Chapter 21: The results of the effort are gone
The 100-day pledge meeting has ended, and Li Ruixi is lying in the playground where you can see the travel pledge meeting between classes, and Su Yizhi who came up can let Li Ruixi see it for the first time.
Looking at Su Yizhi on the fifth floor, Li Ruixi seemed to be able to see the tiredness in his eyes, but he still didn't dare to disturb easily, and he was about to take the second mock exam.
Li Ruixi still couldn't help but send a message to Su Yizhi, "Is it in a bad state?" ”
"I've been a little tired lately, so don't wait for me when I get back to the dormitory late tonight."
Li Ruixi looked at these words for a long time, put her hand on the screen, and finally didn't type to extinguish the screen.
After evening self-study, I avoided the crowd and bought the milk tea that Su Yizhi usually bought for herself, and then went back to my classroom, constantly looking at the time, and watching the lights in the office turn off.
Li Ruixi carefully walked on the stairs of the third year of high school with milk tea, it was not the first time she came up, but this time she was terrified.
Secretly sticking his head out of the back door of the classroom to look, Li Ruixi dared to walk over without a teacher.
There were only a few people left in the classroom by the window, and almost all of them went to have supper, and Li Ruixi planned to secretly put the milk tea on the table and leave.
As soon as he put down Su Yizhi, he raised his head: "Why are you here!" ”
"Bring you milk tea, and then go!" Li Ruixi whispered that she was afraid of disturbing the students reading in the classroom.
"Wait a minute." Su Yizhi walked out of the classroom and pulled Li Ruixi to the big platform next to the classroom.
Li Ruixi, who was suddenly hugged into her arms, was a little overwhelmed, and she didn't know whether to hold him or not.
After hugging for a long time, Su Yizhi suddenly whispered in Li Ruixi's ear, "Thank you." ”
She knew that Su Yizhi was under a lot of pressure now, the first model did not make progress in the exam, the second model sought a breakthrough, and the study encountered an inevitable bottleneck, Li Ruixi reached out and hugged him, "You are the light, and the thorns on the road will make way for you." ”
Leaving the floor of the third year of high school, Su Yizhi's hug was still there, and the faint pressure in the residual temperature and the pressure he didn't dare to release under his control.
Li Ruixi didn't know what to do, and she didn't feel good when she returned to the dormitory, so she went to bed early after taking a shower.
The second model opened the exam, and the monthly exam of the second year of high school was also accompanied by the preparation for the exam, and the two had no contact.
Each exam is a class test, and Li Ruixi and Lu Yujun are never in the same classroom.
"How did you do on the test!" After the exam, Lu Yujun will always ask Li Ruixi like this.
"Play steady."
"I think I can be on the big list this time!" Lu Yujun said confidently.
Hearing this, Li Ruixi was suddenly interested, her eyes lit up, Lu Yujun's grades will never be up or down, she must have done well in the exam this time, otherwise she would not have said this.
"Right!"
"It's right to eat, otherwise I'm afraid you won't be able to eat after the question." Li Ruixi did not forget to ridicule Lu Yujun in joy.
saw Su Yizhi and Jian Hao from a distance, but Li Ruixi did not step forward, and Su Yizhi also saw it and did not step forward, pulling Jian Hao to the second floor.
Lu Yujun saw Li Ruixi watching Su Yizhi go upstairs blankly, and knew that the situation was wrong, if it was usual, they would definitely be together.
"What's wrong with you!"
"He's been under a lot of pressure lately, so let's get used to it first during the learning bottleneck!"
Li Ruixi liked to stand in front of Lu Yujun, and then turned around and talked to Lu Yujun face to face, but she never thought that she would see the uncle at the back of the line.
Li Ruixi said to Lu Yujun with a thief's eyebrows, "The canteen is really a magical place, and if you say that you meet by chance, you will meet by chance." ”
"What did you say!" Lu Yujun didn't understand what Li Ruixi said.
I didn't want to say more, Li Ruixi grabbed Lu Yujun's shoulders and asked her to turn around, and the moment she saw her uncle, Lu Yujun smiled again and turned her head shyly.
"Hey! I said you weren't going to say hello! ”
smiled and didn't answer Li Ruixi's question.
The results list came out, Lu Yujun really entered the top ten in the grade, and Li Ruixi's status as the third thousand-year-old was stable.
Li Ruixi looked at the list area for a long time in the third year of high school, and confirmed that there was indeed no Su Yizhi in the top ten over and over again, and then looked for Su Yizhi's name and stopped at 19th.
