Chapter 67: Big World, Little Me

Today I saw a friend of friends with this content: "The mirror is my best friend, and it never smiles when I cry." "The world that is disturbed is full of lights and wine, and there are three thousand prosperous, but in the end, I found that none of them belong to you, and even there are not many best friends around you......

"It's a very windy city, the night is beautiful, and I'm always walking alone in the noisy crowds, unable to find the point of travel, and I don't know where to go next. And my youth is about to decay, it's a pity that for so long, I have been waiting alone in this bustling silence for so long, and the person who can accompany me for the rest of my life has never appeared. Soon, my heart was about to grow old, and it turned out that the prosperity of this life was nothing but a deep silence under the twilight of the lights for me. "It's so quiet, I fell into deep thought, was it fate that I only matched the twilight?

The world is too noisy, which makes quiet people seem a little silly......

"The bustling silence, attached to this, the heart can't help but be relieved, like raindrops beating on the heart, setting off mottled traces, looking for the traces of the years in the annual rings, tasting the true meaning of life in the passage of time, time flies, staining the passing years, not seeing or leaving!"

She is a ruthless general who picks up a boy on the battlefield and she adopts him. Since the boy came, her cold heart was melting little by little, and she began to teach him martial arts, and they lived together for a few years. One day, the boy asked, "Why don't you wear women's clothes, you should look good in women's clothes!" She was slightly stunned, "Can you show me in women's clothes?" The boy continued: "Wait! She said. She went back to her room and put on a woman's dress, which looked very good in the mirror. "Report, the general enemy is suddenly attacking." A soldier said. She immediately changed out of women's clothes and put on a military uniform. This time she never came back. The boy gets the news: she died on the battlefield. When her body was found, it had been dead for several days. The boy went crazy and killed the enemy and eventually won. But she will never come back.

The warm moment is fleeting, everything that was once is gone, only that beautiful memory remains, and only this memory remains!

"I'm only a teenager, I understand the warmth and coldness of human feelings, I'm only a teenager, I'm already tired of intrigue, I'm only a teenager, I already know what I shouldn't know, I'm only a teenager, I have the idea of suicide, I'm only a teenager, I know how important money and power are, I'm only a teenager, I know that there are only a few friends, I'm only a teenager, I have to endure the humiliation of others, I'm only a teenager, I know how to endure pain, I'm only a teenager, it's not that you can exchange your sincerity for someone else's sincerity, I'm only a teenager, Just let yourself live under the mask, I am only a teenager, I have to accept the terrible reality, they all say that the age of teenagers is simple, but as far as I know, the age of teenagers, I can already swallow so many grievances, what can I do, I am really tired, all I can do is put on headphones, turn up the volume, and swallow everything with all my might. ”

At a young age, the polishing of the years, and the ravages of the world, I have endured everything that I should not have endured...... Can this small palm hold up a piece of the sky?

"I don't have a so-called safe haven, no matter how strong the wind is, no matter how wild the rain is, you have to walk alone, the wine thing, either you get drunk, or you don't touch it, because you are half drunk and half awake too easy to make people sober, it is easier to make people heartbreaking, either to remind you of the person who hurt you, or to remind people of more sad things!"

The moonlight shone softly on the bed, and the darkness of the room was flickered by the cigarette between the lips. The pain in my heart suffocated me a little, and the tiny beads of sweat on my forehead dripped, damp on the back of my hand. The leaves outside the window are swaying lonely with the wind, and in the quiet of the night, loneliness devours the soul~ gradually losing the language of confiding, quietly recounting the trivial things of time in my heart, and the bits and pieces of heartache you give me every time in my memory are slowly torn apart. ”

"Cloud-like thoughts, drifting back and forth, finally landed on the palm of my hand. Gorgeous as the glow, mournful as the morning mist. I can see you clearly, you can see me clearly, we are on the same horizon, dreaming different dreams, my dreams are as white as snowflakes, and your dreams are as red as the sunset. ”

There are thousands of thoughts and words, but every time I am about to speak, I find it difficult to speak, not that I don't want to say it, nor that I dare not say it, but when the words come to my mouth, I don't know where to start......

"Do you know the sentence Lan Yin Suguo, when I read it when I was young, I only felt regretful, but now I have figured it out, flowers bloom and fall from time to time."

"When I was a child, I loved to look at the stars, and although I can't see it now, the starry sky is still there, still in my heart, and I have never forgotten it."

yes, always in my heart......