Volume 1: Born of Revenge Chapter 151: The Shocking Truth (II)
"In the past, I was just suspicious, but now I can conclude that the Bai family was jealous of my mother, and united with the Xiao family to frame my grandfather Manmen." Ning Zhiwen didn't intend to hide anything from Su Xin when she said this, and she would also tell Su Xin all the truth.
Ning Zhiyun looked at Su Xin, who was in doubt, and slowly restrained her anger, and her expression was a little soft: "Su Xin, I know that you have too many questions in your heart these days, and today I will answer all the questions in your heart one by one." ”
"......" The questions that have been accumulated in Su Xin's heart finally have answers today, but Su Xin doesn't know where to start.
Ning Zhiwen saw that Su Xin didn't know where to ask, so she took the lead and said, "You must wonder why my temperament suddenly changed? Can you suddenly have a body of medical skills and extraordinary knowledge? ”
In the previous life, Su Xin had seen the disdain in Ning Banghua's eyes when he mentioned Ning Zhiwen in private, and he had also hinted at Ning Zhixuan, but at that time, Ning Zhixin was completely immersed in the illusion of motherly and filial piety, and did not take Su Xin's mention to heart.
"Miss has changed her mind since she had a serious illness of smallpox." Su Xin did not hide the suspicion in her heart and said, "At that time, Su Rui and I also had a private discussion about why Miss's temperament changed drastically, although Su Rui and I couldn't guess the reason for Miss's change, but we still agreed that no matter how Miss changed, it would definitely not harm me and Su Rui, so we agreed that no matter whether Miss really changed her temperament or not, Su Rui and I also followed Miss." ”
"Su Xin, do you believe in reincarnation and rebirth?" After Ning Zhixuan finished speaking, she looked at Su Xin steadily, perhaps afraid that Su Xin would be afraid because of this, so she reached out and held Su Xin's hand.
Su Xin has always been active, and when she heard the words "reincarnation and rebirth", she immediately thought of Ning Zhiwen's strange behavior since she fell ill, and a shocking thought came to her heart.
"Suxin." Ning Zhixuan saw that the fear in Su Xin's eyes was getting thicker and thicker, and she hurriedly clenched her hand and comforted, "Su Xin, don't be afraid, I won't harm you." ”
Su Xin thought that she had followed Ning Zhixuan to the north for more than a year, and she had also been chased and killed by killers for nine lifetimes, and she had experienced the pain of a broken finger some time ago, but all of these were added up to be as shocking and shocking as she was now to learn the truth about Ning Zhixuan's reincarnation.
Su Xin almost instinctively stood up and shook off Ning Zhiyun's hand, staggered a few steps to finally stabilize her figure, and then she fixed her eyes on Ning Zhiyun for a moment.
If it weren't for her own experience, Ning Zhijun probably wouldn't have believed that there was such a thing as reincarnation and rebirth in this world, and she was reborn in the years before the tragedy.
Ning Zhiyun saw Su Xin's eyes full of horror, and knew that she couldn't accept this too shocking truth for a while, so she no longer forced her, but said slowly: "Don't say it's you, even when I learned that I was reborn, it took me a long time to calm down. ”
Su Xin saw that Ning Zhiyun was about to hide the door and leave soon, and couldn't help but feel a little ashamed that she had betrayed Ning Zhiyun's trust, so she hurriedly called Ning Zhiwen and said, "Miss, don't go!" ”
When Ning Zhiwen heard Su Xin's voice, she stepped down, and looked back again and saw Su Xin trying to overcome her inner fear, and she was moved for no reason.
"Miss, Su Xin is ashamed, I almost failed Miss to rely on and trust Su Xin." Su Xin saw that there seemed to be tears flashing in Ning Zhiyun's eyes, recalling Ning Zhiyun's kindness to herself over the past year, and for a while, the guilt in her heart had completely overcome the fear in her heart.
"Plain heart, people will be afraid of ghosts or unknown things, you and I are ordinary people, don't be too yourself." Ning Zhiwen has always understood that in addition to the love between relatives, Ning Zhiwen treats her more often as the loyalty between master and servant.
"Su Xin's life was saved by Mrs., and Miss has been sincere to Su Xin for so many years, Su Xin is not an ungrateful person, and she will do everything to protect Miss in the future."
"Su Xin, my mother saved you and Su Rui back to Zuo Xiang's Mansion back then, and it was indeed because there were two powerful people around me." Ning Zhixuan held Su Xin's hand back, and then every word was Zheng Zhizhong's way, "But Su Xin, the so-called life-saving grace you owe me and my mother has long been paid off, and the rest is just the love of us supporting each other all the way." ”
Ning Zhixuan recalled the past when Ning Banghua was tied to a stake and sunburned until her skin on her face festered, and then she was hurriedly thrown into a mass grave.
At that time, Ning Zhixuan, who was completely sunburned and ruined, was not dead, she woke up among the many dead bodies, and when she turned over, she saw Su Xin and Su Rui, who were also thrown in the mass grave.
Su Xin still had a trace of breath, but Su Rui had already cooled her body. Ning Zhixuan had no choice but to leave Su Rui in the mass grave, but she refused to leave Su Xin no matter what, so she dragged Su Xin to a thatched hut at the foot of the mountain to live temporarily.
The white hair and blue eyes, although Ning Zhiyun was imprisoned when she was alive and did not see the light of day, but when she was in distress, she was so frightened that the people around her did not dare to approach the hut, so she and Su Xin were able to survive by luck.
