Chapter 54: Memories

Just when Su Xiao was struggling with whether to ask for leave, she was stunned as soon as she pushed the door of the house, there was a strange fragrance in the house,

"Xiaoxiao is back, look, my mother stewed soup for you, go wash your hands and eat,"

"Mom, why did you come suddenly, is someone looking for you?"

"Who is looking for me, you kid, why are you talking nonsense, my mother arrived in the afternoon, just enough time to make dinner for you,"

"Who is talking nonsense, isn't it, you came too suddenly, and you didn't make a call, I was scared,"

"Go, what are you scared of? Doing something bad? ”

"Oh, this soup is so fragrant, by the way, you really haven't met anyone," Ji Qiu put down the dishes and chopsticks, his expression was slightly serious,

"What the hell is going on, how are you turning around, is someone following you?"

Alas, I wanted to have a good meal, forget it, the president is right, they are not ordinary people, it is a matter of time before they find their mother, so let's tell her first, so as not to be shocked when you get it,

In this way, Su Xiao told her mother everything she knew, and her mother always had the same expression, and she didn't interject in the middle.

"Mom, is that really my dad?"

Ji Qiu couldn't hear her daughter's words clearly, she was already completely immersed in the past years,

"Ji Qiu, have you signed up? I heard that the place I went to this time is not far away, just on the edge of our province, I signed up anyway, I have to leave sooner or later, it is better to find a place nearby, "The person who came is Liu Hong, Ji Qiu's classmate, their family has five daughters, two sons are called Jindou, and the other is called Yindou, she is the third, and the family will definitely not keep her,

"If I leave, my mother will be left alone," Ji Qiu hesitated, according to the policy, she didn't have to go to the countryside, but who called the family composition bad, it belonged to the controlled object, so she couldn't enjoy the good policy,

"Today the teacher said, you have to get it, since there is a close place, why hesitate?"

Ji Qiu finally said goodbye to her mother on a gloomy day, and went to the place where she had never heard of it, Liu Hong did not get together with her, she didn't know anyone about the educated youth in this place,

The educated youth point was built on the edge of the village, it is an abandoned house, some repairs were done before they came, there are six men and six women who are assigned here, there are only two big houses, just one for men and one for each woman, sleeping on two big kangs, the most difficult thing is that none of them can burn firewood, when the village secretary sent them over, he pointed to the grain and firewood between the stoves and said,

"The food has been given to you for a month, you have to plan to eat, if you don't have it, you will be hungry, there is enough firewood to burn for three days, from tomorrow you will take turns to cut firewood in the mountains, you are all young people, you have the strength, you will not be hungry if you work hard,"

Can't get hungry? She has been in that place for three years, and it seems that she can't eat enough for a few days, Ji Qiu thought of this, and sighed lightly, fortunately he had him in those difficult days, but it was also this him who gave him the heaviest blow,

"Xiaoxiao, my mother is a little dizzy, I want to go to sleep for a while, about what you said, will I talk about it tomorrow?"

Looking at her mother's pale face, Su Xiao regretted it, why should she be in such a hurry, helping her mother to lie down, Ji Qiu closed her eyes,

There seemed to be the melodious music of the birch forest in her ears, Su Yichen, the boy who was always silent, but he could play such a beautiful tune, I don't know when he always came to help her when she was about to collapse, maybe because they were a class of people, they were all children of the Black Five Category,

Although, they are the best-looking men and women among the educated youth, and they are also a despised couple, and it is natural that they do the most dirty work.

But gradually, the two young hearts are getting closer and closer, probably wanting to draw warmth from each other, she once thought that they would stay together for a lifetime, she remembered that snowy night, it was at that time, Xiaoxiao came to her side,

So, he didn't die, and after being missing for more than 20 years, he came back so confidently? Moreover, he also found the child's head, why did he?

Although Ji Qiu was lying on the bed, it was all like she was on fire, and decades of resentment were hooked, and she remembered those desperate days,

Just when they thought it was hopeless to return to the city, Su Yichen's uncle found him through a lot of connections, saying that he was going to take him to the United States, at that time the ice had just begun to melt, and he was reluctant to himself at that time, but going out was their only hope, they couldn't nest in that small mountain village for a lifetime, and his uncle also promised that after three months, he would definitely do it himself!

In this way, they separated, but this separation is more than 20 years, in the second month after he left, she found that something was wrong, but at that time, unmarried pregnancy was a big sin, my mother was in a hurry, she would only cry, I thought I could go with him in three months, and imagined that I would not be too pregnant at that time, but I knew that the child was almost six months old, and he didn't hear from him, even if it was a letter.

My mother was afraid that she would be found pregnant with a child, so she took her back to her grandmother's house in Ancheng, although she had no relatives, and there was an ancestral house to live in, her mother spent all her savings, went through the due procedures, and claimed that her husband died, but fortunately she was not suspected, so she gave birth to Xiaoxiao peacefully,

She recalled her mother's unwilling eyes before she died, and who did she want to talk to?

All night, Ji Qiu was immersed in memories, sometimes sober and sometimes confused, and in the middle of the night, he had a high fever, Su Xiao was not at ease, when he came in to see her in the middle of the night, he was scared and cried, his forehead was hot to the touch, and he couldn't wake up.

She hurriedly rushed to the opposite side, and Evie was also startled, and asked to carry this person vigorously and went to the hospital.

Su Xiao sat in the corridor of the hospital, frustrated,

"I shouldn't have told her, my mother has been too bitter in her life," Evie didn't know how to comfort her, but fortunately, the doctor came out and said that it didn't matter to people, and she had fallen asleep with the medicine.

"You guys go back quickly, I'll just be here by myself, Brother Dali still has to go to work,"

"Let him go back, I'm here with you, I'll do a lot of tests tomorrow, how can you do it alone?" She was really struggling alone, Su Xiao looked at Evie gratefully, and she was no longer polite,

"Aunt Ji didn't say anything? Is that really your dad? ”

"Look at my mother's reaction, it's useless to say it or not, anyway, I don't plan to recognize him, and my mother won't recognize it!" Her heart ached, if it wasn't for too many grievances, why did her mother suddenly have a high fever, how many bad memories did this evoke.

"Xiaoxiao, it seems that the fever has subsided, and Aunt Ji is sweating on her head," because of the fever-reducing injection, Ji Qiu's breathing has stabilized, and both of them are relieved.