I couldn't believe my eyes, but three words were in front of my eyes, and I didn't know how to say the complexity in my heart.
The award ceremony was held as usual, Li Ruixi refused to participate in the award ceremony without Su Yizhi because she was unwell, and she did not appear in the team.
Su Yizhi looked at the podium and didn't see Li Ruixi, and he didn't see anyone in the class team.
"Where's the little Xiren! What's going on. Jian Hao also wondered, although Li Ruixi had a restless heart, the reason why she was never absent from the award ceremony was that her uncle would see it.
And today's absence became inexplicable.
Lu Yujun helped Li Ruixi take the certificate and bonus back to the classroom, only to see Li Ruixi lying sullenly.
originally wanted to accept the award together, but it became a pity, but how could she not understand the meaning of Li Ruixi's not going to accept the award.
Li Ruixi once said to her, "Su Yizhi is like my faith, I can't see that there is no light in him." And this time Su Yizhi's performance declined, which also became Li Ruixi's invisible blow.
Looking at Su Yizhi's back to the classroom, the two had no contact in the end, and in the end the two still didn't say anything.
I still go to class as usual, and I still live a three-point line that has not changed.
diary
Now the light on your body is like the light of a candle, faint, and I am careful to guard it, for fear that my breath will accidentally extinguish it.
The protective shield used to be shattered, and now I am like a moth to a fire, unable to get close, and I don't know what to do.
You once said that I guard time, and you guard me. But now I want to say that protecting you is my only faith.
Li Ruixi secretly sent a message to Jian Hao: "What's wrong with him!" ”
Seeing Li Ruixi's news, Jian Hao couldn't help but look at Su Yizhi who was working hard, this time the decline in grades was a big blow to Su Yizhi.
He also knew that the two had not been in touch for a long time because of the grades.
looked at the message sent by Li Ruixi for a long time and didn't know how to reply, and finally replied, "It's not very good." ”
Later, Jian Hao never received any news from Li Ruixi, and Su Yizhi didn't say a word about Li Ruixi, as if there were two worlds.
Sad or not, Li Ruixi chooses the latter to go out crazy with Lu Yujun at three o'clock every day, and on weekends.
And the mobile phone never rings the exclusive ringtone, and every day is spent in anticipation.
Li Yan saw that Li Ruixi hadn't mentioned Su Yizhi recently, and couldn't help but ask, "Mr. L, what's wrong with her and Xueba?" ”
Lu Yujun shook his head, the situation was not very clear and he didn't say a word, and he didn't know much that Li Ruixi would definitely say it if she was willing to say it.
It's been a month since the two had no contact, and Li Ruixi often looked out the window in a daze, but there were few opportunities to see him.
After school, Li Ruixi took out her mobile phone and saw that there was a text message, and she was almost used to the days when there was no message.
"Come out with me on the weekend and relax!" Su Yizhi took the initiative to send a message to Li Ruixi, and when she saw the news, Li Ruixi almost cried with joy, and trembled with her mobile phone for a long time.
It's happy that he finally came over, he must have figured it out, otherwise he wouldn't have taken the initiative to send a message to Li Ruixi.
Time can heal you, but you never want to lose me in time, maybe you are sure that I will wait for you in time.
On the weekend, Su Yizhi was waiting for Li Ruixi downstairs in the dormitory, Li Ruixi saw Su Yizhi but didn't know how to speak, and the original thousand words now became silent.
Li Ruixi didn't speak along the way, silently followed behind him without asking where the destination was, just followed all the way.
His back is still tall and handsome, but now he is less angry like a sick child.
Sitting on the park bench, Li Ruixi wanted to get close but didn't know how to get close, and finally kept her distance.
"I think I'm a failure, and my efforts have been fruitless." After being silent for a long time, Su Yizhi said dejectedly.
"Some things don't go smoothly all the time, and they don't stay with you all the time, but if you fall, you can't help but get up, so that you will get farther and farther away from the person in front of you."
Su Yizhi fell silent again: "Do you know? I like the saying that I don't dare to fall down easily because there is no one behind me. But how can we not fall, even if it hurts, we can walk strongly. ”
Su Yizhi looked up at Li Ruixi and found that the girl next to her had really grown up, no longer a girl who was impulsive and couldn't think, nor was she the one who gave up easily.
The two were silent along the way, and when they returned to school, Su Yizhi went directly back to the classroom.
The mobile phone vibrated and received a WeChat message from Su Yizhi, "I think you are the best gift for me by the time machine, rest assured, I'm fine, I will definitely be able to do it." ”
Li Ruixi could look at the phone and giggle for a long time.