Chapter 19: The Man Who Can't Be Forgotten
When Fang Xunyi was about to close the door, Wang Lun said again: "I want to ask, what's wrong with you and Xiao Ran?" Quarrelsome? Alas, you are generous, Xiao Ran is that kind of person, careless, heartless, accustomed to living a stable life, I haven't seen these big scenes, you adults have a lot. ”
Fang Xun recalled: "It's not like this, it's my fault, I shouldn't have mentioned his parents' case." ”
Wang Lun was stunned for a moment, and then said, "Oh, I know." ”
Fang Xunyi opened the door and let Wang Lun into the house, telling him the cause and effect.
After listening to this, Wang Lun said: "Xiao Ran became a policeman, completely influenced by me, as for whether he was investigating his parents' case, I didn't ask, I rarely mentioned this matter, it can be said that I almost didn't mention it, you don't know, that incident stimulated him very much, he was only eight years old at that time." ”
Fang Xunyi nodded and said, "I know." ”
In fact, Fang Xunyi didn't know, it should be said that he suspected that he had no feelings, after escaping from that village, after these decades, he had experienced too many things, so that in the end he was numb, he once got married impulsively, but because he had to hide the secret, he had to find an excuse to leave his wife, but because of reluctance, he secretly watched his beloved, watched her grow old, watched her become seriously ill, and watched her die.
One painful experience was enough, and just one was enough to numb him.
Numb to the end, Fang Xunyi knew very clearly that he had to get used to the life and death of the people around him, and he had to get used to separation and farewell.
Wang Lun said: "I don't know what happened when his parents died, but after his adoptive father died, I was there. At that time, he was about nine years old, and just like that, he sat there quietly, without holding a toy or anything in his hand, just standing like that, the kid was very strange, and when my colleague went to ask him, he still had a smile, just that kind of polite smile, and he seemed to know that the family education was very good. ”
At that time, Wang Lun's colleague An Yu was in charge of inquiring, and he asked for several hours, Wei Chiran was a child after all, and he couldn't sit still, so Wang Lun stepped forward and led Wei Chiran out to buy food, and when he finished eating, he took him back to the car to sleep for a while, until Wei Chiran woke up, Wang Lun stayed by his side.
After Wei Chiran woke up, he found that Wang Lun was still there, with surprise on his immature face, and then, Wei Chiran stuck to Wang Lun, and he followed Wang Lun wherever he went, still grabbing his cuff with one hand.
Wang Lun recalled this, and said: "I was probably enthusiastic for a while, so I proposed to adopt Wang Lun, at that time I was PW, I had a lot of authority, and I completed the formalities in one morning, and since then Wei Chiran has become my adopted son, but I didn't let him call me Dad, I asked him to call me Master." ”
Fang Xun was puzzled: "Why? ”
Wei Chiran said: "His biological parents are dead, his adoptive father is also dead, he can't actually call it, I know, I know this child, he once asked in those days, is it because of his reasons that this will lead to this?" He thinks more than ordinary children, and his father used to love to study feng shui numerology and the like, so he felt that he was not punishing his parents, so I offered to let him call me Master, in fact, it was the same, one day as a teacher and a father for life. ”
Fang Xun recalled: "I see, I know, thank you, Director." ”
Wang Lun smiled: "You're here again, don't be so polite." ”
When Wang Lun got up to leave, the cat rock candy in his arms poked his head to sniff Fang to find memories, and his eyes were also very vigilant.
Wang Lun handed over the rock candy: "I forgot to introduce you, this is called rock candy, and it also belongs to a part of the Northwest Police Department, it seems that it likes you very much." ”
But Bingtang seemed to be very afraid of Fang Xunyi, turned around and put his head under Wang Lun's armpit, still trembling all over.
Wang Lun was also very strange: "Rock candy is usually very fierce, and I don't know why I see you like this." ”
Fang Xunyi couldn't explain, so he had to smile reluctantly.
After Wang Lun left, Fang Xunyi knocked on Wei Chiran's door.
After Wei Chiran opened the door, he looked at Fang Xunyi and asked, "Sir Fang, do you have any advice?" ”
Fang Xun recalled: "I'll take you somewhere. ”
Wei Chi shook his head: "Don't go." ”
Fang Xun recalled: "This is an order. ”
Wei Chiran said: "It's better not to go, you can fire me." ”
Fang Xun recalled: "I won't fire you, I will let the above deduct your salary." ”
Wei Chiran immediately said: "You want my life, just a little money every month, okay, let's go, where are you going?" ”
Fang Xunyi didn't explain, and led Wei Chiran to drive for more than ten kilometers until he entered the eastern district of the Chinese Town, and Wei Chiran asked again: "Where are you going?" It's almost East End. ”
Wei Chiran said lightly: "Yongxiangyuan." ”
Yongxiang Garden? Wei was stunned for a moment: "Cemetery? What to do? ”
Fang Xunyi still didn't answer, and after arriving at the cemetery, Fang Xunyi bought a bouquet of flowers and led Wei Chi to a tombstone with a familiar car.
There is a picture of a woman on the tombstone, but it can be seen that it is an old photo, and the woman's head shape and dress look like the seventies and eighties of the last century.
