Chapter Seventy-One: It's a Clown

Friend, after watching it for so long, you must be an emotional person, you must have something in your heart that you can't let go, right? Harm, who hasn't had it, let it pass, after all, in this life, there are few truly happy days, find some happiness!

"The sunlight falling between the leaves, the warmth and brilliance. The delicate and shining dance posture, the green leaves set off the ethereal sparkle. Erase the dust from the bottom of your heart, and your heart is filled with inspiration. The love that dances slowly in the heart falls into the world through the red dust and leaves. The love that dances in everyone's hearts is embroidered with dust and leaves scattered on the world. The love of everyone's hearts is dancing with helpless leaves to warm the world. The long history of ignorance is nourished by love. The ups and downs of human history, because of the embrace of love. Like the sunshine falling between the leaves, leading the embrace of love in the world. ”

The stars are shining tonight, and my heart is full of love for you!

"Under the blue sky, one person meditates. A trickle of water flies into the ears, and the slender jade girl dances on the sleeves. The wind blows the jade bells and grass, and the children look at the starry sky. Small tender hands, copper bell eyes, want to catch the galaxy body has not risen. "Wait, there's something missing......

"The wind was blowing, the sun was shining, and there was no innocence at that time. Chase the wind, go to the stars, and the cyan becomes a shadow and wants to flow. The small hills, looking back, the past is boundless, and now it has passed. The stars are near, home is far away, where to go alone? Who will judge right or wrong? Childhood dreams are now abandoned? Looking at the galaxy, and the breeze blows; Clear eyes and waves, only one hand touches the galaxy. ”

Am I still the hot-blooded teenager I was back then? Come back, this place doesn't belong to me anymore, everything has become so uncomfortable, everything has become so perfunctory, I don't know how to express what I should say, I don't know how to love the person I should love, and the days that should belong to me are gone......

"When you die, the world will think of you for a short time, but unfortunately, just to be lively, just to arouse a topic that can be talked about, just their own fear of death, there are also like me, that is, I am full of emotion, write these words, but these will eventually be erased over time, transferred to the next thing, over and over again, people are always selfish, when their wives and children die, they feel grief-stricken, just because of their absence, their hearts are empty, They are just their own warm and happy loads, but there is no next load in this life, and the pain of losing your voice, the loneliness of every day makes you miss them even more, this kind of selfish social law, will always exist in people's hearts, life is always developing in the direction of personal selfishness, and the resulting contradictions between people will be promoted in a direction that satisfies the selfishness of both parties, thus forming a complex and changeable world, life is varied, and there is nothing to be done. ”

I'm not a great man, I'm just an ordinary person who can't be more ordinary, no one cares too much about my existence, sometimes I may think I'm just a clown, no one says how great you are, only when you make a fool of yourself can leave a trace of happiness for others, that's all. For a moment, I was really unwilling to let them open their eyes and look up at me again, even if I was no longer a laughing stock in the eyes of others, even if I was a joke in the past......

"Would love to have a little house with a cute puppy and a kitten. In the afternoon, the sun shines through the floor-to-ceiling windows, the wind blows the curtains, the coffee on the table is warm, the puppy is sleeping on its stomach, the kitten is stretching on its legs, and I'm waiting for you to come home. Your light-hearted look makes me feel so pathetic. ”

I don't dare to ask for anything, I just hope that on the days when I should enjoy life, I can enjoy life quietly, a small house that can shelter from the wind and rain, a stable job to support myself, a daughter-in-law who can come home and send intimate greetings, and live quietly, so that it is enough......

Sometimes, there is a force in my heart, always thinking:

"It must be excellent, and block the mouths of the people."

"There is always unexpected tenderness and endless hope."

"Hide your cowardice, the world is raining majesticly, and no one will carry it for you."

"The long-awaited surprise is coming your way, remember to catch it."

"You have to shine in the world you love."

"The more you look forward to it, the more you yearn for it, the more you have to go through thick and thin."

"To work hard and meet you in the future with the best attitude."

"Even if you carry a load, you must be born to the sun."

I can plummet, but I want to be a blockbuster.

"A car collision with a car is called a car accident, and a collision between a person is called love. But the reality is that cars and cars always give way, people and people always miss it, I only know when I grow up, Chang'an has no reason at the end, and the hometown will never be Chang'an, You are not Beijing, and I am not Seattle. ”

"What is missing is to leave where you are, to return where you left, and to repeat the cycle, always passing by in the wheel of time."

"Life is a farewell, farewell to yesterday's fireworks, farewell to classmates and friends, farewell to the ignorant self, farewell to the dearest person...... Only by constantly growing oneself can we make the farewell less cruel, and when the mountains and flowers are rotten, everything can tell the joy of repetition. ”

The wonderful time of life is always like fireworks, fleeting, and then forever memories and silence......

"Give me a pair of wings to fly over this bottomless black abyss and reach the vast expanse of the sky, even if it costs me never to return to the ground."

Every day, living in a reality like a TV series, episode after episode......