Chapter 51

Chu Chu was brought in by Xu Ranran like this, her face was still expressionless, and her eyes were dead silent, but when she passed by Cao Shicong, her eyes softened, and even the corners of her mouth smiled.

Cao Shi stood up, looked at her with a sad face, and stopped talking. Chu Chu smiled, but came over to comfort him, "Okay, let's go, Xuxu is waiting for you outside." You tell him that mom is on a trip. As for the truth of the matter, let's wait until he is older and has some receptivity. When the time comes, my mother, whether he wants to recognize it or not depends on his own wishes. ”

She held Cao Shicong's face and said with tenderness in her eyes, "You know what? I hated you so much, thinking about why you are so ruthless, you can give everything for a girl, completely ignoring our family. But now, I'm relieved, I don't hate you anymore, but I don't love you anymore. ”

After saying this, the tenderness in Chu Chu's eyes was gradually replaced by indifference, she let go of Cao Shicong, sat straight on the chair, lowered her head, and didn't look up at him until Cao Shicong was sent out.

Cheng Han didn't ask about the case first, but asked about Chu Chu's physical condition like a family, "You, how long have you been insomnia?" ”

"How do you know?" Chu Chu was only surprised for a moment, and then he came to his senses, "You found the sleeping pills I gave Cao Shicong, right?" Let's put it this way, for more than three years since Sushua was born, I have been taking sleeping pills all the time except for breastfeeding to control myself from taking drugs. ”

"Have you ever thought about other reasons for your sleeplessness, have you ever gone to the hospital for a check-up, or seen a psychiatrist?"

This question is clear enough, but Chu Chu seems to be avoiding this question, "Whatever you want to ask, just ask it directly, don't beat around the bush." She raised her head and looked at Cheng Han, neither sad nor happy.

Cheng Han saw that she was so hard-mouthed, so he could only sigh and ask, "Didn't you say that you wouldn't do such a stupid thing?" Knowing the consequences, how can you still know the law and break the law? ”

Chu Chu looked at Cheng Han's slightly fleshy face, and asked rhetorically, "Have you ever loved anyone?" Have you ever had that possessiveness that wants him to be yours alone? ”

Before Cheng Han could answer, she replied to herself, "I have known Cao Shi since I was in college, he is three levels older than me, I just entered the school in my freshman year, he is already a senior and is about to graduate."

At that time, I didn't have the intention of falling in love at all, but he was deliberately close to me, pursuing me, and then offering all kinds of courtesy. In the end, I couldn't resist such a pursuit, so I agreed to stay with him, and then waited for me to get married as soon as I graduated.

Don't look at me now, on the surface, I don't have to do anything, just enjoy the blessings. I used to work in the CBD every day, and then talk about work with my colleagues in a specialty coffee shop. I once asked Cao Shicong what he liked about me, and he said that what he liked was my self-confidence and unyielding energy, which made him involuntarily fascinated.

Later, we had a narrative. Although I can hire a nanny, I don't worry about being alone at home, and in order to have a good childhood life, I quit my job and became a full-time wife. ”

She looked straight at Cheng Han, "You know, I originally looked down on those full-time wives, I think how can a woman make herself so sloppy and don't even wear makeup." However, when I started to do it myself, I realized that every minute and every second was an ordeal.

In order to have more time to take care of Xuxu, I started to save time on makeup and grooming. And the clothes in my closet have also become loose and comfortable, so that if the clothes are dirty, I can grab one and put it on, and it is easy to wash.

In this way, I gradually became the type of person I used to look down on the most, gradually lost my self-confidence, and became suspicious. I could see that Cao Shi didn't have the same light in his eyes as before, and from that moment on, I knew that he already had someone else in his heart, or that there was no longer me. ”

Speaking of this, Chu Chu laughed self-deprecatingly, "Do you trust women's intuition?" Sometimes, I really wish my instincts were wrong. I saw Cao Shicong with that gorgeous student, but there was no love in his eyes when he looked at that person, it was just a girl who was taken as a victim, very pitiful.

And that single moon, I was fortunate enough to see it once. is really beautiful, and she is excellent in all aspects, especially the confidence to be pampered and grow up, which is incomparable to the people around her, and it is also incomparable to me.

