Chapter 120: Recovering Memory
"I'm sorry." Wishing lowered his head with self-reproach, his face was stained with tears that had not yet been wiped off, "Can you calm down first?" It's going to be fine! ”
Raising her head to look at Zhou Jing, she gradually calmed down, the light on her face wrapped in guilt and panic faded, she firmly believed that Yiran would be fine!
What if you are uneasy and afraid? What she needs now is to be calm, otherwise nothing will be solved!
When Zhou Jing heard this, she was so angry that the corners of her mouth sneered, "Make a wish, I really don't understand, Zhou Yiran was hurt by you and had a car accident again, why do you still look unhurried?" ”
"Zhou Jing!" Wishing scolded loudly, and said with a cold face, "It's not your turn to teach me a lesson!" ”
Zhou Jing was stunned by her sudden scolding, and before she could react, she lowered her head and closed her eyes and sighed deeply.
"Do you know how much I wished I had been hit six years ago that was the person I was hit? In the past six years, I have blamed myself and felt guilty, and every night I think that he died desperately to save me, and those who survive are not necessarily happy! She explained with red eyes, and the true thoughts that had been hidden in her heart for many years were revealed in front of people, and she could no longer hold back her tears.
Has she been better all these years?
No, she's not good at all!
She can't accept new feelings anymore, her mind is full of Zhou Yiran, she can't wait to die is herself, so that there won't be so much pain and guilt!
Later, when she learned that Yiran was not dead, she was happier than anyone else, and for him, she could do whatever it took to kill her.
But just now, Yiran was once again under threat for her, and her heart was now like a knife, and the pain was exactly the same as before, but this time she couldn't fall like he had when he had an accident before!
Taking a deep breath, she looked at Zhou Jing's eyes seriously and continued, "I know you care about Yiran, but if you care, it's chaotic, I promise you, Yiran will be fine." ”
The sharp look gradually faded, Zhou Jing calmed down and nodded, only to realize what position he had to criticize and make a wish?
At this time, the door to the operating room opened, and the doctor walked out of it.
Seeing this, the two hurriedly stepped forward and asked worriedly and nervously, "Doctor, how is he?" ”
"He's fine, just some external injuries, the wounds have been taken care of, but there's one thing I want to ask you." The doctor in the white coat looked at the two of them for a moment, and then continued, "Has he been taking painkillers all the time?" ”
Wishing didn't know why he asked, but nodded anyway, "Yes." ”
Hearing this, the doctor explained, "If I'm not wrong, his memory has been chaotic for so many years, and he only remembers what happened in recent years, but after this car accident, his brain has been stimulated, and his memory is likely to recover, which is a good thing in disguise." ”
"Really?" She happily asked rhetorically, it would be great if Yiran's memory was restored!
So he can think of her!
Zhou Jing on the side heard that Zhou Yiran was likely to recover his memory, and there was a flash of complexity in his eyes, but it was fleeting soon.
The doctor bowed his head and walked past them.
"Go in and see him!" Zhou Jing hesitated, but finally couldn't help but speak up first.
"I'll go talk to the doctor about the situation." Dropping these words, Zhou Jing turned around and kept up with the doctor's pace.
Wishing knew what she was thinking, and sighed deeply in her heart, she didn't chase Zhou Jing's back and stepped into the ward.
Zhou Yiran hadn't woken up yet, she was staying by his bedside, his face was still very pale in his sleep, and his brows were slightly furrowed as if he had some bad dream.
She looked at him seriously, feeling distressed and guilty, fortunately he was fine, otherwise she really didn't know how to face herself.
Thinking about it, she was so tired that she fell asleep on the bed.
After a while, she seemed to hear movement before she opened her hazy eyes, and subconsciously shouted, "Yiran." ”
Zhou Yiran was looking at her without blinking at the moment, as if he had been awake for a long time.
"Why didn't you call me when you woke up?" She said with some resentment, but her eyes were full of concern, "Do you feel uncomfortable?" I'll call a doctor! ”
After speaking, she got up and prepared to go out, but was held by Zhou Yiran's hand, and the next moment, she heard the man's familiar and gentle voice sound, "Little wish." ”
Hearing this familiar title, she turned her head in disbelief and asked with a look of surprise, "You, did you think of me?" ”
There was excitement in her voice, even though the doctor had just said that he was likely to regain his memory, she was still very emotional when the facts were in front of her.
Zhou Yiran raised the corners of his mouth slightly, smiled and bowed his head, "I'm worried about you." ”
Wishing sat back on the stool, she was very happy, she thought that Yiran would not be able to recover her memory in her life, but she didn't expect a car accident to make him remember what had happened.
