"How can a person live without ideals? When I came to Beijing, of course, I also had my ideals. However, the word ideal, for me, is just a phased goal. From life to death, in fact, it is just to come and go naked, we still have to pursue, but what we pursue is just a process, and what is left in the end is just a trace of memory. So, whether I come to Beijing, I will continue to stay in Beijing in the future, or I can leave, but that's because, in my opinion, life is just an experience. I just want to have a good experience. The moment I close my eyes, I don't regret it, that's enough. ”

When Bai Pujia said this, there was no sadness, but the fearless courage of youth. A pair of red phoenix eyes, so clear that there is not a shadow of a speck of dust.

"Pu Jia, I know that I can only be in Qinfang, and I can't be like you. I envy you! Admire your bravery too. I, I ......"

Qin Wafan lowered his head, unable to say anything in his heart. But these words are heartfelt.

"Wafan, I've said it, everyone's starting point and end point are different, the middle process, who wants to spend their own life, is based on his own beliefs, or understanding of life, as long as you think like this, look forward to it, then choose to live your life, isn't that good? And why bother? Besides, life can't be compared, maybe, the day you look back, there will be many people who will envy you? So, enjoy and enjoy our food at the moment, right? Hee-hee......"

Sure enough, the eloquent Bai Pujia, the art of this language is only higher than before, not lower than before.

"Hahaha, that's right. Do you know why I always like to talk to you? ”

Qin Wafan was dissipated by Bai Pujia's words again.

"Why?"

Bai Pujia asked with a smile.

"Because I can always be happy and gain strength because of talking to you. You are really suitable to be a psychological counselor, and your words are very healing. ”

Qin Wafan really felt that Bai Pujia would not be a psychological counselor, it would be a big waste, not a waste of her own talent and energy, but a waste of the mistakes of those who needed help.

"Thank you, I like psychology too. But I don't like to be constrained, I like to be free. Now this job, although there are still some limitations in time, but after all, the ideal should be rooted in the soil, survival is still the first, the most important thing is that it is not survival, but on the basis of helping me survive, it is what I love, and it can bring me a sense of achievement. Do you know? This is different from the full classroom and one-size-fits-all in school teaching, here, I am more free in the classroom, more able to pay attention to each child, and it is the growth and change of children of different ages, which is really helpful for my understanding and practice of education and teaching. ”

The confidence and intellectuality exuded by Bai Pujia when he said these words stunned Qin Wafan, sure enough, this is the different temperament of people who have fought in the living water, fresh and vivid, rational and logical, but eclectic, and the type of decent temperament of many teachers in the school is completely different.

"Pu Jia, you are such an excellent teacher, if only those teachers in the school could think like you, teach and love education and teaching!"

Qin Wafan remembered that he had abandoned religion and business, and had a faint regret. But thinking about what Bai Pujia said just now that life is an experience, I was relieved at the moment.

"Hey, speaking of school, in fact, after I came to Beijing, I wanted to enter the school, and it was not without opportunity, but I thought that I was in the system before, and now I want to go to the system again, so I don't want to. Why did I run away from the school where I taught? Of course, I want a different life, especially, I don't want a completely set life, no waves, too comfortable at a young age, and especially, I don't want to be a tool-like existence - to be a porter of knowledge that has not changed for a hundred years for the exam, my life should not be like this, if it is, it would be too sad! ”

"Pu Jia, you're right. I think so too. Hey. ”

As soon as Qin Wafan heard Bai Pujia's words, he was extremely happy in his heart, because he also had a deep understanding of these words. It shows that he and Pu Jia are not suitable for a too comfortable life, but he still has to admit that he feels that he is not as brave as her compared to Pu Jia.

When he first stepped into the city, he was honestly a little dizzy. The city was too big for him to be sure if he would be able to survive in it.

But now, the delicate woman who used to have a weak temperament like Lin Daiyu opposite him has survived in this city with tenacity, and she is still high-spirited and contented. This cannot but be said to be admirable.

"Hahaha, so, I finally understand, Vafan, why you and I have been in constant contact. So the reason is that you and I think so similarly, hahaha......"

Qin Wafan also learned to laugh when he looked at Bai Pujia, but it was not Zhang Lan's complete boldness, but coquettish boldness.

It's just that he didn't expect that he had been troubled by his failure to enter Bai Pujia's heart well, but here in Bai Pujia, it has become a kind of fate why he has always been able to keep in touch. It seems that different perspectives do think differently.

"And how did you come up with the idea to email me in the first place? I thought I hadn't heard from you for a year, you were, you were married and had children, and then I didn't think of contacting me. ”

Qin Wafan's heart at the beginning, or until now, he has always thought that the framework of life is not to go to school from a young age, grow up, get married, have children, go to work and raise children? Until today, he probably saw that here in Bai Pujia, life can have a different look.

"It's strange to say. I have indeed been busy with work, but at noon on the day a year later, I took a taxi on the way to work, looking at the sky outside through the car window, I still remember, the sky was very high, the clouds were very light, very white, I suddenly remembered the scene of us talking together in college, I remembered that I hadn't contacted you for a long time, I don't know how you are doing now? And all of a sudden, I had a panic in my heart, I was afraid of losing you, that feeling, it's hard to describe, it's possible, I just don't want to lose the beauty we had together in college, I want to keep those traces, and the best way to keep the traces is to continue the traces in the new day, even if it's a different way? As long as there is a message, you can do it! ”

When Bai Pujia said this, Qin Wafan's heart moistened. It seems that the real blue sky and white clouds are floating in her eyes and hearts with him.