Chapter 702: Pang Ling's self-blame
'Black and white impermanence', this is the image of Xiao Hei and Xiao Bai after they appear in front of the world again, and at the same time, these two mysterious powerhouses really excited the citizens of Wings of Freedom, mainly because this title is relatively hanging, and the strength is extremely strong, the focus is handsome! If Chen Peng is willing, he can even make Xiao Hei and Xiao Bai debut in the C position......
Another week passed.
Chen Peng got the news that the plan was executed quite smoothly, Zhang Lang and Mu Xiaoyan had successfully dispersed the Dark Tide Elite into the Twelve Domains of the Dead Realm, and several spatial passages had already been discovered, and at this moment, they were sending people into the passages to find traces of the Blood God Sect.
The Fuyuki Fortress was peaceful, and no trace of the enemy was found for the time being.
But...... Some troubles have arisen in the Federation, because there are still many large cities occupied by zombies in the Federation, and the people of the Dark Tide are not limited in their actions, and it is even difficult to establish a temporary base, and after they are finally established, they are often inexplicably attacked by mutants and corpse tides, and sometimes they are attacked by a group of powerful awakened people, no need to guess to know, this should be the Luo family preparing for the early attack, if it weren't for the Dark Tide taking over the early warning system, maybe the Luo family would have entered the Federation at this time, Moments of crisis lurk within the federal borders!
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Today is the day when Chen Peng returns to the Federal Academy, he is still the 'Sage Descendant' in the eyes of ordinary awakened people, not the 'Sage himself', a student naturally has to focus on his studies, although he has now reached the peak of the seventh order, but in the records of the outside world, he is still the peak of the fifth order, and he does not plan to reveal his identity before the big war happens.
There is another reason for returning to the Federation this time, that is, the Luo family's actions are getting bigger and bigger, if the war starts, he is ready to join the battlefield as soon as possible, where countless bloody forces will be born, which will be of great benefit to his strength, after all, 2 billion points of bloody power can be promoted, and he only has 200 million points now, which is too far from 2 billion, and a war may be able to help him greatly improve, although it seems that some people in the Federation are not taken seriously, but there is no way, Who made the Luo family target the Federation instead of the Wings of Freedom.
On the underground train, Chen Peng's expression was slightly serious, he had to go to one place first when he returned to the Federation this time, that is, the HB-07 shelter, he should have gone a week ago, but because of Bai Xinghe's news, he delayed this matter, rubbing the diary belonging to Tan Ran in his hand, Chen Peng said softly, "How long is it?" ”
Pang Ling sat beside Chen Peng at this time, and after hearing the question, he echoed, "We are a special train, and it will take about 2 hours, very soon." ”
"Okay" Chen Peng nodded slightly, and then turned his head slightly to look at Pang Ling on the side.
At this time, Pang Ling no longer has the vigor of the year, nor does he have the so-called 'eldest sister demeanor', because of all kinds of things back then, Pang Ling has not completely forgiven himself until now, which Xu Yun and others often persuade Pang Ling, but unfortunately Pang Ling is a more axial person, and he has always regarded himself as a person who has atoned for his sins.
On this trip, because Xiaobai and Xiaohei needed to stay in the Wings of Freedom, Xiaoshuang quietly fell asleep again, so Pang Ling took the initiative to ask Ying to protect Chen Peng's safety, and there was nothing wrong with the strength of the eighth-order peak.
Chen Peng suddenly shook his head slightly at this time and said, "You don't need to be like this, your so-called sin has already been paid off after all these years of hard work." ”
Pang Ling was silent for a moment, and then said softly, "No, even now, every night I wake up in a nightmare, and the faces of those brothers and sisters flash in front of my eyes one by one, they are painful, sad, resentful, and unwilling...... If it wasn't for me, how could this have happened? It's all my fault......"
Chen Peng sighed, lit a cigarette casually, and handed Pang Ling another one, Pang Ling hesitated for a moment and took it, she smoked...... Since that incident, she has been smoking and drinking, just to numb herself, and later she has cultivated frantically to numb herself, but in the end, when she reached the peak of the eighth order, she realized that she could never forgive herself......
Chen Peng slowly exhaled a smoke ring at this time, and said softly, "There are many heroes in this world, those brothers and sisters who died back then, they are all heroes, and this Liu Xiaole who I am going to see now, a young genius, a young hero...... It is their honor, not anyone's sin, that they gave their lives for what they guarded. ”
Pang Ling was slightly silent and said, "But if it wasn't for my command mistake back then......"
Chen Peng interrupted, "No, you didn't make a mistake, you just made a choice, in fact...... In that case, whoever is in command does not know how to choose, and the choice is to accept the result of the choice, can you guarantee that if you don't choose that way, you can save the lives of those brothers and sisters? ”
Pang Ling was dumbfounded: "I...... Can't ......"
Chen Peng smiled faintly and continued, "I believe Xiao Yun has told you these words, but I still have to say that their sacrifice has nothing to do with you, although you were the commander at that time, everyone knew what was going on at that time, if they felt that you were sending them to death, do you think they would rush forward?" ”
After a pause, Chen Peng continued, "Believe me, it won't...... Although it hurts to say this, you no longer have absolute authority at that time, so the outcome of this matter is not something you can control, and if it is me who commands, they will eventually rush forward, you know? ”
Pang Ling nodded silently.
Chen Peng knew that a sincere exchange might not be able to open Pang Ling's heart knot, but after so many years, he had to say something, otherwise with Pang Ling's current state, this life might be spent in self-blame, how long is the lifespan of an eighth-order peak powerhouse? There's no way to know for sure now, but it's definitely a long, long time, and if Pang Ling is allowed to punish himself for such a long time, it is likely to create a terrible existence, a perverted madman in the end......
This is not alarmism, there are too many such people, self-punishment and self-blame are like balloons filled with poison gas, one day they will be burst, and then it will be too late!
Before that, Pang Ling's heart knot must be opened, not to mention that Pang Ling himself is not a bad person, he was just stubborn and self-serving, although he ...... It didn't turn out very well, but it won in the end, didn't it?
Pang Ling sighed at this time, "What you said earlier, Xiao Yun told me, she didn't want to stimulate me, so every word was considering my feelings, and the same was true for others, but ...... No one said anything to me about what you said later, I was ...... It's true...... Isn't there absolute command? ”
Chen Peng glanced at Pang Ling, and then smiled and said, "You don't, we don't have any, at that moment, everyone is dead, if you have to find a commander, the baby (Tina) at that time is the most qualified, because the death knights are our bargaining chips, and the death knights are the baby's subordinates." ”
Pang Ling was stunned, and then sighed, "But the baby only listens to you, so ...... You're the most qualified commander, and I was confident that it should be me. ”
Chen Peng smiled casually, "Who can change without fault, you have done a good job, since you can't recover what you have lost, you have to live well instead of the person who left, this is what you should do, face it bravely instead of hiding in the corner and blaming yourself, what do you say?" ”
Pang Ling was slightly silent, but there was a trace of wave in the godless eyes at this moment, and after a short time, Pang Ling said softly, "Thank you......"