[Le Rongge: "It's not just dreams and reality that can't be distinguished stupidly, if this dream can be done for a long time, I will expect it to be a lifetime!] ”】

She is like this tonight, Yu Cibei admits that he is very useful.

"I know, you're sad too, I can understand that. Doctor Yu, great love is boundless, you really have it in this industry, as a doctor, you want to save but can't save the helplessness, I can understand; As a friend, I understand the sadness of wanting to save but not being able to save it. She lowered her voice and leaned back on his back and whispered.

The night is cold, but the wind is cold.

The woman in his arms always has a way to warm his blood and rejoice, when the emotion is strangely warm.

The emotions that have nowhere to put in the heart are full and overflowing.

Following her hair, Yu Cibei gently stroked it, and finally grabbed a touch of the end of her hair, which was wrapped around her fingertips, and the restraint was infinite.

Leaned over and kissed him on the center of the eyebrow. "At that time, he was actually unable to heal in Zhou'an. He didn't know how long he would live, or how long he would last. ”

The long voice with an empty mirror seems to lead people to be in it......

It was also the eve of Le Rongge's pregnancy.

Inside the hospital room.

The man stretched out his palm, and the long-term chemotherapy made him look less strong than he had at the beginning, and all that was left was pale and cold.

The ten fingers are emaciated, and the roots are distinct.

He rubbed the ring on his ring finger, and his hand shook as soon as he touched it.

The corners of the mouth with a light smile are hung horizontally, making people unable to see the purity of their eyes, no cleanliness, but no desire.

Those eyes looked like stagnant water, too deep to stir up the slightest ripple.

Yu Cibei pretended to look at him relaxed and smiled, "What are you doing?" I almost feel that you are not like you like this. ”

"yes, I think so too, less and less like it. There's no decisiveness, no blood, and no lifelessness, right? With a blank look, he removed from the ring.

The eyelids are slightly lifted, and the eyebrows are slightly hanging without any emotion.

"Don't do that, you know I didn't mean that." Yu Cibei's face turned red, and the man in front of him lost his initial hard work, and his will to survive was weak.

To live alone is a force. When the energy is gone, there is really nothing.

has been practicing medicine for several years, and now Gu Jinheng is rarely particularly stubborn in anything.

There are too many force majeure factors in manpower, and doctors are not Doraemon. He frowned, the first time he had been so irrational in a white coat.

"Gu Jinheng, where is your blood? Is that all? If the blood and killing decisiveness are gone, they will be gone, and if they are gone, they will feel that life is boring, right? So what kind of hero did you do in the first place? If you don't do a good job in the follow-up psychological construction, you dare to fight regardless of it, that's not a hero, that's a lonely bravery. ”

The man nodded, not retorting.

"yes, you're right, you're right. Maybe people like us shouldn't get married and have children in the future. "Heavy depression, lightly spitting, "At least, it can not harm others." He turned his finger and the ring was easily ripped off.

That was the first time since they met, Yu Cibei saw Gu Jinheng in front of him and took off the ring.

There was no expression on his face, but he understood the pain in his heart.

"Actually, you don't have to? Perhaps, then she will be more sad? Yu Cibei tried to make the last consolation, the feeling of love but can't, he experienced it, so he didn't want his good friend to go again.

Gu Jinheng tilted his head, since he was sick.

When he was alone, he fell in love with leaning on the bed, watching the birds flying around outside the window, and the rustling of leaves when the wind blew.

The withering of life makes the desire for green even more.

"Perhaps, not for her, but for myself?" He spoke word by word slowly, with a thought-provoking and infinite guidance.

"I don't understand?" He muttered.

Gu Jinheng pulled out a very pale smile. "I've been thinking a lot lately about liking someone, what they're for. Mutual liking between people is a process of pleasing people. I like her, love her, and feel sorry for her because by doing this, I will be happy and my heart will be satisfied. ”

"So, to love her is to make myself happy and satisfied. This is selfish desire, there has never been an unconditional kindness to a person, she should repay you with a promise for the rest of her life. ”

"Cibei, I suddenly understood that love is giving, not taking. If the person I love can love me, it is a blessing; If not, there's nothing to complain about, is there? ”

Yu Cibei swallowed his throat and joked with a smile: "It seems that Team Gu is enlightened." And then what? And then you think she'll be happy if she leaves you? ”

He was faintly focused, and there was no light in his lonely eyes.

After being silent for a long time, the palms of his hands were wet and wet, and the rings made his palms red.

His wandering eyes fell on the sofa behind him, and his eyes were full of distress.

"Now, I watch her curl up there every night, not sleeping well, not eating well, half-dreaming and half-awake, with tears in the corners of her eyes." The fingertips fell on the heart, but the laughter was soulless. "It will hurt here."

"No day is happy, long pain is better than short pain, I really understand!"

To this day, when I think of it, his original expression, and his thoughts.

Every time I think about it, it hurts terribly.

The fingers unconsciously clenched the person in his arms, and the throat rolled up and down, lying there as a thorn, a wooden numbness.

