Chapter Ninety-One: Stay
If you want to be quiet for a while, yes, that's right, it's just right in the evening, so quiet, don't talk, don't worry, don't remember, just be quiet in a daze, let the time freeze at that moment, it's better to have another bottle of beer, a plate of peanuts, a little moon and stars......
"Dear self, don't hold on to the memories, the kite with a broken string, you can only let it fly, let it go, let yourself go; Dear self, you must find what will make you stand strong on the earth with your feet apart from love; Dear self, you have to be confident and even narcissistic, and always remind yourself that I deserve the best of everything. ”
I'm desperately looking for self-confidence, but on multiple social platforms such as Moments, QQ Space, I have never posted a photo of myself, I admit that my appearance is not brilliant enough, but to be honest, it's not bad, but I can't post a selfie of myself, haha, what's wrong?
"Which way do you want to see the fireworks in the sky? Whether it's from below or from the side, whether it's in reality or in a dream, just look at it with you. ”
"The fireworks of this moment twist the brightest splendor of the sky. You have a flash of fireworks in your eyes, and I have an eternal you in my eyes. If this fireworks fall, the lights of the silent night will be blurred. And allow me to hold my hand to tell each other, you are the fireworks of the prosperous city. My heart is intolerable, and I should know that I can only tolerate one frame of fireworks. You are the most beautiful frame in my heart, my eternal blooming fireworks. I hope that the three lives will be transformed into fireworks and accompany you in your life, and carry the whole sea of stars with you. ”
"I sit alone under the fireworks in the middle of summer, and I am willing to spend my life for you......"
"It's long past the age of youth, and then look back, there's nothing, maybe the youth of the year is still hovering in my mind, but the memories are too sad, even if I can meet again in my dreams, I wake up from the dream, everything will become a bubble, bitter feelings, taste it, but the taste is so memorable, maybe this is the charm of youth, the simple me back then, now it seems, maybe it is an enviable existence."
"The shallow waves covered the white sand on the Ting, the ambiguous glow, the crimson on the cheeks, the air at this moment was blooming, and the thoughts gradually slowed down, dragging back to the midsummer ...... that year"
"At that time, we loved to discuss childish topics, love our own innocence, and love the ambiguity that arises from drama to drama. Embracing each other under the brilliant fireworks, smiling each other, and at the same time tearing up each other. The childish and firm vow, the warm feelings, still haunt my heart. Youthful and lush, sketched by ignorance and innocence, passionate because of blood and fearlessness, now, looking back again, the cordial nostalgia comes to the face, the secrets in the paper airplane under the blue sky, and the blooming smile on the playground are all fainted in the memory. Now I think about it several times, the original magnificent and dazzling fireworks, how much faith and expectation are condensed, and every wisp of brilliance is the friction of warmth and passion, dazzling and more shocking. ”
"The years gracefully regulate everything, the immortal youth, the clear blue sky, and the young us."
I just answered a phone call and he said,
Hello, instant noodles yes?
I was stunned for a moment and replied randomly:
No, I'm ham sausage.
Then I hung up, but I could lie down and react.
What he just said seems to be:
Hello, is it convenient for the interview?
"My way of decompression: posting news, deleting news, listening to songs, being in a daze, and being silent."
"Don't rush it, but this is not the beginning of decadence. Let go of impetuousness, I can study hard, it's not too late, I don't want to wake up many times, and then start to indulge myself again, I just want to be able to really wake up once, and then I will go towards my goal and never look back, 2020 I work hard, it doesn't matter if I cry, I just want the early summer of 2021, I can smile and further develop my dream self.
When darkness comes, the protagonists will always stand on the side of justice without hesitation and firmly move towards the light. It's as if the world will be kind to me if I choose the light. At this moment, I just want to be the salvation of a person. ”