Including Chiba asking her to help take care of Yan Gui.

Including Chiba found that her condition was getting worse and worse, and many of her actions were unconscious, she couldn't control it at all, and the more she thought about it, the more pessimistic she became.

Even wanted to commit suicide several times, taking Yusheng and Yan back together.

She first entrusted Yan Gui to her care, and then she won the victory.

Later, she was admitted to a psychiatric hospital on her own.

Because she is afraid that one day, she will end the two most important people in her life with her own hands.

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She Yipei said a lot.

Why is he with Luo Yusheng, and why is there Luo Yan'an again.

Luo Yusheng did not betray Lin Qianye.

And neither did She Yipei.

But they have guilt.

Guilty is that Luo Yan'an's arrival was a drunken experience.

At that time, Lin Qianye's condition deteriorated very seriously, and Luo Yusheng's company and mental hospital had to run back and forth.

One day, Lin Qianye asked him not to come again and forced him to sign a divorce agreement, otherwise she would jump.

At that time, Luo Yusheng couldn't accept it, so in order to stop stimulating her, he signed.

But from then on, Luo Yusheng got drunk day by day and became more and more emaciated.

Lin Qianye didn't know, and would let her go to see Luo Yusheng when she was sober, for fear that something would happen to him.

That day, she saw him in the bar and had a few drinks with him, but later, something unexpected happened to them.

After getting drunk, he slept with her as Lin Qianye.

Once you won the lottery, you had Luo Yan'an.

She Yipei has had distress and heart-rending discomfort, that is, the discomfort of betraying his friends......

For a long time, She Yipei thought that he had done something wrong and did something sorry for Lin Qianye.

So it's a shame for Lin Qianye, and it's also for Luo Yangui.

And all along, she didn't dare to face Luo Yangui, after marrying Luo Yusheng, she would rather be criticized by all walks of life than come back with Luo Yan'an.

After finishing speaking, She Yipei got up and left.

Luo Yangui sat in his position for a long time and did not come back to his senses.

The night my mother died came to mind.

That night, she called his name clearly for a moment: "Yan Gui." ”

He knelt in front of the bed, took his mother's hand, approached her, and told her that he was there.

She seemed very uncomfortable and seemed to be relieved.

She coughed, but smiled again.

Then in a weak voice he said, "Don't hate your father. ”

The last time she said this sentence, Yan Gui, don't hate your father.

At that time, he had always thought that his mother was defending his father.

He always thought that his mother was too kind.

For so many years, my father never came to see my mother.

While his mother was dying, he was enjoying his family abroad.

Such a father, why don't you hate.

He didn't answer his mother for a long time.

But the mother had closed her eyes and left.

When she closed her eyes, the corners of her lips were raised, and her face was peaceful, and she couldn't see how much pain she felt.

Even, in retrospect, she was relieved.

Depression is a thousand, a hundred times more painful than imagined.

Some people don't see anything on the outside, just like being a good person.

But every time in the dead of night, when I am alone, I am so confused and depressed.

That kind of repression, it's like someone is strangling your neck, constantly tightening, tightening, and trying to strangle you to death.

All the thoughts that arise are pessimistic, ranging from sullen to grief-stricken, inferior, depressed, and even pessimistic and misanthropic, with suicidal attempts or behaviors, and even stupor.

Others may experience significant anxiety and motor agitation.

In severe cases, psychotic symptoms such as hallucinations and delusions may occur.