanced and the rebellious period is very tired of "talking on paper". Oh, by the way, I also had a spiritual love affair with a girl, and I didn't even seem to have held my hand, alas, it was quite innocent back then, if only now...... You must know that a creature like a man cannot be satisfied with spiritual love.

In the three years of high school, I reached an agreement with the head teacher, without affecting the learning of others, I can do what I like, of course, the location is the rightmost window seat in the last row, that is, in this elegant seat, Zhou Tianle has been sitting for three years, although I have read a lot of books in the past three years, but it is all to kill time. The body is here, the soul is out of the body, and it has already flown thousands of miles away to travel the world.

One of the things that Zhou Tianle can't forget the most is that during the college entrance examination, a student in the school committed suicide by jumping off the building because he was not admitted to his ideal university. Zhou Tianle didn't sympathize with him, but was very angry, and even wanted to scold this dead student, scores are really more important than life? He wondered why there was always a phenomenon of students jumping off buildings to commit suicide during the college entrance examination every year, and they were forced? Parents forced it? The teacher forced it? School forced? Forced by yourself?

Parents don't, who will force their children to commit suicide? But parents keep putting pressure on their children to study, comparing their children with other children, have they ever thought about their children's truest feelings? Have you given your children a happy and happy childhood, now children no longer have the so-called childhood, from birth began to be compared with other children, school began to be occupied by various homework rest time, and now the child's childhood has been deprived of all kinds of homework.

One thing that Zhou Tianle couldn't understand was why the teacher had to assign homework to students after school. If you don't arrange it in the morning, you don't arrange it in the evening, but it is arranged after school and holidays, and it is reasonable to occupy the time for students and parents to reunite, play, and talk.

When hearing that someone else's child jumped off a building, parents may not only regret it, but also think that their children also have a tendency to jump off the building. Just say to your own children: you can't be like them, and then you can't do it. For the whole life, what is the college entrance examination?

The teacher forced it? For the sake of his teacher's reputation and interests, he inexplicably sends out exam papers, does all kinds of unexplained exercises, and in such a high-pressure atmosphere, is it time to rest, and is there any student who has a mental illness.

School forced? For the sake of the promotion rate, for the sake of the school's reputation, put pressure on the teacher, the teacher puts pressure on the child, and the student puts pressure on himself.

Whose fault is it?

Forced by yourself? Problems for the students themselves? Growing up in a greenhouse, he has been responding to all needs since he was a child, has a weak ability to resist pressure, and is extremely lacking in frustration education. The education that students receive should be to let them deal with setbacks correctly, cultivate students' self-esteem, self-confidence, rationality, peace, and positive and healthy attitude.

Zhou Tianle seems to feel that his thoughts are also a little extreme, but aren't his thoughts formed by reading books all the way.

College, forget it, I don't think about it for four years of college, every day, this boring and unchanging life.

We are all wasting our lives

Forget it, what do you want to do so much, you won't commit suicide anyway, although Zhou Tianle often thinks about death, and even comes up with all kinds of strange ways to die, but he knows that he is just thinking about it, he doesn't have the courage to die, I really don't understand some people, they are not afraid of death, why are they afraid of living, although people come to this world alive and don't think that they can go back alive, but if they don't live, who sees this world, who creates it.

Thinking about the whole day, Zhou Tianle's stomach was already empty, and he wanted to wait for Ai Xue and You Da to come back to spend the last day together, but neither of them came back at nine o'clock in the evening, You Da must have accompanied Chen Juntong, but where can Ai Xue go? Was he kidnapped by Yuan Tienan?

Forget it, let's be kind to yourself on the last day.

Zhou Tianle walked into Mo Xiang's house and ordered two dumplings and a glass of white wine, thinking that I should be the only guest at this point. The shopkeeper's family of three was happy, which made Zhou Tianle a little envious.

The proprietress pointed to the cat at the door and asked Zhou Tianle: "Little handsome guy, this cat is yours?"

Zhou Tianle thought about the origin of the cat and said, "Count... Right. ”

The proprietress then asked, "Does it have a name?"

Zhou Tianle never thought of naming the cat, he said: "Name, just call it a puppy."

Everyone in the shop laughed, and the proprietress said, "Why did you name a cat a puppy?"

Zhou Tianle looked at the cat and said, "Because it's more clingy than a dog."

After drinking a glass of liquor, Zhou Tianle asked for another glass, he was not an alcoholic or a fighter, he just wanted to drink, and he still knew what he was drinking. After drinking, he had a lot of thoughts, and he often thought of one sentence: we are all wasting our lives, this boring life.

Two young and beautiful girls came in outside the door, one of them, Zhou Tianle, felt a little familiar, but couldn't remember who she was. Judging from the large and small shopping items they carried, Zhou Tianle wondered where did these girls' money come from? Is there a bank in the house? Maybe don't miss a week's turnover to buy the shopping items carried by the girl.

Zhou Tianle turned his head to look at the shopkeeper's daughter, the girl didn't seem to show envy, jealousy, vanity or anything like that. Looking at the poor stray cat at the door, she turned around and went into the back room to get some food, squatted down and handed it to the cat.

Snowflakes were flying outside, and a sense of desolation surged into Zhou Tianle's heart, why did I feel this way, was it confusion about life? Can't find a direction for the future? Or do you have little confidence in staying alive? How will you be next year, will it be the same as this year? Year after year, do you still do something? This kind of life may just be my own mere mediocrity, adding to my troubles.

Zhou Tianle kept staring at the time on his mobile phone in the dormitory, and sent a message to Seven Seconds Fish when he was stuck in the early morning: Yuxin, Happy New Year!

What Zhou Tianle didn't expect was that Seven Seconds Fish immediately replied to his message: How long can you hold on to such a thing?

Zhou Tianle: What kind of thing?

Seven Seconds Fish: Give me a blessing in the first second of every year

Zhou Tianle: For a lifetime

For the whole life of a man who opens his mouth at will, a girl may believe it is true, which is hurt.