That's great!
Taking a deep breath, she put away the happy expression on her face, looked at him seriously and said with some complicated words, "Yiran, I want to apologize to you, if it weren't for me, you wouldn't have ...... at the beginning"
Before she finished speaking, she was interrupted by Zhou Yiran's voice, "Xiaoyuan, I don't need you to apologize, even if I really died six years ago, if I do it again, I will still do it without hesitation." ”
His tone was serious, his eyes were unwavering as he looked at the wish, and said word by word.
The wish opened his mouth, and he wanted to say something, but he finally closed it again.
For so many years, this incident pierced her heart like a needle, and it hurt again and again, although she learned that he was not dead, she was still very guilty.
Now that he was sober, she couldn't wait to apologize, which she owed Yiran, even if she knew that an apology was really too insignificant.
Tears fell uncontrollably, and Xu Yuan lowered his head full of self-reproach, "I'm really sorry, it's because of me that so many bad things have happened to you." ”
Zhou Yiran touched her head distressedly, and said softly like when they were together, "Good, everything is over, aren't I okay now?" ”
"Promise me not to think about that anymore, okay?"
He wants to be grateful for today's car accident, if it wasn't for this car accident, how could he recover his memory, and he might remember that in the past six years, the girl who appeared in her dream countless times was actually the wish in front of him.
"Okay." Wishing stopped sobbing and looked up at him, "I won't put you in danger again, I promise." ”
Zhou Yiran hooked the corners of his mouth and smiled weakly, leaned over and hugged her tightly in his arms, "There will be nothing to separate us in the future." ”
The magnetic voice came into her ears, with affection and firmness, and she could even feel Zhou Yiran's hot chest.
It's been six years, and they're finally together in the true sense of the word.
But at this moment, Lu Tingchen's face inexplicably appeared in her mind, his intimacy, his gentleness, every time he desperately protected her behind him.
This feeling made her in a dilemma at the moment, she almost subconsciously let go of Zhou Yiran's embrace, there was a flash of unnaturalness in her eyes, she pretended to be okay and changed the topic with a smile, "Are you hungry?" Shall I go buy you something to eat? ”
As if he felt the change in the mood of making a wish, his face froze for a moment, and he soon showed his usual warm smile, "Okay." ”
She left the ward as if she had made a wish, and when she came out, she took a deep breath and felt dazed like never before.
Zhou Yiran's memory recovery is a great thing for her, but when she faces his feelings again, she can't respond to him with peace of mind.
Zhou Jing's question echoed in her mind again, does she still love Yiran?
She couldn't answer before, and she still is.
She had been thinking about the man for so many years, and now that she had finally returned to her, she should have been unable to suppress his hot response, but she hesitated, and her mind was even confused.
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As soon as the wishing front foot left the ward, Zhou Jing returned.
"You're here." Zhou Yiran narrowed his good-looking eyes, raised the corners of his mouth and looked at Zhou Jing with a smile.
Zhou Jing nodded as if nothing had happened, not mentioning his memory recovery at all, "Does your body feel anything abnormal?" ”
Zhou Yiran shook his head, "No." ”
After a pause, he seriously raised his eyelids and looked directly at Zhou Jing, his eyes were slightly red, "Zhou Jing, thank you." ”
In the past six years controlled by Lin Yi, if it weren't for Zhou Jing's secret help, he probably wouldn't have survived now.
When Zhou Jing heard this, her face was stunned for a moment, but almost in a moment, she regained her indifference, "This is what I should do, I am a doctor, I can't be as crazy as Lin Yi." ”
Collecting the complexity in her eyes, she looked cold, "Take care of your injuries, now that you are rid of Lin Yi, I am still your doctor." ”
"You rest first, I'll go out first, something rings the bell."
After speaking, Zhou Jing turned around and left the ward, the indifferent light faded, and her eyes were full of complicated colors.
Now that he has regained his memory and the woman he once loved is by his side again, he should be very happy in the future, right?
As for her......
Unimportant.
Putting away these thoughts, she went to the attending doctor's office, Zhou Yiran's physical condition was very complicated, and she had to check the medicine for him before she could rest assured.
In the room, only Zhou Yiran was left.
Looking at the place where he had just made a wish to fall asleep on his stomach, he touched it with his hand, and the residual warmth seemed to be still there, and his eyes were full of tenderness and nostalgia.
Xiaoyuan, since God has given me the opportunity to return to you, then this time, I will definitely not leave you again!
Thank you for all these years and for not forgetting me.