What was happening now made it impossible for her not to be nervous.

"You say...... That cold master, he won't be angry and leave! ”

Shangguan Jingyu heard her inquiry, raised his eyebrows lightly, and said with a little deep meaning, "In front of my husband, I was nervous about other men's things, did I deliberately want to be jealous?" ”

Mu Zixiao withdrew her hand from his palm and looked at him seriously, "Shangguan Jingyu, I'm not joking with you. ”

Shangguan Jingyu still looked that handsome, nodded cooperatively, held her hand in the palm of her hand again, and smiled, "What a coincidence, I didn't joke with you either." ”

Mu Zixiao looked at him silently.

Shangguan Jingyu frowned, knowing what she was worried about, stroked her cheek, and spoke to reassure her heart, "Don't worry, it'll be fine." ”

Mu Zixiao couldn't tell this kind of discomfort in her heart, but she felt that her heart had been stinging shallowly by dense needles.

It wasn't a painful pain, but it kept her dull.

The sight falls on the ground, the cleaning of the hospital is very good, the ground is clean, and the human figure can be reflected.

Sighing lowly, at the beginning, she felt that Minnana and Leng Yin could meet and get along, and it should be good for both of them.

However, when she inadvertently saw the spilled things and the traces of struggle in the ward, she knew that Minnana's drug addiction was a crime.

Can...... Minnana didn't talk about it, but she endured it all silently.

At this time, the most powerless and helpless thing is to watch.

knew that everything was so difficult, but she could only watch and do nothing.

I don't even know how I can help her.

That kind of thing can really crush a person's self-confidence.

Mu Zixiao's eyes were gloomy, and her voice was also very depressed, and she said, "Actually, if I were her, I might ...... Would make the same decision......"

Can't meet.

Once you meet, the last trace of defense in your heart will completely collapse.

However, as soon as she said this, she was forced to be held in the face, and before she could resist, she was kissed deeply.

On this floor, there is only this one ward, so there are only two of them in the hallway.

But even like this, Mu Zixiao couldn't kiss him with peace of mind.

When she was having trouble breathing, Shangguan Jingyu Jingyu let her go.

But for a moment, he kissed her again.

In the past, when Shangguan Jingyu kissed her, he always did not lose his demeanor, gentle and lingering.

However, this time, she clearly felt that he was controlling his emotions, very strong, and did not give her the slightest room for refusal.

When she was kissed and her brain was dizzy and completely spread out in his arms, she heard Shangguan Jingyu lifting her chin and speaking a little viciously, "If you don't get closer to you, your brain always likes to think about things." ”

What a word!

Mu Zixiao's eyes looked at him with a little confusion.

Shangguan Jingyu's gentle hand attached to her eyes and took her into his arms, "Be good, don't think about it." ”

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Mu Zixiao returned to the ward after Wen Jin left, and asked her, "Is it true that you don't see that cold master?" ”

Minnana stood in front of the window and did not speak.

Mu Zixiao looked at her back and said more, "He has been waiting to meet you for the past few days, and he hasn't rested." Although I don't know what happened between you, but ...... Really, didn't you even say a word to him? ”

Minnana calmly looked out the window, the light outside the window was warm.

Her hands were on the wall, cool.

"I don't know how to meet him."

“……”

This is the first time in so many days that Minnana is willing to take the initiative to talk about it.

Minnana sighed lightly and said, "You don't know...... her fingertips gently brushed over the wall, "In country A, in his place, it is forbidden to use drugs, because, Leng Yin hates things like that." But now I ......"

She didn't say anything more.

Each time, the pain became more and more distinct, and even she was not sure if she could control herself.

Every time, when she saw the chaos on the ground, she felt like she had escaped death.

Especially, it is to see yourself in the mirror.

Because of the pain, her entire facial features were twisted together.

It hurts a lot, but when she has a seizure, she doesn't feel any pain at all.

Shaking her head, she simply didn't let herself think about it anymore, and said lightly, "Whether I want to or not, I'm like this now." I don't want him to see me like that. Xiaoxiao, you don't know, that kind of pain, after it suddenly came up, I really wanted to die immediately, I even ...... Can't help but relieve that pain by hurting yourself. ”

The more she said this, the more she couldn't help but clench her hands.

The wound in the palm did not heal, it was torn and dehisced repeatedly, and the wound became more and more difficult to heal.

It's like she's in a lot of holes now.

She never knew it would be so difficult.

The physical pain is even more painful mentally.

"Yes...... I don't want him to see it, no matter what my starting point is, whether I want to or not, I'm like this now...... I, I don't want him to suffer like me, and I don't want him to see him like me. ”

In Mu Zixiao's speech, Minnana returned to the hospital bed, closed her eyes, and let the world slowly fall into darkness, only saying, "...... So be it! ”

Time passed slowly, the sun set in the west, and the moon moved to the treetops.

The night was getting quieter.

Minnana, who had been lying quietly on the hospital bed, suddenly opened her eyes.

