Chapter 497: Pain and Ease, Rejection and Acceptance

I know! ”

Bai Pujia grabbed the stone snail and nodded in agreement.

What she saw was not only that he had a house, a car, and a higher income, but also that he had worked hard and gained personal heart, willpower, and work ability.

"Yes, I knew that you could understand me. Because ......"

Qin Wafan's voice became a little excited, and his voice also increased a little:

"Because you have always lived in my heart. Pu Jia, do you know, I just talk to you in my heart every day, or read your life as my story. ”

"I ...... I actually want to ask you, if there was still a chance, would you be with me? ”

Qin Wafan felt that he had finally asked the question that he had been hiding in his heart for a long time.

"But there are no ifs in life!"

Bai Pujia looked at Qin Wafan in some surprise and blurted out.

"Oh!"

Qin Wafan was deflated for a moment. But when he raised his eyes to look at Bai Pujia again, his heart churned like a wave, and he still asked the final question:

"What if I get divorced? I'm divorced, and then we're together, okay? ”

At this time, Qin Wafan was in great pain, and his facial features seemed to be misaligned in pain.

Bai Pujia's eyes widened, like the watery water of a lake, reflecting his image at the moment.

Neither spoke. Bai Pujia's pair of Danfeng eyes were almost round, and Qin Wafan's narrow squinting eyes were also trying to stretch out, they were really staring at each other, and they were all stunned.

Time seemed to freeze, but the sound of the hot breath of the two of them melting and dripping down the water of time could be heard.

After a while, Qin Wafan felt that beads of sweat were falling from his sideburns to the back of his hands, moisturizing his slightly dry skin.

He looked at her with anticipation in his eyes, but his facial features showed the pain of making such a decision.

Bai Pujia looked at him quietly. From the initial shock, to the gradual calm.

Finally, she lowered her head, raised her hand and rubbed her forehead, and then looked up again and said:

"Vafan, I see. I really understand your intentions. But no. ”

When she said no, her tone was calm and firm, like two nails that had just been hammered into a solid one, quietly embedded in the plank, and it was difficult to pull it out.

"Why?"

Qin Wafan originally still had a trace of hope floating in his imagination in silence, but now, he was all knocked down.

He is painful, but it is also undeniable that there is some ease in the accompanying pain, and there is no need to make a choice, no need to do the ease of hurting the other three hearts.

This is also why his facial features are painful, Bai Pujia, should also see his expectations and at the same time see the pain of his facial features that he can't hide.

"Vafan, you have a home. You are the father of two children and the husband of your wife. Your love for them is as deep as that, so why hurt them to hurt yourself? I don't want my love and married life to be built on the suffering of innocent people. ”

Bai Pujia said slowly.

"What do you care about others? As long as the two of us like it and want to be together, it's great! There will be a process in everything, and their pain will always pass, so how can there be no pain in life? Pu Jia, I like you to the bones, so many years, I have never forgotten, let alone let go, I don't want me to regret it in my life. As long as you want, I will not hesitate. ”

Qin Wafan said with his eyebrows twisted.

"Vafan, I believe you, but, I'm sorry."

Bai Pujia looked at him, her eyes as calm as water.

"I knew it was going to be like this...... Oh, I don't blame you, Pujia, blame me, what I owed you in my previous life was repaid in this life. ”

Qin Wafan was completely in pain at the moment, and there was no ease. The pampas he wants will always be on the water side, out of reach. Is this his fate?

"Don't think like that, Vafan, everyone has their own fate. You've been married for so many years, haven't you seen life clearly? Love is one thing, married life is another. What you have now is the best, and it is worth cherishing. And the friendship between me and you! ”

Bai Pujia continued to say gently:

"I've never trusted and been as open to any boy as I have been with you, and I've never expected a friend to be so good. I understand your feelings, but everyone will have his helplessness, and there will also be things that he puts in his heart but doesn't necessarily get. If we just want to get it, then I guess we have to reflect on whether this is love or desire. ”

Qin Wafan felt that his heart was full of tides, from his chest to his throat, he was almost about to cry.

"Is it because of Qin Kexin?"

Qin Wafan felt that he still couldn't hold back the side of this villain, and pulled the problem between himself and Bai Pujia onto others, perhaps, he hoped that a third party would be the target of his unbearable pain at the moment. This person, his first reaction at the moment is Qin Kexin.

"Vafan, it's none other than anyone else."

Bai Pujia was obviously much calmer than him.

"Hmm. Okay, Pu Jia, I've finished asking you what I want to ask, and the answer is there. If you want to be miserable, let me be miserable. ”

Qin Wafan took a mouthful of fried rice noodles into his mouth, chewed vigorously, and after swallowing it, he set his airway like a child.

"Then I'll be with you in pain."

Bai Pujia said seriously.

"If I could, I would like to have one more of me, to be with you. But this is not possible. So, we have to maintain the status quo. ”

Bai Pujia said softly.

"Pu Jia, if you say that, I will be very content and happy!"

Qin Wafan looked like why didn't you say it earlier.

"But do you really think so?"

He asked incredulously.

"yes, when did I tell you a lie."

The white pampas still have a quiet and soft voice.

"Isn't it comforting me?"

He still confirmed.

"It's not. Is this necessary? If you want to comfort you, then I said it better in the morning. ”

Bai Pujia replied squarely.

Qin Wafan breathed a sigh of relief, and actually became happy again as if his courtship had been agreed. He has been on a roller coaster for days.

"Shall we go to the night market?"

Qin Wafan is actually still the same, and if he wants to stay with Bai Pujia for as long as possible, he will never be less than a minute. Or rather, every extra minute he spends on him, he feels like he's earning it.

Of course, Bai Pujia couldn't bear to disobey him. Just now, she was still embarrassed about how to refuse his love, and after refusing, she was thinking about whether to persuade him to go back to rest, but she didn't expect that he himself came out of his emotions so quickly, and of course she was happy.

In the final analysis, she really didn't want to lose Qin Wafan, a friend like Qin Wafan whose three views gradually converged, and who could benefit from each other and be quite chatty.