Volume 1 Chapter 302 I Doubt Myself (2)
This feeling made her feel terrible, and her mood became more and more confused.
Suddenly there was a sense of powerlessness, she only said, "Shangguan Jingyu, I have never doubted this decision to be with you, I doubt myself." ”
I felt like I was suddenly surrounded by a heavy fog.
She has no way of knowing the future, so naturally she will not have too much fear.
And for the past, she didn't just disappear the memories of those years.
Right now...... There are also those unknown relationships with the people around her, and even Mu Zhennan, who is closest to her, has something to hide from her.
For these ...... She didn't seem to be able to accept it.
However, she didn't want to be defeated like this, so she told herself over and over again that some things, even if she wanted to accept it or not, had already happened, and it was too late to stop it, and there was no room for it.
The only thing she could do was not to be knocked down by those.
Even if there was a big change, she told herself that tomorrow when the sun rose again, everything would be over.
So, she just temporarily thought of a place that no one knew, wanted to drink, wanted to temporarily numb her mind, wanted to recklessly empty all her thinking at that moment, and let herself stop thinking ability.
She wanted to wait for her answer to come along.
Unconsciously clenched his hand, smiled a little helplessly, and said, "Shangguan Jingyu, although I can be entangled, I am not so cowardly. ”
"I know." He said calmly, "But I think you can rely on me a little more." ”
He knew she was never weak, but he always thought she could rely on him more.
Smiling at him, "Okay." ”
Embracing her, I like the feeling of being skin-to-skin with her, and the warm breath blows her earlobes red.
She still had a crimson on her cheeks, and she muttered, "Aunt Mei asked me to call you to dinner." ”
He lowered his head, took a bite on her lips, and smiled, "Okay." ”
Shangguan Jingyu hugged her horizontally, "Go back to the room first." ”
went to the room to take a shower, after Mu Zixiao came out, she saw the mobile phone placed aside, for the content inside, she wanted to press the delete button several times, but in the end she gave up.
"What's wrong?" When Shangguan Jingyu spoke, he had already wrapped his arms around her waist.
I was too entangled just now to hear the sound of him coming over.
At this moment, she hurriedly put down her phone, came back to her senses, and saw that his hair was still dripping, "Why don't you dry your hair and come out!" ”
Shangguan Jingyu was naked, only wearing a bath towel around her waist and abdomen, even if she had a more intimate behavior with him, seeing his image at this time still made her cheeks flush and looked away.
Don't you know that this man is in good shape?
Pushed him to the side, took out the clothes from the cloakroom and threw them to him, "You hurry up and change your clothes." ”
After speaking, he was about to go outside to avoid it, Shangguan Jingyu grabbed her first, and saw the tips of her reddened ears, "When will Mu Mu get used to it?" ”
Mu Zixiao ignored him and only said, "You hurry up and change your clothes and come down." ”
"Okay."
Sitting at the table, although Aunt Mei's food was very good, she didn't have much appetite, so she put down her chopsticks after eating some briefly.
Aunt Mei saw that she hadn't eaten much all day, and at this time, she had only eaten a little bit of the food, thinking that there was something wrong with the food she had cooked, and asked, "Madam, is the food I made not to your liking?" ”
"Nope." Mu Zixiao smiled apologetically, "I think you're doing a good job, but you can't eat it now." ”
Shangguan Jingyu knows the amount of food she eats, although Mu Zixiao usually doesn't eat much, but she won't eat so little like today!
"Not feeling well?"
"Nope."
She really had one thing in her heart, Song Yixuan said that it would take up to 48 hours, so ...... The morning after tomorrow, she will be able to get the results.
As a result of DNA, her palms sweat when she thinks about it now, and Mu Zhennan's body reports appear in front of her again and again.
Headache, as long as she thinks about this problem, I don't know if it's because of a hangover, she feels a lot of headache.
Shangguan Jingyu saw that she had been frowning and thought that she was uncomfortable, and said to her in a firm tone, "I'll accompany you to the hospital in a while." ”
"Don't." Mu Zixiao heard that there was still a lot of resistance from the hospital, "I think I'll be fine after a rest at most, don't worry." ”
In the end, it was a heart disease, and the confusion in her heart had not been resolved, and she thought that during the 48 hours of waiting, she should not have the ability or heart to deal with other things.
Shangguan Jingyu was not at ease, and after Mu Zixiao left the restaurant, he sent a message to Xu Nanrin and asked Xu Nanrin to take a look at the situation.
As soon as he finished sending the message, he received a phone call from Lin Mo, turned around and temporarily walked out of the room, pressed the answer button, and asked, "What's the matter?" ”
Lin Mo sorted out his thoughts on the other end of the phone.
This matter is more complicated, and I have to start with the fact that Xu Jiaojiao sent Xu Nanrin to the hospital yesterday.
At that time, it was already late at night, but Lin Mo heard several people gathering together in the corridor to discuss.
"A girl was sent over just now, and her face was covered with blood! Do you see that? ”
"Hey, I saw it, the girl had a long scar on her face, the wound was very deep, it seems, I'm afraid that this scar will have to be with her for the rest of her life."
As soon as I heard that there would be a scar on my face, the people next to me all brought a look of pity, "Such a beautiful face, this ruin, isn't it the end!" ”
"That's not it, I just saw that the girl didn't even shed a single tear, she looks very strong."
