Volume 1 Chapter 434 Ready to abandon your husband and children?
Shangguan Jingyu, who returned to the ward, didn't say anything about Miao Miao anymore, only said what she cared about, "We'll go back today, Peanut has been talking about you for the past few days, and he should be waiting for you at home at this time!" ”
Shangguan Jingyu knew that when it came to little peanuts, Mu Zixiao would not refuse.
Sure enough, Mu Zixiao's face, which was still tense a second ago, was a little relaxed after hearing the name of 'Little Peanut'.
Eventually, he nodded submissively, "Okay." ”
No matter where he is, he can receive Nie Chen's treatment, and in the environment that Mu Zixiao is familiar with, the situation will be better for Mu Zixiao.
On the way back, Mu Zixiao kept looking out the window, a little worried.
It wasn't until she arrived at the villa that the car door was opened by Shangguan Jingyu, and she heard a crisp shout "Mom," which summoned her thoughts back.
Mu Zixiao got out of the car, and before she had walked a few steps, she saw a small figure running out, and threw herself directly into her arms, and then called her, "Mom!" ”
Mu Zixiao felt that the depression of these days was blown away by Xiao Peanut's call.
The rest was soft, and even there was a smile on his face.
"Mom, I miss you so much!" I haven't seen Mu Zixiao for several days, and when Little Peanut saw her, she looked teary-eyed, sniffed, and said flattened, "Mom didn't look at Peanuts for many days, and she didn't talk to Peanuts, and Peanut thought that her mother didn't want me anymore!" ”
After speaking, the little peanut squeezed his eyes and shed tears.
Seeing the little peanut like this, Mu Zixiao felt as if her heart was being pulled by something, and she couldn't stop hurting.
Hurriedly helped Little Peanut wipe the tears off his face, and said soothingly, "How come!" The child's face was very delicate, which made her feel distressed when she saw it, and coaxed the child who depended on her in her arms, she subconsciously said, "Mother won't want peanuts." ”
Little Peanut looked insecure, and after hearing Mu Zixiao's words, her emotions eased slightly, and then rubbed into Mu Zixiao's arms, stretching her arms, "Mom, hug." ”
"Shangguan Jianan." Shangguan Jingyu saw that this kid was about to be pestered and hugged again, and his face, which was gentle one second, had sunk again in the next moment, shouting his name.
Little Peanut was a little stunned by Shangguan Jingyu's yelling!
This time, Mu Zixiao didn't say anything, touched the little peanut's little head, and picked up the little peanut in the next moment.
However, the child is growing up, although she can pick him up.
However, as soon as I walked to the door of the villa, my arms began to ache.
At this time, Shangguan Jingyu had already picked up the little peanut on the side, and his gentle tone revealed his concern for her, "You rest for a while." ”
Seeing Mu Zixiao on the side, Little Peanut hurriedly struggled in Shangguan Jingyu's arms for a while, a pair of small short legs kicked in the air, looked at Mu Zixiao's direction, and shouted anxiously, "Dad, let me down!" ”
Shangguan Jingyu's eyebrows sank slightly, and as soon as he put him on the ground, he saw him walking on a pair of small short legs, and hurriedly ran to Mu Zixiao's side.
Aunt Zhou saw Mu Zixiao come back, and her face was full of joy, "Madam." She hurried out of the kitchen, "Madam, I made some soup today, and my wife will taste it later!" ”
Aunt Zhou didn't wait until Mu Zixiao was coming back, so she made soup in advance to replenish her body.
Mu Zixiao saw the eager gaze in Aunt Zhou's eyes, and replied with a smile, "Okay." ”
Although Mu Zixiao followed Shangguan Jingyu back, there was obviously some avoidance between her and Shangguan Jingyu.
If you can't talk to Shangguan Jingyu, you basically stop talking.
During the meal, Aunt Zhou saw it and noticed that there was some mismatch between the two people, but ...... It's hard to say anything.
Shangguan Jingyu didn't fail to see Mu Zixiao's evasion of him.
That's how it was on the way back, he asked, and she would answer.
If he didn't ask, she wouldn't answer.
Think of what she said to him in the hospital, "We're divorced. ”
The eyebrows that were originally staring became more and more cold.
She, is this a decision?
After eating, Mu Zixiao spent most of her time with Little Peanut.
Since her accident, Xiao Peanut has been staying in Shangguan's old mansion, and Shangguan Jingyu only picked him up today.
In fact, she could understand Shangguan Jingyu's intentions.
It's nothing more than to make her more concerned.
Children originally like to cling to adults, especially children like little peanuts who have long lacked maternal love.
He didn't care until she and Little Peanut had a concern, and he knew that she couldn't give up such a concern.
Obviously, when Little Peanut saw Mu Zixiao, his personality would be more lively.
Moreover, when I see Mu Zixiao, I will rely on more ingredients.
Not only did he let Mu Zixiao finish his homework by his side, but he also had to listen to her bedtime story.
In short, in a limited time, let Mu Zixiao accompany him more.
Mu Zixiao waited for the little peanut to fall asleep before walking out of the room.
She doesn't want to go back to the master bedroom now.
Facing Shangguan Jingyu, she didn't know what to say now.
So, after some thought, she went downstairs.