So, I challenged him and asked him about Jin Jiaojiao. Who knew that he actually lied to me like a fool, and gave me Shan Mingyue's number, trying to hide from the world. However, it was exactly what I wanted. She sat elegantly in her chair, and even if she was handcuffed at the moment, she couldn't hide her momentum.

Cheng Han couldn't help but interrupt her, crying out for the poor girl, "You killed Shan Mingyue just because Cao Shicong was attentive to her?" Haven't you thought that Shan Mingyue has never had anything to do with Cao Shicong from beginning to end, and even she is a poor person who was framed by Cao Shicong's design. ”

"So what, I just want to do things that will make me happy. At that time, all I knew was that I wouldn't be happy if I didn't let this person disappear completely. Speaking of which, the night I pushed her downstairs was the most restful sleep I've had in years. ”

Chu Chu said these words expressionlessly, but Cheng Han felt a chill in his back, "Before you did this, did you think about what would happen to your family Cao Xu in the future?" Don't you want to be by his side and watch him grow up? ”

"Heh", Chu Chu sneered, "I found that many of you now think about your children first as long as something happens, how many people have endured their anger for their children all their lives, and in the end they end up depressed." I really can't do this, I'm not happy, so I have to bring everyone to be unhappy with me.

Why did I work hard at home with children, or even collapse alone. They were a group of girls who could do nothing, and with their fingers hooked, my husband was so smung that he forgot his last name.

Cao Xu has a mother like me, maybe his life is not good, and there is no fate between our mother and son. Although what I did now seems to be a little sorry for him, if I don't do it, I am sorry for myself. ”

She was very calm, without a trace of fear, and without the resistance and madness of others. However, Chu Chu's composure made Cheng Han's heart have a lot of shock.

It turns out that women will really be driven crazy by those trivial things at home, the crying of their children and the coldness of their husbands. It turns out that not all efforts can be rewarded, more time, some are ungrateful and accustomed to it.

Cheng Han has been able to determine that Chu Chu suffers from severe postpartum depression. She really wanted to wake up this calm woman, and ask her why she didn't go to the doctor when she knew she had a heart disease, and why she had to carry everything herself. However, in the end, she only opened her mouth and did not say a word.

When Chu Chu was taken away, Cao Shicong stood at the door with Cao Xu and silently watched his wife's back getting farther and farther away. Xiao Cao Xu usually sticks with his mother, but at this time, he is in Cao Shicong's arms, crying and shouting for his mother. Cao Shi had no choice but to hold the child tightly, but in exchange for his son's fists and feet, he struggled.

Cheng Han couldn't look at it, walked to Cao Shi's side, and stretched out his hand to Xiao Cao Xu, "Xu Xu, are you okay coming to Auntie?" Cao Xu saw her and played with her, so he obediently got into Cheng Han's arms and stopped crying.

Xiao Rongzheng took this opportunity to call Cao Shi aside and told him all the causes and consequences of the incident. Cao Shi looked at the direction of his wife's departure, his eyes were full of sadness.

It turned out that even if he didn't kill anyone, everything was still caused by him, and he was the one who committed the most heinous crime. It turned out that everything he thought was hidden was extremely good, and his wife's original form had long been revealed. She enjoys everything she has arranged every day, but she is still dazzled by thousands of flowers outside, and she takes all her sacrifices for granted. But she forgot that she had worked hard to catch up with the little girl who had to be held in the palm of her hand and cared for for a lifetime.

Seeing his son having fun with Cheng Han next to him, Cao Shi felt a tense in his heart, not knowing what kind of scene the child would be when he remembered to find his mother for a while.

However, from now on, his mother would never pat him gently and tell him bedtime stories in a soft voice while he was sleeping. He slowly walked towards Cheng Han, picked up Xiao Cao Xu, and walked out of the police station lonely. It is unknown where the road will go from here.

After staying up for several days, everyone's spirit is in a state of high tension every minute, and now that they have finally caught the murderer, they all want to go home and take a hot bath and sleep comfortably.

Xiao Rongzheng stood at the door of the office and said goodbye to the team members, and he asked himself to stay here on the night shift so that the others could go home and rest. And Cheng Han stood behind him, and he didn't have the slightest intention of leaving.

"Ah Han, do you want me to buy a supper and send it over?" Xu Ranran looked at the two of them shyly, and made the little Jiujiu in Cheng Han's heart clear.