"Moreover, I saw that the person who sent her just now seems to be the young master of the Shangguan family." The man thought for a moment and said, "By the way, it's that Shangguan Rui." ”
"Shangguan Rui? It can't be that dandy! ”………………
If it weren't for the coincidence of hearing the name Shangguan Rui, Lin Mo would not have paid attention to this incident.
But because he heard Shangguan Rui's name, when he walked over, he deliberately walked over from the door of the ward and confirmed that the person accompanying him was Shangguan Rui.
After understanding, Lin Mo learned that Jin Yuhan had an accident.
is the person who looks very similar to Mu Zixiao, and he was photographed with Shangguan Rui before.
originally thought that Shangguan Rui and Jin Yuhan had no contact since that time, but he found out today that there was a great relationship between Shangguan Rui and Jin Yuhan.
Otherwise, how could Shang Guan Rui's frivolity and arrogance possibly accompany a woman to bed in the middle of the night.
What's more, Lin Mo knew that Shangguan Rui was originally in love with Mu Zixiao, and now, the women around him are like Mu Zixiao, such a thing...... He felt the need to let Shangguan Jingyu know.
Shangguan Jingyu never believed that there would be such a coincidence in the world, let alone two people who had nothing to do with each other, which was strange.
Even Minnana had vaguely mentioned before that this Jin Yuhan was problematic.
"How are you doing?" If there is no result, Lin Mo will not rashly call this call.
"I did find something, but it was just ...... Do you need to tell Shangguan Rui about this? Lin Mo told Shangguan Jingyu all the information he had found.
"Not necessarily." After Shangguan Jingyu heard it, he only said these two words lightly.
can disappear without a trace, and re-emerge with her identity, behind Jin Yuhan, there must be someone operating all this for her.
It's just that what Shangguan Jingyu doesn't understand is why Jin Yuhan looks similar to Mu Zixiao? Don't...... What does this have to do with Mu Zixiao?
Or is there anything Jin Yuhan once had to do with Mu Zixiao? That...... The memories of the years when Mu Zixiao disappeared, did Jin Yuhan also know some things?
Thinking that there might be such a relationship, Shangguan Jingyu re-spoke, "Arrange for someone to be by her side 24 hours a day, and see who she has contacts with in addition to Shangguan Rui." ”
"Yes."
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"Xu Jiaojiao, this is what you did?"
With an angry roar, Xu Jiaojiao couldn't help but rub her ears.
As soon as I came to the police station today, I got a slap in the face from the team leader Zhou Qing, "I didn't find any clues to the case, it's good that you are still fighting in public!" You've really opened your mouth this time. ”
That's right, last night, she stood up for righteousness, but the incident of beating the doctor was uploaded to the Internet.
When Zhou Qing saw the photos on the Internet, his face was so angry that he turned blue.
"Do you know what you do? You're going to turn positive in two days, you have to do these things at this juncture? Do you think your life is too peaceful, or do you think that I am too idle every day, and let me deal with these things for you every day. ”
Zhou Qing has been in the bureau for some years, and because he often deals with new police officers, he is called 'Old Zhou'.
When she met Lao Zhou, who likes to reprimand people, Xu Jiaojiao's experience is to stay silent and listen quietly.
If she dares to reply at this time, then the next thing to usher in is a number of heads-ups and face-to-face falls, and it will be as long as several hours.
Don't ask her how she came up with such an experience, the process of moving forward and collecting experience is the history of blood and tears that she grew up with again and again.
In this regard, Xu Jiaojiao once suspected that Lao Zhou's hoarse voice was trained by others.
At this time, Xu Jiaojiao looked like she was humbly asking for advice, and let Lao Zhou's count fall, but she maintained an attitude of listening attentively and being taught with an open mind.
The people on the side saw that Xu Jiaojiao had been counted down, and helped to talk, "Come on, Xiao Xu is also kind, and besides, this is not an accident, it is just an oolong!" ”
For the help sent by her teammates, Xu Jiaojiao raised her eyes and gave a very grateful look.
After all, Xu Jiaojiao is the only girl in their team, and they still take good care of her.
However, Lao Zhou was very unappreciative and scolded, "You are so restless even on weekends, and you make trouble for me, police officers beat doctors, how bad such a thing is, do you know?" ”
And, most importantly, the doctor she beat was a well-known surgeon.
Xu Jiaojiao's eyes widened, and she really had something to say about the last thing Lao Zhou said, "I, I really didn't know he was a doctor yesterday!" You didn't see that scene yesterday, I saw him leave with the girl, I really thought he was trying to do wrong! ”
Besides, if she hadn't met that Xu Nanrin, she wouldn't have believed that there would be such a weak and indecent doctor in this world.
Lao Zhou obviously didn't believe her rhetoric, snorted coldly at her, and then asked, "But what about the result?" What is the result of your blocking? Is it because of your momentary courage that you let a group of people watch such a good show? ”
"Yes...... None of this was intended! Xu Jiaojiao lowered her head and added weakly.
Lao Zhou slapped the table angrily, "Hmph, you are still reasonable!" I didn't even say anything about you, you are a girl who doesn't come home in the middle of the night, what are you doing there? That's where you're supposed to be as a girl? ”