At this time, Aunt Zhou was still in the living room, ready to rest, but saw Mu Zixiao go downstairs and stepped forward to ask, "Madam, do you need anything?" ”
"Nope." Mu Zixiao smiled at her, "Aunt Zhou, it's not early, you can rest early!" ”
"Oh! Good. Aunt Zhou was still a little worried about Mu Zixiao's state, but when she heard Mu Zixiao say this, she looked at her twice uneasily, and then said, "If Mrs. needs anything, call me!" ”
Mu Zixiao smiled, "Okay, thank you!" ”
After Aunt Zhou returned to the room, Mu Zixiao stayed in the living room for a while, drank a glass of water, and then returned to the room.
However, this time she did not go to the master bedroom, but to the guest room.
She filed for divorce from Shangguan Jingyu today.
Although there is some ruthlessness, she is well thought out.
Mu Zixiao's mind was very messy, especially after witnessing Jin Yuhan's death.
She knew that she had been emotionally out of control for a while, and such behavior ...... It's not normal.
She saw the comments on the Internet, and she was more worried that she would go crazy one day.
She couldn't remember what happened in the past, but she was always swayed by the past.
She didn't know when it would happen again!
She's in a terrible state right now, and everything is in flux.
She wasn't even sure when she would fall into that mood again.
With her current situation, it is obvious that it is not appropriate to be with Shangguan Jingyu.
Therefore, she thought, it would be more appropriate to separate from Shangguan Jingyu.
Divorce. These two words are easy to say.
However, every time she saw him, she felt that it was difficult for her to say these two words.
It's not that she didn't see his haggardness, and after recovering her mood, she thought of the gaffe of the other day, that kind of situation...... It's like a mentally ill person.
And Shangguan Jingyu, she thought, she really didn't need him and herself to bear all this.
She saw the blue under his eyes, the stubble growing from his jaw.
She until he was embarrassed for whom.
But that's why she's ...... It's even harder.
Especially, when she saw Little Peanut today, such a cute little child, she was even more afraid that she would accidentally hurt him.
In the bathroom, the heat rises, and the water vapor lingers above.
The warm water sprinkled on her body could not drive away the cold in her heart.
I don't know how long it took for her to turn off the shower switch.
Mu Zixiao wiped the mist on the mirror with her hands, and her face gradually appeared in the mirror.
She looked at herself in the mirror, feeling both familiar and strange.
Sometimes, even she wonders if everything she has now really belongs to hers.
Nie Chen once told her that life is complete only when she has a complete memory.
Lost memories are like mutilated people, with a gap, and no one knows what happened before that.
She had thought that her past memories would be okay if she couldn't remember.
However, when Jin Yuhan fell in front of her in that way.
When the bright red color is all in front of you.
Her mind seemed to be controlled by a lot of inexplicable images.
Those images that suddenly poured out pierced her nerves and made her unable to help herself.
In the moments before she fell asleep, she thought, that must be her memory.
But...... When she regained consciousness, all the fragments of her memories were gone.
It was as if it were all a nightmare that had existed in her mind.
That's right, it's a nightmare.
Mu Zixiao sorted out her thoughts, and every time she thought of that, her head hurt uncontrollably.
Simply, she didn't let herself think about it anymore.
The things in the room were not very complete, and she temporarily wrapped her body in a bath towel.
She didn't want Aunt Zhou to know that she and Shangguan Jingyu slept in separate rooms.
Aunt Zhou is here, like one of her elders, she usually works hard enough for their lives, and she doesn't want Aunt Zhou to worry about the problems between her and Shangguan Jingyu anymore.
When I opened the door of the bathroom, I didn't expect to see Shangguan Jingyu in the guest room.
I subconsciously bit my lip, not knowing whether to go out or not.
The hand on her side tightened slightly, thinking that she had no confidence at this time, thinking that she might as well go back to the bathroom first, and wait for Shangguan Jingyu to leave, and then she would go out.
She stretched out her hand and was about to close the door.
However, before he could make a move, he was stopped by Shangguan Jingyu.
He came out of the study and returned to the master bedroom, but he didn't see her, thinking that she was in Little Peanut's room, but it didn't.
He didn't know until she hadn't left, but after searching the villa, that she was going to sleep in the guest room.
Could it be that he still didn't speak clearly enough? Or has she really made up her mind to pay attention!
Thinking of such a possibility, he felt that the last bit of good temper was going to disappear!
Mu Zixiao didn't break free of him until she couldn't break free, so she simply didn't fight anymore, "Shangguan Jingyu, what are you doing?" ”
Shangguan Jingyu's gaze fell on her, "Why are you here?" ”
The moisture in the bathroom hadn't completely dissipated, and her exposed shoulders were tinged with a faint pink.
But the delicate eyebrows were tightly wrinkled.
Mu Zixiao breathed a few sighs of relief, "I thought I had made my words very clear today!" ”
"Huh." Shangguan Jingyu chuckled, pinched her chin, and didn't let her keep her eyes down, "Mu Mu is ready to abandon her husband and children?" ”
Obviously, she was talking to him very seriously, but he still coaxed her like this, making her eyes sour unconsciously, and she pulled away his hand, "Shangguan Jingyu, I didn't joke with you......"
Shangguan Jingyu looked at her deeply, and then directly picked her up by the waist and fell back to the bed.
There was a soft mattress underneath her, which would not hurt her, but it made her dizzy for a moment.
After focusing on her eyes, Shangguan Jingyu's handsome face was already approaching her.