[299] She died

It was she who destroyed his love and trust in her little by little!

He can tolerate it once, forgive it once, give her a chance, but he can't tolerate her playing with him even harder!

"I hate you!"

And she said to him hate?

Hate?

Isn't it "love"? How did it become "hate" so easily?

Hehe......

"You feel free." In his heart, there was only disappointment and boundless pain left, and the only words that could be said in his mouth were more hurtful to each other.

"It's not like that...... Eun ......" Ji Feifei suddenly woke up from his dream.

He habitually looked around, and when his tentacles touched it, the empty place was only cold. The girl who had curled up in his arms with a smile would never come back.

In the bedroom, only the dim sleep light is still quietly on.

She was afraid of the dark, so he left the sleep light on all night. Now, she is no longer by his side, and she no longer needs to turn on the sleep light at night, but he has long developed such a habit.

Through the dim light of the sleep lamp, his gaze slowly fell on the verdict at the bedside.

It was a divorce decree approved by the court.

After going around and around for so long, she still insists on getting a divorce......

Yes, whether it was before or after her amnesia, she was always so resolute, determined to draw all the boundaries with him......

She divorced and was even willing to give up all her possessions, asking him only to write a divorce petition.

He used 50 million to make it difficult for her, so she scraped together enough 50 million to give her.

In the Rich Hotel, he kept her in such a decisive way that she was stingy with him except indifference......

He thought that if she had lost her memory and forgotten everything, they would be able to start again, but he was wrong, and she left his heart even more rejecting than before the amnesia.

"Eun, you'll be glad to see it......"

He picked up the divorce decree on the bedside table, and his heart was completely dead.

Although he told himself to let go, when the verdict was actually in his hands, his heart would still hurt and he would still be reluctant.

……

"Grandpa Ji, I'll tell you the truth, I feel like I'm very depressed now......"

"Something to do with the extraordinary?"

"Hmm. I don't know what we were like before, I can't remember anything that happened before after the amnesia, and I can't accept that I suddenly have an extra husband. And...... Moreover, he treated me like a criminal, and I lost my rightful freedom and right to enjoy it...... I know that Grandpa Ji is a decent person and understands righteousness, and I hope that Grandpa Ji will make decisions for me. I want to divorce Ji Feifei, and from now on, we will go our separate ways and not interfere with each other. ”

"Eun, grandpa also hopes that you two are happy, but, can you listen to me? You married Extraordinary before you had amnesia, and now, if you want to divorce, do you have to wait until you recover your memory? You still haven't remembered the past, so you ended your marriage so hastily, leaving everything in the past, grandpa is worried about you, if you regain your memory one day, you will regret the decision you made today. By that time, you have already caused a lot of damage to each other, and even if you restore it, it may not be able to fill the scars in your heart. ”

She said firmly: "I don't regret it. ”

"You only see him domineering and controlling her now, and in your mind, there is no tenderness and consideration he used to have for you, and he cared for you. You may not care, but you can't deny that you were each other's only safe haven until you had a conflict. ”

Old Man Ji sighed and shook his head a little helplessly: "A slap can't make a sound, En'en, now this slap is so loud and the echo is so loud...... Once, why did a man who was so good to you interfere with and control you in every way, have you ever wondered if you didn't give him the sense of security that he should have between husband and wife? ”

"A sense of security?"

"Feelings are like making wine, not only the rice is good, but the water is also good. No matter how good that side is, he also needs to have a reliance and trust. A sense of security is not the exclusive property of men to women, but also the promise that women make to men. ”

"Grandpa Ji, I don't know what we were like before, and I don't know what happened between us. However, I really don't want to be confined by him now...... This period of time may be an ordinary few days for others, ordinary, regular, 24 hours a day. However, for me, just a few days is a life disaster, and I don't know if I can survive if history continues tomorrow......"

……

On that day, he heard all the words of her and her grandfather, and she kept saying that she regarded him as a disaster in her life, and she was so eager to escape from him without the slightest hesitation.

"Really, I'm going to let it go completely......"

He muttered, the bitterness in his eyes so clear.

The night was still deep, but he disappeared and couldn't sleep.

*

When Gu Enen received a call from Shen An'an, she and Zhou Sicheng had just arrived at the Zhou family's mansion.

"She's dead."

On the phone, Shen Anan's voice was extremely dull.

Gu Enen was stunned for a moment, obviously not reacting. She asked suspiciously, "Who died?" ”

"Susu...... She's dead...... Slit your wrists last night ...... suicide"

Suicide by slitting your wrists?

Gu Enen was taken aback.

"Cousin, where are you?" She could tell that something was wrong with Shen An'an's tone.

"Tong'an Police Station."