"Back then, he really thought about divorce."

"The dignified seven-foot man smiled and said to me, 'Jibei, in the past, I accompanied her to watch movies and saw that those protagonists would leave for various reasons, do you know what I thought at that time?'" He sneered and disdained, never hiding it.

"I felt at the time, it must be not enough love, what difficulties can't be solved together, and I have to use 'life and death' and 'moaning without illness' to set off? It's just that I want to find a reason for my hypocrisy, and I disdain it. ”

"But now I understand that it's not pretending to be affectionate, it's not that we can't share weal and beg. It's because the process is too painful, I am willing to let her share such pain with me, even if she is willing, I am reluctant. He closed his eyes and pressed the emotions that 'shouldn't exist'. After all, it's just selfishness! ”

Zu Ning has always been unhappy, that is, Gu Jinheng doesn't love her enough.

Originally, it was her heart that moved first, and for so many years, she insisted without motivation. Lazy people listen to books

Some feelings originate not from the absence of love, but from the lack of courage and determination to admit that it is love.

People who don't have confidence can't be proud, so she has been cowardly for so many years, and she doesn't have the courage to bear the initial malice and righteousness.

And tonight, on this night when winter turned to spring, Zu Ning heard another version of the preface consequences.

She has no position to say anything, let alone who to blame.

Sighing deeply, she tilted her head and leaned over to kiss him.

"Yucibei, thank you. Never give up, always save. It turns out that Dr. Yu can not only heal the body, but also the heart! ”

He didn't pick out the deep meaning, but he understood......

Yu Cibei smiled and gently picked her chin.

"Yes! Dr. Yu specializes in treating all kinds of discomforts, from body to mind, both at the same time! I don't know Miss Zu Ning, can you be satisfied with my 'service' tonight? ”

Her unnatural smile of shame was what kind of tiger and wolf words.

Excuse me, excuse me; Didn't understand, didn't understand!

Sure enough, the medical people are dirty, and there is nothing wrong with them ordinary people?

Compared with the smooth sailing here, the two people over there have a bit of the illusion that people are on their backs and the soldiers are in chaos.

Gu Jinheng hugged Le Rongge back to the room, just put her down, and wanted her to sit on the sofa for a while.

The touch tonight is too real.

As a direct result, Le Rongge, who lacked a sense of security, refused to let go.

Wrapped around his arm coquettishly, he placed it on the side of his face on an extremely precious pillow.

The little mouth didn't forget to mutter: "Don't go, don't go, you can't go!" She frowned, the tip of her nose snorting.

After a while, he smashed his mouth, and the ends of his hair ran along the back of his hand, a little itchy.

Seeing Gu Jinheng's heart, the tip of his heart softened.

He half-crouched down and looked at her at eye level.

Such a Le Rongge, faded his teeth and claws, and was very well-behaved.

The man gently combed her hair, her full and round forehead was high, and her eyebrows were curved, with a delicate cuteness.

It's a bit like that kind of soft and white small animal, with a fluffy body, soft and delicate to the touch.

"Rongge?" He called her gently, as before.

It seems that they have never had this blank period, they have always been together.

"Huh?" The little girl replied vaguely.

In the dim light, the room is a familiar room, from the furnishings to the lighting, it still glows with a warm orange glow.

And the person in front of him is also very familiar.

"Gu ...... Gu Jinheng? "Sit up on the couch.

"Huh? Why did I see two Gu Jinheng? She giggled, as pleasant as a silver bell.

Le Rongge propped up the sofa on her elbows and tried to get up, and Gu Jinheng, who didn't know why, raised her hand to help her.

She stubbornly raised her hand and gave in unhappily.

The man froze in place, his eyes met.

Each other was clear, and each saw each other's figures, and she suddenly smiled unconsciously.

She is sober and restrained. It seems that the little drunkard who was drunk and pestering people before was not her at all.

Gu Jinheng couldn't tell if she was awake now, and she didn't dare to move.

"Rongge, what do you want to do, tell me, okay?" Familiar sounds surround your ears.

Le Rongge probed his head and sniffed hard.

Silently pulled away again, "Like, haha, you seem." A low whisper, innocent and self-pitying.

Gu Jinheng knew what she wanted to say, touched her head distressedly, hooked her tail finger with the other hand, and coaxed her silently.

The little girl suddenly tilted her head and smiled brightly at him.

"Gu Jinheng."

"Gu Jinheng?"

"You are, Gu Jinheng???"

Three words very soft, she shouted very slowly, very slowly, lest she have to say it hard, say it quickly, and he will disappear after speaking.

The calmer the surface, the more turbulent the bottom of the lake will be.

He looked at her without urging, his gaze seemed to penetrate the surface to see the soul.

"This is the longest, longest, and most real dream I've ever had, and you're really away from me...... It's so close to me. ”

Fingers were scattered in the air, Gu Jinheng was afraid that she would fall to the ground, and always carefully balanced her strength when she did not touch her and held her firmly.

"But I'm happy, even if it's just in a dream."