Chapter 64: Going to School (33)
The teacher was not in the class after class, and the unscrupulous ladies beat the female seniors again, who made her speak stumbling and unsociable, and her beauty was liked by the boys in the class, who made her have a strange disease and like girls? Do we need an excuse to bully her? Right! No, you don't! It's her who hits!
"What for? Stop it!" When it was time for class, the head teacher taught this subject, and when she walked into the classroom and found out about the situation, she immediately stopped them.
What kind of school is this? Technical! In my eye, most technical schools really accept everyone, as long as you pay money, you don't care how many dogs you mix in your hometown, do you have a criminal record! If you cause trouble, you will be handed over to the police station, as long as you are safe and secure, you will be able to successfully complete the task when you graduate from school, if you think that the company assigned by the school is doing well, then do a good job, if not, you will immediately learn something useful while you are young, and have a craft.
Most of the students in the school are still in adolescence, and they are still a wave of rebellious people, relatively speaking, those who are not rebellious are still in high school, thinking that they have no one to care about going to school, and they have stood up. If the teacher says something unpleasant, he may have to beat the teacher, although this is a very rare occurrence.
Fortunately, the prestige of this head teacher in the class is okay, and the girls only stopped after she slapped her two mouths. The head teacher helped the female senior, the female senior looked at the head teacher indifferently, and the head teacher pulled her out of the classroom and said to the female senior: "I don't need to change the dormitory for you, I also heard the classmates say that they always bully you, if you can't stand it, tell the teacher, and the teacher can find you a school response."
The head teacher didn't say like the teacher in the novel, why don't you hit others? It is to take care of the emotions of their own students.
But the female senior shook her head and said, "Old ...... Division...... Yes...... To give...... I...... One...... Sky...... False...... Time limit...... Is it? ”
"No, call your parents to pick you up and take you home for a few days." The head teacher saw that the female senior was not in a good mental state, and her hair was scattered and her face was red with a slap print, which really distressed her.
"No...... Use...... I...... Not...... Affair...... Only...... Think...... Lie down...... One...... Will ......" The female senior may have said such a long sentence for the first time since she came to school.
The head teacher nodded helplessly, and after helping the female senior tidy up her scattered hair, she said, "Okay, come with me to the office and I'll give you a fake note, and you can go back to the dormitory."
"Thank you...... Thank...... Old...... The teacher ...... "The female senior followed the teacher to the office to open a fake note.
After the female senior took the fake note, she limped to the old girl's dormitory, which is now the boy's bedroom, and when she passed by the supermarket, she also went into the supermarket to buy a pack of her favorite Wangzi milk candy.
The dormitory is still clean, the pure white smooth wall shows that the sunlight in the room is okay, the female senior takes off her clothes and changes into her favorite school uniform, and sits back on her bed with a piece of milk candy in her mouth.
She once found a wonderful thing when she hid in the bed late at night and self-harmed, and when she wanted to die, her beloved would appear in front of her.
It's daytime, I bought your favorite candy, will you come and see me? But I'm sorry for you...... I'm dirty...... I want to go to you...... I don't want to live anymore...... Each of them was aimed at me...... They all deserve to die...... I'm damned too!
I watched as she pulled out a fruit knife from under the futon with an unusually sharp edge, which was her favorite tool to use when she was self-harming.
When people have any ideas, the most terrible, I think it is a choice, especially between not daring to die and not wanting to live, some people have said that you even have the courage to die, why don't you dare to live.
It is also said that the person who committed suicide figured it out or didn't figure it out. My own answer in my mind is that I didn't figure it out and didn't figure it out. Everyone will be afraid of death, and no matter how useless a warrior is, unless there is something more important to guide the way.
A lifeless life can be reduced to a walking corpse, and a sentence and a word and a scenery may touch the consciousness of self-sealing, to seek liberation, and a blood will rise regardless of the consequences.
Of course, the most important thing in the heart of the female senior is the relationship with the girl, she deceived her heart, feeling that the girl who gave up on herself would go through thousands of mountains and miles back to her side, but no, but the weak spirit divided the second self-consciousness to comfort herself when she was lonely and helpless.
Is this really the case?
Sure enough, when the female senior slashed herself with a knife for the first time, there was a phantom figure that was not afraid of the sun and evolved into a girl's appearance and stood beside her. It's like the last fantasy of the little match girl before she dies.
Knife after knife, new scar set old scar, the girl was actually encouraging her to continue, she was already confused, she would not find out that the girl in front of her was not real, if it was true, how could she be humiliated so much.
"You...... Think...... I...... Go...... Accompany...... You...... Is it? ”
The female senior put the fruit knife to her neck and muttered to herself.
"You...... Think...... Be...... Is it? ”
The fruit knife rubbed the carotid artery little by little.
"That'...... You...... Can...... In order to...... One...... Straight...... Protect...... Hold...... She...... Target...... Model...... Shape...... Is it? ”
The girl's phantom nodded in reply to what the female senior said.
"That'...... Only...... Good...... You...... Know...... The ...... of the Tao I've always ...... Would love to ...... She ......"
"Nozomi ...... Hope...... You...... No...... Want...... Scamming ...... Me!"
The tip of the fruit knife was easily inserted into the female senior's neck as if it had magical power.
"Hehehe...... I...... Here it ......."
The female senior pulled out the fruit knife with a lonely expression, and the blood came out of the wound, probably because she was afraid that she would not die cleanly with a knife, and she inserted a knife into the wound at a similar position.
Then he pulled out the fruit knife and threw it on the floor, closing his eyes and waiting for death and reunion to come.
Then the picture turned into black and white, it was the little girl on the top bunk who first found out that the female senior was dead, wet her pants in fright, and desperately shouted for help.
Later, the parents of the female senior came to the school to ask for an explanation, and they didn't mention why the child committed suicide at all, they may not care about the child's thoughts at all, and it is not a way to pull it off, and the school leaders decided that the school would compensate a large amount of money to shut up the family.
The female senior's parents scribbled her after taking the money, and left a large amount of money to arrange for the female senior's younger brother to attend various cram schools, and also bought a relatively luxurious piano, thinking that marrying a daughter can take back the money, and if she dies, she will die.
Later, the construction of the new dormitory was completed, all the female students moved over, and the old dormitory became a male dormitory, and the original 110 dormitory was vacant due to the suicide of the female senior, and the new students had no place to live and reopened this dormitory.
And the soul of the female senior is not reincarnated because of suicide and other factors, wandering people's houses, and her footsteps can only step on this dormitory building, but fortunately, the thing that promised her, although it is not completely done, but it will also become a girl once a month to make her happy.
The screen switches perspectives on the screen for the last time.