"Then arrange it for him." A sharp light flashed in his deep eyes, and with a coldness, he sneered lightly.

It saves him from living too leisurely.

“……”

After a while, Leng Yin spoke again, and then added, "Remember, look for a man." ”

“……”

Leng Yan looked at the faint figure of the master, shivered, and the master ...... It's really ...... to be in charge

Looking up again, he saw that the master walked in the direction of Miss Ming, he sighed lightly in place, and retreated into the living room very familiarly.

Xu Nanrin didn't know anything about what was happening, and when he saw Leng Yan coming, he took the initiative to wave at him.

When he returned to the living room, he couldn't help it, and threw a compassionate look at Xu Nanrin. It's really outright and utter pity, thinking, who do you say you're messing with? I just want to provoke the master! Hey, good luck!

Xu Nanrin came into contact with the cold gaze and was a little suspicious, "You...... Why are you looking at me like that? ”

Facing Xu Nanrin's gaze, he said coldly and sincerely, "I just think that Dr. Xu, you are very brave and great. ”

“……”

It's obviously a compliment, why can't he hear any compliment from his words?

Still faintly ...... It's so weird!

………………

…………

Hearing his voice, the more familiar it was, the more mocking it felt.

The expression on his face condensed little by little, tilted his chin slightly, looked at the afterglow falling from the sky, and then spoke, tightened the cloak on his body, and his voice was cold and decisive, "You have something to do with me?" ”

As if anticipating her attitude, in the face of her coldness, he opened his lips lightly, and he still asked her with concern, "Are you okay?" ”

The sluggish voice was a little murmuring, the gaze staring out the window had a gentle arc, and between the words, it seemed to stretch his infinite affection.

Minnana mocked inwardly, with a sarcastic smile on the corner of her lips, thinking, could it be that he made this call just to confirm that she was okay?

Now, she really couldn't be better.

snorted lightly, not hiding his emotions at all, and his sneering voice overflowed lightly, "I'm fine, I don't need you to worry." Her beauty is like a sword with a cold light, and the deeper the mockery at the corners of her lips, the more beautiful she is.

She was met with silence, but her shallow breath soberly reminded her that it was a call that hadn't finished yet.

Seeing that he still refused to speak, she slowly inhaled a breath, the fragrance of the late spring air flowers had dimmed a lot, lowered her eyebrows slightly, and looked down at the hem of her clothes fluttering lightly in the breeze.

The curly hair behind him is scattered in the wind, messy and beautiful, and a simple side face is thrilling.

After a long silence between them, she was the first to speak, breaking the silence, "Is there anything else?" If it's okay, I'll hang up, and I advise you not to call again in the future. ”

Compared with Minnana's indifference, Zhou Ningyuan's tone of voice sounded extraordinarily restrictive, "Nana, don't reject me, I really care about you." ”

Care? Minnana narrowed her eyes and reminded him very detachedly, "What do you think you have to do with me?" ”

"Nana, I know you, you don't have to say such things and deliberately alienate me."

"Since you know I'm deliberately alienating you, you don't have to say that to me."

Looking ahead, yes, Zhou Ningyuan did know her very well, but that was only her in the past.

Zhou Ningyuan stood in front of the window, looking down at the scenery of Pingchuan, looking at the traffic of the city, he solemnly said to her, "Nana, I was not good in the past, if we can, I hope we can start again." ”

Resume? Heh, what kind of kidding is this?

"Did you know that there is a word called 'flooded and hard to collect'!"

“……”

Stretching out his hand, watching the light of the sunset fall on his fingertips, holding his breath a little, he asked him sincerely, "Why, listening to your current tone, are you begging me?" ”

"I'm trying to get you back."

Save?

This word is really fresh enough when it comes out of Zhou Ningyuan's mouth. Although she was disdainful, at this moment, she still couldn't help asking, "What do you use to redeem it?" ”

"As long as you say it, I can say yes."

"So refreshing?" In the evening, the sunlight will dissipate quickly, and the yellow light that originally fell on the fingertips faded in an instant, and those distant warmth were only left in the blooming afterglow of the sky.

Staring at the distant edge, she spoke again, and said nonchalantly, "I don't have any hobbies, I just don't like unrelated people to disturb my life. So, my request is, don't let me see you again, can you do that? ”

After hearing her answer, Zhou Ningyuan was silent, and after a long time, he slowly spoke, "I know you complain about me." ”

“……”

"Nana, you still refuse to forgive me, is it because I left in the first place?"

"No, it's not."