"I'll go over here." Gu Enen hung up the phone and said to Zhou Sicheng: "Sicheng, you accompany your uncle, I want to go to the police station." ”

"I'll be with you." Zhou Sicheng has been sitting beside Gu Enen, and he also heard the conversation between Shen Anan and Gu Enen.

"No need, you can talk to your uncle for a while, cousin, she is in a bad mood, I guess I don't want to see too many people."

"Okay, I'll let the driver send you."

"Okay."

When Gu Enen arrived at the Tong'an Police Station, Tong Xue got out of the car one step ahead of her.

Like her, Tong Xue also came alone, and her husband Ye Yanxi was not around.

Tong Xue saw Gu Enen and nodded to her: "Go in." ”

When the two entered the police station, Shen Anan was sitting on a chair in the corridor.

They walked over and looked at the listless Shen An'an, the two sat on her left and right, holding her hand together, Tong Xue asked softly, "What's the matter?" ”

With two good friends and sisters by his side, Shen Anan relaxed a little.

She took a deep breath before saying, "It was her clerk who called the police." ”

"We met her yesterday, she was fine, how could she suddenly commit suicide?" Gu Enen couldn't figure it out.

It stands to reason that Su Su should be a winner in life, squeezing out Shen An'an's main room, successfully ascending to the position, sitting on Luo Haotian, should enjoy marriage and happiness, how could she suddenly commit suicide in her coffee shop......

Luo Haotian had just finished being interrogated, he walked out of the interrogation room, heard Gu Enen's question, walked over, and said, "It's my fault." ”

Shen Anan looked at him.

"After she had a miscarriage, she was injured, and the doctor said it would be difficult to get pregnant again in the future. My parents have always wanted to hold their grandson, and she also knows it, secretly, she has eaten a lot of various home remedies, making her already weak body more fragile, and even, ...... menopausal"

Gu Enen's eyes widened.

Shen Anan looked disbelieving.

Tong Xue also understands something.

"Last month, I filed for divorce from her, and she agreed and broke up peacefully. Yesterday, we got the verdict from the court, and she said that she wanted me to stay with her for one more day, and listen to her for a day......"

Tong Xue is a psychiatrist, and from Luo Haotian's description, she has analyzed Su Su's thoughts during that time.

She said: "She should have promised you a divorce and didn't want to live." ”

Luo Haotian's expression was full of sadness: "I was too negligent to realize that she had such a thought......"

Yesterday, she asked him to accompany her to sit quietly in the coffee shop, and they sat for a long time, knowing that night was falling, and he said that he was going to take her home, but she refused him and let him go first.

Because he had a meeting in the company today, he didn't think much about it, so he left by himself, but he didn't expect that after he left, she actually ...... actually ended his life with his own hands.

He still remembers that afternoon, when he stumbled into a café.

She sat there, delicate and gentle flower arrangement.

The afternoon sun shines through the window on her, gentle and elegant, and her demeanor is beautiful.

He looked at her with such an impetuous heart, and only felt that the world around him was quiet.

She raised her eyes and saw him looking at her, so she smiled politely at him, and he smiled back, looking at her delicate and quiet appearance, and found that his heart was slowly calming down.

That afternoon, there were not many people in the café, so he sat on the side, watching her quietly arrange flowers, making wind chimes with his own hands, and carefully gluing the broken porcelain pieces together one by one to make a beautiful and unique flower pot......

In the future, he always likes to go there to sit after being busy, quietly looking at such a woman who lives in a chaotic world, but has a soft and quiet heart like water.

Slowly, the two began to talk from time to time with only smiles, and then talked eloquently until the two walked together......

Shen An'an's spirit has always been in a trance.

She remembered what Susu had said to her in the bathroom yesterday.

She said: "I know, you hate me, you hate me, you blame me, because of me, you lost your husband, and because of me, you lost your own children. Perhaps, it is retribution...... My child had a miscarriage at the age of five months......"

When she heard that Su Su had a miscarriage, she was so happy in her heart.

"I know how hard it is to hear you say 'forgive...... If I were you, I wouldn't be able to be tolerant of a woman who robbed me of my happiness...... To meet you today, God, really forgiving. I'm sorry to be able to say to you, and I don't have any regrets in this life. Shen An'an, I hope you will be happy in the future......"

At that time, she clearly saw that Su Su's pale face was full of indescribable loneliness, and she, because she finally saw the enemy being retributed, was cold, and used a woman's determination to delight her dark heart......

"I'm sorry." These were the last words Susu said to her.

However, it is also what she wants to say to her the most.

I'm sorry that when you craved forgiveness the most, I gave you a sneering hurt......

I'm sorry that when you blessed me so sincerely, I thought you were silently provoking me......

Susu, I do hate you, but if I knew that you had made up your mind to die in the morning, I would have said "forgiveness" to you even if it was painful.