"Gong Sisi?" Wei Chiran looked at the name on the tombstone, "Died in 1999, who is this?" Your former friends? ”
Fang Xun recalled: "This is my wife. ”
Wei Chi looked at Fang Xunyi in surprise: "Wife!?" Do you still have a wife? ”
Fang Xunyi squatted down and put the flower down: "Sisi, I'm sorry, I haven't had time to see you recently." ”
After finishing speaking, Fang Xunyi was silent for a long time and said: "I know, even if you go to another world, you won't forgive me, it's my fault, I should be brave to stay at that time, I'm sorry, I'm really sorry." ”
Wei Chiran watched Fang Xunyi get up, and Fang Xunyi said: "I met Sisi in San Francisco, USA, at that time, in order to make a living, and for my identity not to be easily discovered, I joined a gang in Chinatown, and I met Sisi in the gang. ”
Wei Chi nodded: "No wonder." ”
Fang Xunyi said lightly: "At that time, I just felt lonely and wanted to find someone to accompany me, I thought Sisi was like that, so the two of them were naturally together, but I didn't expect to find out later that she was serious, and I was completely trapped because of her seriousness, just like that, we lived peacefully for many years, until one day, Sisi suddenly asked me, she said, Huang Liang, how did you do it?" ”
Wei Chiran wondered: "Huang Liang? ”
Fang Xun recalled: "At that time, my name was Huang Liang, and I changed countless names. ”
Wei Chi nodded: "What does she mean when she asks how you did it?" ”
Fang Xun recalled: "She doesn't understand why, after five years, I have hardly changed, and I am still the same as before." ”
After Gong Sisi asked these words, Fang Xunyi immediately realized that his secret was about to be discovered, so late one night, Fang Xunyi secretly packed up his things and said goodbye.
Fang Xun recalled: "I went to a lot of places, in fact, all to make me forget the comfortable life in San Francisco in the past few years, let me forget Sisi, I will cause her trouble by her side, after a few years, I returned to Chinatown, one day when I was reading the newspaper, I happened to see a missing person revelation, the person who posted the search for the revelation is Sisi, and the person he is looking for is my ......."
When looking at the name "Huang Liang" on the missing person's revelation, Fang Xunyi realized that Sisi had never forgotten him, and had found Chinatown from San Francisco, because he had told Sisi before that he was born in Chinatown.
At that moment, Fang Xunyi felt an indescribable sadness, but more moved, after a night of entanglement, Fang Xunyi decided to go to Sisi, but when he walked outside Sisi's house, he saw Sisi and a man and two children laughing in the garden.
Fang Xunyi was stunned, standing there not knowing what to do, he inquired and made sure that Sisi had already started a family, that man was her husband, had two children, and lived an extremely happy life.
If that's the case, then why is she looking for herself?
Fang Xunyi flinched, he dismissed his previous decision, but his mind was still full of questions, so from that day on, he secretly observed Sisi in the dark.
Fang Xun recalled: "Actually, although I was disappointed at that time, I was also very happy, at least I knew that someone in this life took care of her for me and gave her happiness, and someone was helping me make up for my mistakes." ”
The lieutenant was silent for a long time, just looking at the photo on the tombstone.
Time flew by, and many years later, Gong Sisi became terminally ill and went to the hospital.
Fang Xunyi learned from the side that Gong Sisi's lifespan was less than a month, but over the years, Gong Sisi still insisted on searching for Huang Liang every week.
Until Gong Sisi fell ill, she couldn't do it herself, and her husband insisted on helping her get in the newspaper.
With doubts, Fang Xunyi finally sneaked into Gong Sisi's hospital room late at night, sat on the edge of her bed, and looked at her so quietly.
I don't know why, Gong Sisi, who was supposed to be in a coma, woke up, his face was full of surprise when he saw Fang Xunyi, and then tears burst out of his eyes.
Fang Xunyi subconsciously grabbed the wrinkled hand: "I'm sorry." ”
Gong Sisi said with tears in her eyes: "I knew it, I knew that sooner or later I would find you." ”
Fang Xunyi's emotions that he had been holding back for many years finally broke out, and he said with tears in his eyes: "I'm sorry, I'm really sorry." ”
Gong Sisi smiled: "I know, I know from the time I met you, you are a very special person, I also know that you left me for a hard time, I don't blame you, but I just want to find you, am I looking for someone to cause you trouble?" ”
Fang Xunyi shook his head and couldn't cry, he didn't expect that Gong Sisi was actually stronger than he imagined, and he had to understand things, and at this moment, he was still wondering if what he had done had caused him trouble.
Gong Sisi said again: "I can't do it anymore, I've been holding on, holding on to see you for the last time, now my wish is over, no more regrets, Ah Liang, although I don't know who you are or what you're going to do, I really love you, I really ......"
After Gong Sisi said this, his eyes finally closed.
Fang Xunyi felt that it was so painful to live for the first time that night, and it was even more painful to live and die all the time, he chose to commit suicide again, but he still came back to life.
Fang Xunyi looked at the tombstone and said, "That day, I knew that there were really people who could love only one person for the rest of their lives. ”