Although Ning Zhixin was sunburned and her whole face was ruined, it seemed that her skin was festering and terrifying, but she did not continue to be infected because of the increasingly cold weather, Su Xin's injury was not so optimistic, she was full of stick wounds on her body, which had already hurt her lungs, although Ning Zhixuan had read several medical books since she was a child and knew some herbs that invigorated blood and dispelled blood stasis, it was just a drop in the bucket for Su Xin at that time, and it had little effect.
"Su Xin, you must hold on." Ning Zhiyun was so afraid that Su Xin would leave her, she didn't understand why all the people who cared about her would leave her first in the end, her mother was like this, and so was Su Rui, and now she was afraid that Su Xin was the only one in this world who was going to leave her.
"Miss, the slave is fine, the slave will be fine after a sleep." At that time, Su Xin was extremely weak, but he still held Ning Zhiyun's hand and said, "The slave promised that the lady would definitely accompany the young lady all the way, and the slave didn't dare to disobey the lady's instructions." ”
Perhaps in the eyes of others, Su Xin and Su Rui are just the little maids that Ning Zhixin serves closely, but only Ning Zhiyun, who has endured loneliness since childhood, knows that with the company of Su Xin and Su Rui, there will be today's flesh-and-blood Ning Zhiyun.
"Su Xin used to be a bad thing for me, I was bound by the rules of master and servant, and I never said a lot of words in my heart even if they were rotten in my stomach." In the previous life, Ning Zhixuan kept the rules of Miss Zuo Xiangfu and didn't dare to take half a step beyond the rules, even if she clearly regarded Su Xin and Su Rui as sisters in her heart, she never dared to break the rules and complain to them on weekdays.
"Miss is the master, Su Xin is a slave, the master and the servant are different, and Su Xin doesn't dare to break the rules." Although Su Xin knew that Ning Zhiyun treated her differently from other subordinates, she would never dare to go beyond the rules.
Ning Zhiwen looked at Su Xin's humble face, her heart ached, and her tone couldn't help but be a few degrees higher: "Su Xin, I am a person who has died once, and I will never be bound by those ordinary rules again, in my place, Su Xin, you are not my maid, but my relatives, and my friends." ”
"Miss, Su Xin is just a subordinate that Madame brought back to the mansion to serve Miss, and Su Xin doesn't dare to break the oath she made to Madame." Su Xin was brought back to Zuo Xiang's Mansion by Mrs. Ye to serve Ning Zhiyun since she was a child, although she knew that Ning Zhiyun treated her very well, but she never thought that she could become Ning Zhiyun's real friend, in her eyes, only a noble person like the ninth princess could call Ning Zhiyun a confidant.
"Su Xin, I once told you that people are born with high and low, like snowflakes in the sky, some are born to fall on the jade steps, and some are born to fall into the mud, whether they fall on the jade steps or fall into the mud, people have to accept their fate," Ning Zhixuan said and looked at Su Xin, Su Ri's gentle eyebrows flashed with ruthlessness, "But Su Xin, you know me, you know me, you know that I am a person who does not believe in fate." Ning Zhiyun continued: "I am the young lady from the Zuo Prime Minister's Mansion, and my mother's family is the Taifu Mansion of the Qing noble family of the current dynasty. If I believe in my life, I should bear the unjustified disaster of being born in glory but falling into the quagmire, if I believe in my life, I can only let the Bai clan be stained with the blood of the Ye clan and enjoy the wealth and prosperity now. ”
"Miss, don't say any more." Su Xin knew that the fall of the Ye clan was the most subtle and deep scar in Ning Zhiwen's heart, and every time she mentioned it, it was the pain of tearing open the wound for Ning Zhiyun.
"Su Xin, in my last life, I was forced to a dead end by those so-called noble and humble identities, and now that God has asked me to start over, I no longer want to be bound by those so-called identities." Ning Zhiwen looked at Su Xin and said solemnly, "From now on, you and I will no longer be master and servant, but good sisters who live and die together." ”
"Miss ......" Su Xin saw that Ning Zhixuan regarded her as a sister, although she was very moved in her heart, she was still panicked and didn't know how to respond.
"Su Xin, you and I are not masters and servants, and you don't have to be loyal to me in the future, you have your future, and the path you want to take, and you and I will support each other to go on together." Ning Zhixuan knew that she had suddenly said so much to Su Xin now, she might not be able to fully understand and accept it, not to mention Su Xin, even Ning Zhixin in the previous life was also hindered by the identity of the master and servant, although she had never treated Su Xin badly in terms of food and clothing, but she had never revealed her heart like this, and she was commensurate with a sister.
"Miss, I am dull and don't understand the deep meaning of Miss's words." In order to repay Mrs. Ye for saving her back then, Su Xin had already secretly made up her mind to be loyal to Ning Zhixuan for the rest of her life.
"Suxin, one day you will understand." Ning Zhiwen felt that no matter how much she explained, it would be better to let Su Xin slowly comprehend her meaning in the days to come.
"Miss, you must have a lot of words hidden in your heart for a lifetime, and now that Su Xin knows Miss's secret, if Miss doesn't dislike it......"
"Su Xin, I told you about my rebirth without thinking about hiding anything from you." Ning Zhiyun interrupted Su Xin and said, "I really want to tell you all the secrets that I have hidden in my heart for more than a year. ”