Just when he heard her words and a starlight lit up in his eyes, he heard her say again, "Not only your departure, but also your concealment, your betrayal." ”

Zhou Ningyuan spoke up and called her name, "Nana ......"

The scenes of the past have appeared in front of her, and the condensed wounds have gradually been abandoned by her in the corner of her memory, but now that she looks at it again, she feels that everything in the past is full of devastation.

When those memories were reawakened, her heart was more wooden.

The hand holding the mobile phone gradually tightened, but every word he said was extremely calm, "Zhou Ningyuan, I remember I told you that if you want to be with others, I won't stop you, but the premise of all this is that you can't hide it from me." ”

"Y-you know."

Leaning against the wall, the cold of the wall soaking her temperature through her thin clothes.

Everything that I once faced was unbearable, and after time, it has become an understatement.

"I didn't know it at first, but I found out later."

After all, there are no eternal secrets in this world, let alone impermeable walls.

"Frankly, I think you made the right decision in the first place, and if I were you, I would have chosen it the same way. After all, love is such a thing, you can't see or touch it, maybe it's like sand in your hand, as soon as the wind blows, it will disperse after two steps. Far from the fact that the money and rights in hand came. There was a pause in his tone, "So, I respect your choice." I have special respect. ”

Back then, she was a little artist in the entertainment industry just now, and she had to spend a lot of time practicing every day, Zhou Ningyuan was an aspiring writer, and the two of them kept a paper-thin love, gathering less and leaving more.

And later, the older the time of separation, the more affection that was implicated only by memories, was completely broken.

"Can you forgive me?"

The question was really funny, and Minnana asked him, "Why do you think you're still entitled to my forgiveness?" ”

"You said that you can't accept betrayal, you can't accept hurt, but what if...... If you can forgive her, why can't you forgive me? ”

“…… What the? After a brief pause, she understood what he meant.

He refers to her attitude towards Mo Xuening.

Indeed, she once said that she would not forgive anyone who bullied and hurt herself. She doesn't hurt people, but she doesn't let people hurt without fighting back.

She's been doing it all these years.

Therefore, what Zhou Ningyuan asked was that since she could forgive Mo Xuening for hurting her, and after Mo Xuening's death, she could still speak up for her, why she still refused to forgive him for leaving.

The corners of his lips hooked a sneer, could it be that Zhou Ningyuan doesn't understand now? She can't accept and won't forgive those who have caused her actual harm, let alone those who have given up on her.

What Mo Xuening did was insignificant to her at all, and she could laugh at it.

But he's different.

The damage he inflicted was real from beginning to end.

Seeing him, hearing his voice, and seeing him standing in front of her, reality will remind her again and again how stupid she was at the beginning.

Such a self who is hurt by love is the last thing she wants to see.

Therefore, she didn't want to contact Zhou Ningyuan again because she didn't want to see herself in front of him again.

Zhou Ningyuan saw that she didn't speak, and then spoke, "Nana, you are still unwilling to forgive, because you still mind in your heart, right?" ”

"You always mind my departure, don't you? That's why you're so angry with me, and you don't want to see me. ”

"Nope." This sentence is her sincere feeling, "I don't forgive or not, I just don't think there's any need to waste time for people who don't want to do it." ”

“……”

"It's already a waste of my time to talk to you now."

“……”

"However, in order to avoid future troubles, it is better for you to finish the conversation at once this time."

"Nana, why are you doing this to me? Can't we get along with each other? ”

"What? You're a great writer ready to play sensationalism in front of me, aren't you? Please, I'm not one of your readers, and I'm not going to be affected by the rhetoric you're playing. ”

“……”

"Zhou Ningyuan, you said you wanted to explain, but what I want to tell you is that it's not necessary. I need to remind you that this is not angry talk. On the contrary, I want to say it to you with all the seriousness I have ever had. Do you think that after separation, where do you have the confidence to ask me again? ”

“……”

"At the beginning, I reminded you, and I don't know once and again, as long as you go, I will not look back." There was a pause in his tone, "You've made your choice in the first place, and so have I." ”

At the beginning, she was ready to let go of everything in front of this love, but when she chased her to the airport, the result was his resolute departure.

In the end, he resolutely left only a back for her.

All the promises made while together became a joke.

He pulled away, but she was the one who was hurt and down.

Now, he stood in front of him and said to himself that he wanted to come back.

Can the damage in this world be counteracted in this way?

No, she doesn't accept it.

Therefore, no one should talk about the past again, and no one should think about going back to the past.

"Just like the decision you made at the beginning, since you decided to leave, don't regret it, and since you're gone, don't look back."