Cheng Han stretched out his hand and flicked her forehead, "No, I'll order 'supremacy' in a while." ”

"Okay, you two come on, I'll go with Lao Xie first." Xu Ranran deliberately rubbed his forehead, causing Xie Wencong next to him to come over to check, and then the two left hand in hand.

Cheng Han looked at his best friend's happy face, and his mood brightened. Xiao Rongzheng looked at Cheng Han's crooked eyes with a smile, and also laughed on the side.

In the office at night, in addition to the police on duty in the hall, the two of them were left in the criminal investigation team. Xiao Rongzheng was buried in sorting out Shan Mingyue's case report, while Cheng Han was tapping his paper on the side.

Professor Wang Minzhi gave her a temporary notice to submit the manuscript ahead of schedule, and this sudden change was afraid that it would cost Cheng Han's life. The two of them were quiet at the moment, not talking deliberately, but they felt very comfortable and relaxed.

When Xiao Rongzheng finished sorting out his things, he moved a chair, sat behind Cheng Han, and reached out to help her rub her sore shoulders.

"Say, is this what every dormitory in the university looks like?" Cheng Han finished writing a large paragraph, turned his head, and asked Xiao Rongzheng.

Xiao Rongzheng was stunned for a moment before she realized that she was talking about Shan Mingyue, "This is not necessarily, it varies from person to person." It can only be said that Shan Mingyue was unlucky and became roommates with three people. Or rather, those three people were unlucky, they were in the same dormitory with such a perfect person, and the whole college life could only live in her shadow. Jealousy is human nature, after all, no one is perfect, but it is not a good thing to go too far. ”

Cheng Han nodded, "What about you?" How did you get along with your roommates at college? After going around in such a circle, this was the question she was curious about.

Xiao Rongzheng looked at her with curiosity, reached out and touched her hair, "My college must have been at least twelve years ago." At that time, the children were still simple, and we usually wore police uniforms in the police academy, and there were not so many comparisons. Maybe it's because they're all boys.,We're all very arrogant.,Even if there's a contradiction, it's clear in person.。 Even if we get into a fight, in the end, we are still good brothers. ”

"So, when did you start smoking? Or rather, lighting a cigarette? Cheng Han then asked.

"What, Hanhan, are you just here to get to the bottom of it now?" Xiao Rongzheng stretched out his hand and scratched Cheng Han's little nose, but he did not refuse, and then said, "We have a brother in the same dormitory, and his family was once rescued by the police, and all his fathers wanted him to go to the police academy, so that he could pass on the kindness he had received in the future."

But he was a kid, usually not very bold but very addicted to smoking, and we all laughed at him at the time for being an old smoker, saying that he was not very suitable for this business. After all, the most important thing for a policeman is courage, we are protecting the people, and it is the norm to face the danger, and we must not be afraid.

Therefore, at that time, we looked down on him more or less in our hearts. However, it was this boy we used to look down on, who dragged the gangsters with himself and bought us time to save our lives in a big operation during our internship. A child we once looked down on, saved all of our lives. Since then, I've lit a cigarette a lot, and I guess I left it for him. ”

This dusty past that has been sealed for nearly ten years, Xiao Rongzheng still feels emotional when he thinks about it now. He doesn't smoke, but the act of lighting a cigarette has become a habit, if Cheng Han hadn't asked today, he would have forgotten the origin of this habit.

Cheng Han reached out and touched Xiao Rongzheng's swarthy cheek, "I see, I'm really sorry, I shouldn't have asked." ”

She never thought that Xiao Rongzheng, who seemed invincible, would have such a past. For a moment, I felt that I had poked his scars, and I felt guilty.

"What's there to be sorry for", Xiao Rongzheng grabbed Cheng Han's little hand and smiled indifferently, "You're just curious, did you mean it." And it's been so long, it's not a big deal. Moreover, the two of us have such a close relationship, what else can I hide from you. ”

The last sentence made Cheng Han very useful, she touched Xiao Rongzheng's head with satisfaction like touching a dog, "Then, you can't hide anything from me in the future, you know?" Otherwise, the consequences will be serious! ”。

Xiao Rongzheng gently kissed the back of her hand, "Yes, my Queen." ”