Chapter 165: Reconciliation
There seemed to be a softness in his heart, and the emperor stepped forward, resisted the urge to hug the former, and said with a tight breath:
"Lingxu, you...... What did you come back for? ”
Xie Lingxu's eyebrows frowned slightly, and his tone was quite awe-inspiring: "I know what happened." ”
The emperor's pupils shrank, and his heart couldn't help but be stunned...... How much ...... does she know?
"So, are all the rumors about you true? Kill the first emperor, and even say...... Persecution of the elder brother. Did you do all these things? ”
The scene of meeting the second prince in the abandoned mansion that day appeared in front of him, Xie Lingxu sighed, and now he realized that the situation of the former was probably inseparable from the emperor.
"I just want to know the truth if I ...... I can still believe you once. Is this charge of killing your father a false one, and are you creating a man to frame you? ”
Looking at the questioning gaze of the woman in front of him, the emperor was like a fish in his throat for a while, only to feel that at this moment, there seemed to be thousands of sharp blades cutting through his skin, hurting himself with thousands of holes. Her piercing eyes cut open her heart, wanting to reveal the sordid inside......
Faced with the truth, he was speechless, the emperor lowered his eyes, and now he had to respond to the questions of his predecessors in a bitter and hoarse voice: "It was I who did it-"
Murder of his own father...... imprisoned my brother ......, these great rebellions, sure enough...... It's all done by the emperor.
Is it really ruthless and unscrupulous?
Xie Lingxu's eyes were cold, and he looked away from the former...... I only feel that I still can't understand what he thinks in the end, and I can't see through the person in front of him, whether it is good or evil.
"You must think that I am disgusting."
The emperor's expression was gloomy, and he seemed to have an indescribable loneliness and sentimentality at the moment...... Knowing all this, she is afraid that she will avoid herself......
"Why? Just to sit on the throne? ”
Listening to her continue to ask questions without stopping, the emperor's eyes raised slightly, but he was a little at a loss:
"No, it's not just that, if you ...... I would like to believe it. ”
glanced at his predecessors lightly, only to feel that the emperor's expression seemed to be a little struggling and painful, as if he was struggling to break free from the shackles that trapped him, and confided in his long-buried thoughts-
"The world says that my mother died in childbirth, but I know it...... This is not the case. ”
Xie Lingxu was taken aback, and Fang listened to the former continue: "Mother secretly left a suicide note and hid it in her belongings, and I only found out five years after my mother's death. ”
Five years later...... Was the emperor only five years old at that time?
"After reading my mother's suicide note, I realized that my mother had taken her own life."
His mother's death was due to suicide......
Xie Lingxu was a little puzzled, secretly thinking about how many hidden secrets were hidden in this.
"When my mother married into the royal family, it was not her own will, it was the plan of the first emperor, and it can even be said that ...... It's persecution. ”
…… Thinking that the emperor coveted the beauty of the beauties, it is not surprising that relying on his high position and power makes these inferior methods.
"My mother already had a heart, but she was threatened with her life by the first emperor and imprisoned in the palace to not see the people she loved. Although I have never seen her, I heard that my mother has a strong nature, and she can't stand the life of intrigue in the harem. ”
"So, killing the first emperor and tampering with the holy decree is for revenge?"
The emperor seemed to smile bitterly: "Do you know, why did the emperor not treat me so much? ”
Xie Lingxu raised his eyes, and saw that the throat of the predecessor moved slightly, and a mocking look flashed in his eyes:
"Because he knows, I ...... Not his heirs at all. ”
Suddenly gasped, Xie Lingxu's back stiffened, and he was very surprised for a moment - it turned out that he actually had such a bumpy life experience.
"The children of others, how can the dignified son of heaven tolerate it! The first emperor hated me to the core, but he also regarded me as the only thought he had for his mother. After many years of pretending to be muddy, he was able to get the former emperor Panasonic to be vigilant and cold. Scold...... He didn't kill me back then, and he never expected that one day he would die at my hands and give his power and life together! ”
The past came to his heart, the emperor's eyes were split, and his emotions seemed to be a little excited, Xie Lingxu frowned slightly, thinking that the trauma in his heart was probably more painful than the words of the current understatement......
"Yes, the second prince was indeed imprisoned by me, but unfortunately he saw the scene of the first emperor, so I took him to find the wizard, I wanted to erase the memory of the second prince, but I didn't want to stimulate too much but it made him lose his mind and go crazy. Oh, now that I think about it, instead of making him a threat and a hidden danger to me, it is better to kill him at that time. ”
Xie Lingxu looked at the person in front of him indifferently, and saw that he struggled to squeeze out a dry smile:
"I'm scared, he......h, but I'm such a vicious person. If you're afraid, let's leave quickly, there is still a chance now, lest I regret it and entangle you again. ”
Seeing that there seemed to be something crystal in the former's eyes flickering slightly, Xie Lingxu's eyes were like torches, but he said a little angrily:
"Why, push me away when you are in danger, do you really see me as such a ruthless and unrighteous person?"