The heart was beating faster and faster, and the spirit began to be painful and excited.

Minnana knows why.

Quickly ran out of the hospital bed, rushed to the bathroom, and immediately locked the door.

Mu Zixiao was originally resting temporarily with her forehead on the side, but when she heard the voice, she realized that something was wrong.

The door of the bathroom had been closed, and she was separated from the door, hearing a faint sound inside, Mu Zixiao nervously knocked on the door, "Nana, what's wrong with you, open the door quickly......"

"Let's go, don't you ...... here," Minnana shouted, not knowing what she had gotten, and threw it directly on the door, making a big muffled sound.

It hurts more and more, and at first, it was bearable, but now, ...... More and more painful.

The ward was slammed open, and Leng Yin rushed in, "What's wrong?" ”

Mu Zixiao hurriedly said, "Nana, she locked herself in the bathroom. ”

Leng Yin reached out to twist the door, and the door was already locked.

Leng Yin shouted outside the door, "Open the door, it's me." ”

At this time, Minnana was already in tears, physically aching, mentally feeling tortured, and her hands continued to tremble. When you see something in front of you, you subconsciously want to destroy it all.

The sound of various things smashing on the floor could be heard in the bathroom.

I don't know what it was, I scratched my hand, and I don't know how the faucet and shower were turned on, and in an instant the water sprayed out, and the blood stains that fell on the ground slowly turned light pink.

Minnana bit her hand, her mouth smelling of blood, and she held back the cry she wanted to exhale.

But the fear in her heart repelled her mental defense line wave after wave.

Leng Yin's face became more and more heavy, and he turned his head to the person behind him and said, "You go out first." ”

"......"

Before Mu Zixiao could speak, she was stopped by Shangguan Jingyu first and exited the ward first.

Leng Yin took two steps back and kicked the bathroom door open.

In the bathroom, Minnana huddled in a corner with her knees huddled, spraying cold water that ended up on the ground and wet her clothes.

But Minnana didn't seem to feel anything, she only felt uncomfortable.

Her long hair was wet and stuck to her body, her breathing became more and more rapid, and the pain that gathered more and more made her body tremble uncontrollably.

After Leng Yin found her, he directly dragged her up from the ground, regardless of the fact that she was now soaked, and directly pressed her into his arms.

Minnana struggled instinctively, and the more pain in her body, the more fierce her resistance became.

Kicking and punching him uncontrollably, trying to escape this confinement, it seemed that only through the painful struggle of the body could save the soul that was about to be swallowed in her heart.

Leng Yin saw the blood on the ground that had almost been washed away, and didn't want her to hurt herself, so she kept holding her tightly and letting her vent unconsciously.

Grabbed the back of her head and pressed her to the shoulder, trying not to let her hurt herself.

More than once he was saying, "You are strong, you can get through it, I am with you, I am here, I am always here with you." ”

Minnana wasn't conscious, she vaguely felt like she was in a familiar embrace, and even the voice in her ears was familiar.

Although she couldn't really hear what was being said, she felt relieved when she heard the voice.

But at the same time, her tears flowed uncontrollably.

Sad, heart-rending sadness.

In the bathroom, the sound of water is constantly running. Because it was summer, the windows in the ward were open, and the wind blew in at night, and when it fell on my ears, there was a little singing.

I don't know how long it took for the heart-burning pain to slowly dissipate.

When her consciousness slowly sobered up, Minnana realized who the person in front of her was, and the fight just now made her lose her strength, even if she saw the person in front of her, she wanted to open it, but those weak strength could not match his persistence.

Feeling her gradually recovering, Leng Yin turned on the shower again, but it was with warm water.

There wasn't much expression on his grim face, he just said, "It's too cold on your body, use hot water to rinse it first." After speaking, he had already started to unbutton her hospital gown,

Minnana dodged his hand and didn't look at him, "You go out." ”

Leng Yin looked at her deeply, "Okay." ”

When she walked out of the bathroom, Leng Yin helped her close the door.

As a result, this bathroom was once again isolated into a small world.

Minnana saw what was thrown everywhere on the ground, and she only felt a deep powerlessness.

When that pain came up, she couldn't control herself at all.

When she sees anything in front of her, she subconsciously wants to destroy it, even hurting herself, and when she sees the blood flowing out, she feels pleasure.

Overhead, warm water slowly sprinkled down, but the cold in my heart could not be dispelled.

His face was wet, and he couldn't tell whether it was tears or water.

"Knock", there is a knock on the bathroom door.

Leng Yin's voice sounded outside, "I brought clean clothes to you." ”

Minnana didn't make a sound, and after waiting for a while, she opened the bathroom door slightly and took the clothes handed over by Leng Yin through the crack in the door.

Then she stood under the shower again.

Even, she turned up the water temperature again and burned the skin on her body, but she didn't seem to feel it.

Leng Yin listened to the continuous sound of water inside, and his eyebrows twisted deeper and deeper.