Chapter 146: A Moment of Heaven, a Moment of Hell
[Le Rongge: "It's not a lifelong promise, I'd rather not get it in the first place!] ”】
The girl who was crying and crying, her head became groggy.
In the past two days, there have been people reminding her, 'Do you regret it?' The response wrapped around his ears was like a spell, completely activating the things in Le Rongge's subconscious that he didn't want to think easily.
It was not that no one had asked her, but that too many people had asked.
13 years, New Year's Day.
Gu Jinheng was diagnosed with duodenal bile duct cancer.
In fact, no one knew, just a few days ago.
That day, I woke up early in the morning.
She nestled in the man's arms, and it was rare to have a quiet morning, and neither of them was busy.
The little girl stuck to him, and she didn't want to get up.
Gu Jinheng hugged her, full of warm fragrance and different thoughts.
He glanced at the time behind him, looked down at her, and asked her, "Are you hungry?" ”
tightened the arm holding him, and murmured: "I'm not hungry, my husband is a little tired and a little sleepy?" ”
The girl in her arms has charming eyes like silk, and her cheeks and movements are all amorous.
She grinned lightly, the corners of her lips fluttering like elves dancing in the sky, the warm sun overflowing, and the breeze floating.
"I didn't shout two days ago, everything was for the sake of the child. One is not afraid of hardship, and the other is not afraid of tiredness? Why don't you talk now? ”
Le Rongge shrunk his neck and shouted to himself: "Yes, yes! I said it, but who knows the tricks of Team Gu, why are there so many? ”
Gu Jinheng has always coaxed her, and the little girl is not afraid of the sky and the earth.
He patted her back with the palm of his hand, and his tone was raised, and he breathed in her earlobe, numb and a little itchy.
The man's fingers gently twisted her earlobe, laughed infinitely, and asked with a smile: "There are not many tricks, how can you realize your wish as soon as possible?" ”
"You can be efficient, demanding, and hit wow! But you do. She blushed, blushing, and talking about such a topic for several years, and she would always be a little ashamed.
"What am I doing?" He asked in a low voice.
Tilting his head, he asked him fiercely: "Every time on purpose, on purpose...... So what? Don't think I don't know. ”
"yes, that's it, you can't refute it, do you? Isn't it? Le Rongge hugged his waist and jumped up and down in his arms.
"Le Rongge." Gu Jinheng's voice was hoarse, and her deliberately lowered voice was extremely shallow: "Don't make trouble, I really want to get angry early in the morning, I don't want to get out of bed today?" ”
Her eyes widened, and a pair of dark and shiny eyes were gilded. Before dawn came, the smoke filled the eastern sky, and the bright light was as bright and eye-catching as a sprout.
The angry cheeks puffed out, looked at him, and complained in a low voice: "Hmph, you will threaten me with this kind of thing?" If you have the ability, you can change it! Villain. ”
There is no one who is unreasonable and can not speak so deservedly.
Gu Jinheng was angry with her, and scratched the tip of her nose with her fingers: "Little fool, why do you say you are so unreasonable?" ”
"Humph! It's your wife who is unreasonable, and you're used to being unreasonable. You can't be in a good mood and just be coquettish and willful; If you're in a bad mood, you can say I'm quite unreasonable. If you want to have a double-standard thinking, then you are Huang Shiren, Chen Shimei, and a negative man! Le Rongge gasped and complained regardless of it.
Gu Jinheng's eyes sank, and she looked at her expressionlessly.
The girl who was seen was so weak that her teeth hit her lower lip and bit it.
Looks innocent and pitiful: "What, am I not right?" Why are you staring at me? ”
The twisted eyebrows are slightly loosened, and the tall eyebrows set off the eyebrows on both sides. Like two mountains standing on the brow bone, heroic and resolute.
When he is not smiling, his gloomy gaze is like an eagle in the mountains.
Hibernating, waiting.
When the time comes, he will tear you apart completely, leaving no room at all. ,
Half of the man's face was half bright and half off in the light, and the soft light crossed by. The sides of the nose form a thick silhouette, which does not look very clear.
"Okay, if you don't make sense, you won't be reasonable! Anyway, that's what I'm used to. He proudly connived.
The little girl smiled when she was coaxed, raised her hand and hugged him back: "Husband, I love you, what!" She leaned over and kissed him on the lips.
"Then, Gu Jinheng, will you get used to me for the rest of your life? Spoil me forever, coax me, be nice to me, make me laugh? Always make me so happy? She smiled, her voice so delicate that she leaned into his ear.
The blood around her body suddenly condensed somewhere, and she rolled down with her waist.
His head was buried in the socket of her neck, and his ears were bent on her heart.
For a long time, the man laughed and raised an eyebrow at her.
"What? Heartbeat so fast? Nervous? ”
Le Rongge's originally reddish cheeks burned unspeakably, and at this time, the red added red. Under the snow, the plum is the most beautiful.
Heartway. 'Nonsense, if I stick to you like this, can you not be nervous?' Having a fast heartbeat? Naturally react well! Laugh, laugh, laugh! You can laugh, right? ’
Slightly pouting red lips are watery.
His cold, fluffy eyes reflected the girl's angry reflection.
Gu Jinheng's heart felt as if she had been pinched by someone, itching and weightless.