The emperor's shoulders trembled slightly, and he looked at the person in front of him in a daze: "You ......"
Xie Lingxu: "I'm not leaving, at least not now." ”
Seeing the expression of the woman in front of him, the emperor couldn't help but move his fingertips slightly, and his paranoid arrogance immediately weakened by half, wanting to teach her not to put herself in danger at this time, and drive her away from him, but when the decisive words came to his mouth, he couldn't help but soften:
"It's too dangerous right now, you still don't show up in the ...... these days I'm on my side. ”
Xie Lingxu: "What do you mean?" Are you going to leave everyone behind and fight alone? ”
"You don't have to worry about this matter, it's not safe here, you can go."
Looking at the former's gloomy expression, Xie Lingxu sighed and said sharply:
"Do you think I have to beg to save you with a shy face! I'll only ask once, you've figured it out, do you want me to help you, if you don't need it, I'll leave now. ”
There was a little warmth in his chest, and the emperor's body was tense, only to feel that this moment was suddenly like a dream, which made people happy, but it also made people worry...... She wanted to...... Do you face it with me?
Why can't our encounter be at the right time, when we first meet, we are deliberate, but when we meet again, there are crises, and the suffering and torture of you and me in this world are so endless......?
"I want to help you, if you don't appreciate it, I won't force it, I'm standing here now, you choose if you need me."
The emperor's eyes were shocked, only to feel that thousands of emotions suddenly broke the embankment at this time, and the hard barrier was finally attacked by the predecessors, revealing the most vulnerable corner of the inside...... Everything about her has never taught herself to be irresistible and difficult to give up.
Xie Lingxu's eyes were cold, and he looked directly at the person in front of him: "It's not that I can't do it by standing by, it's a big deal that I will leave the imperial city immediately, and I will never worry about these trivial matters from now on." So in the end, do you want me to stand on your side and carry this problem with you. ”
Her words rang in her ears, tearing apart the emperor's tough disguise...... At this moment, she can no longer hide what she really thinks in her heart, probably because she is selfish and paranoid, and she clearly knows that the current crisis is lurking, but she longs for her to be by her side at this moment, and she is willing to face it together. When it was safe, when it was dangerous, the woman in front of him was his own reliance, and she couldn't give up what she could say.
Xie Lingxu lowered his eyes gloomily, but he was suddenly grabbed by the emperor's wrist, the latter seemed to be unable to hold it back, releasing the fierce emotions in his heart, his pupils shrank, and he was a little throbbing for a while: "I want to, I never want to." I want you to be by my side, and I hold your hand at all times. ”
"But...... Knowing that what I have done has lost my conscience, are you willing to stay? Even in the face of rumors from the outside world, will you not leave behind? ”
was stabbed by the emperor's deep gaze, Xie Lingxu's eyes lowered slightly, and said indifferently: "Since I choose to help you, what does gossip have to do with me, my choice is just to seek peace in my heart." ”
Before the words fell, he felt that the emperor suddenly leaned over and hugged himself in his arms, and his body temperature instantly hit his body, making people breathe tightly.
"I only said I wanted to help you, and I didn't promise anything else, you don't have to ...... an inch"
Xie Lingxu broke free slightly, but he was hugged tighter by the person in front of him, only to feel that he buried his head deep in his neck, and the warm breath was immediately lightly spread on his skin:
"You're here, don't go."
…… The regret of the past pierced deep into my heart, and I was finally wiped out by the true feelings at this moment, and let myself see the precious Yunkai moonlight-
Since you have chosen me, don't let go, I have caught you, and I will not let you run away again......
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The twilight was gloomy, sweeping across the surrounding grass and trees. Walking to the Floating Dream Pavilion, Xie Lingxu's eyes were dark, and he hesitated a little, but he also clenched his fists and walked in.
Just about to knock on the door in front of him, he only heard the sound of conversation coming from his ears, Xie Lingxu's eyes moved slightly, and he leaned over the side of the door-
King You: "I just didn't expect that you actually had a secret connection with the emperor, but I mistook you." ”
"I did things for the emperor because he washed the Mu Mansion with blood and avenged the destruction of the door for me. He is my benefactor, and I should help him in all my senses. I know it's wrong to hide it from you, I just want you to ...... Don't blame me. Hu Yueyi's eyes were full of sadness, and she begged for the former's forgiveness with some trepidation.
"But do you know how many hurtful things he has done!"
King You's words were like a cold arrow, and he was caught off guard and inserted into the bottom of Xie Lingxu's heart, the latter's eyes were slightly focused, and his hand holding the door railing couldn't help but exert some force...... If King You is prejudiced against the emperor, then it is absolutely impossible for him to stand on his side, and it seems that if he comes to ask him for help today, I am afraid that he can only return in vain......
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