On such a morning, the atmosphere in the room is natural and warm. The rain outside the window drips the eaves of the window, and the water drops into a line.
The so-called natural nature that comes naturally is probably an invisible emotion.
Offense, defense.
The game between advance and retreat, and the intangibility between heaven and earth.
The good is like water, and it exists invisible.
The aurora crossed in front of her eyes, and at that moment, she heard a voice in her ear, sexy and sultry.
Firmly fell in the ear, like a whisper, more like a whisper: "After this National Games, let's do the wedding!" ”
"Huh?" The little girl was dazed, indulging in the sea and withdrawing, her breathing had not yet been condensed. cruel
just looked at him blankly, simple, coquettish, casual, innocent, and hot.
It is the girl he loves the most in his heart, and the light he yearns for the most as far as his eyes can see.
Gu Jinheng raised her hand, gently brushed the wet hair on her eyebrows, and teased with a smile: "I haven't taken measures all the time, what if I have it?" Doesn't it look good in a wedding dress? ”
Moved to the tip of her heart, she just wanted to say something.
The throbbing of the whirlwind of the world separated her mind from her mind.
All the words I wanted to say were speechless at this moment.
can only let this man lead her, swim in the deep sea, gallop endlessly.
What is called a moment of heaven and a moment of hell.
That's it.
How happy I was a few days ago, how shocked and surprised I was when I learned the news.
The man who had just promised her for a long time, the man who had been waiting behind her like a heavenly being, suddenly fell ill.
The sense of disparity that destroyed the world made Le Rongge completely at a loss.
She gave herself a day to collect her emotions and let go of her weakness.
Then she found experts in related fields, studied the condition, and asked for treatment strategies.
Gu Jinheng also pushed away all the work that could be pushed away, and was treated with peace of mind.
When there is nothing to do, she concentrates on accompanying him.
This is the longest time that Le Rongge has spent alone since he met Gu Jinheng.
They began to act like a normal family couple, eating three meals a day and taking a walk in the evening.
No one mentioned the illness, and no one wanted to give up pessimistically.
In the afternoon, when the sun was good, she accompanied him for a walk in the community.
In the past, she saw Comrade Lao Le and Ms. Qin living like this. I always feel too bland, bland and tasteless, as if I have lost something.
And now, Le Rongge hopes that they can live like this for the rest of their lives.
Nothing happens, nothing changes.
She hopes that her man will be Gu Jinheng, not Team Gu.
Neither wants him, "Charge into battle, no one can be beaten." I don't want him to be a student, "famous all over the world, creating myths." ”
The days of the two of them are warm enough.
They started talking not about work, but about family.
Just as she was full of joy and wanted to tell him that it was time for "surgery".
On this day, Gu Jinheng broke her dream with her own hands.
The eyebrows and eyes are light, and they are as cold as one: "Rong Ge, I'm afraid the operation will have to be pushed!" ”
After listening, she was calm at first, not like her.
That was their first quarrel after marriage.
That afternoon, the daily intensity was intense.
Comrade Lao Le and Ms. Qin were outside the door, and no one knew the inside story. And they are inside, quarrelling.
For the first time, Le Rongge cried like a child in front of him, but Gu Jinheng did not compromise easily.
"Gu Jinheng, I didn't expect you to become a big hero admired by the whole country, I just wanted you to be my husband alone. You just promised to grow old with me, and promised to give me a sense of ceremony, it doesn't count, does it? ”
"You liar?" Le Rongge glared at him with scarlet eyes.
Word by word, indignant, indifferent, sharp, arrogant, resolute, she is like a madman, splashing and rolling with her.
In the past, Le Rongge thought that even if love came to an end, it should not be so indifferent.
If you don't love, you will be separated peacefully, and in the end, she can't avoid vulgarity......
Sad, lamentable, sad.
The sense of grievance burning in anger made her uncomfortable.
Gu Jinheng wanted to open her mouth several times, but her lips moved slightly, but she couldn't make a sound.
"You speak, Gu Jinheng, if you can convince me today, I will let you go." With tears in her eyes, the girl with her head on her back was arrogant and stubborn.
"Don't cry." He picked up the tissue and walked over.
She sighed: "I don't want you to give it to me, let alone hypocrisy." ”
The man's face turned a little whiter.
"You refuse to have surgery today, you can't accompany me in the future, aren't you alone? Either give me a lifetime, or if you can't give me a lifetime, don't be nice to me. She raised her hand to wipe away her tears, crying and turning her head away.
Gu Jinheng looked at her like this, her heart hurt sourly, and she didn't have any way to do it.
"By the way, don't use the leader to press me, and the leader can't let my man fight day and day! Chairman Mao once said, 'The body is the capital of the revolution.' 'The capital is gone, how can you work hard, how to struggle?' You said. ”
Woo woo
Le Rongge sobbed sadly as he spoke.
That grievance is like a knife slashing back and forth on Gu Jinheng's heart.
It is both heart-piercing and stabbing.
He took a deep breath and crouched down, keeping his eyes level with Le Rongge.
He took her palm and squeezed it as he usually coaxed her.
"Let's stop crying, okay? Rongge, I'm not going to be heroic. I'm just going to guide them in their tactics this time, you know that our Zhou'an and their Guangdong team have always been rivals, almost equal. ”