Maybe An Huajin was silent for too long, Cui Zhuo's face darkened little by little, and his heart sank to the bottom.

After all, it was he who broke the silence and asked An Huajin, "Sister An doesn't want to accept me into the Nanyang Army?" Just because I ...... you"

He was three years older than An Huajin, and when he first fell in love with the little girl, it was the month when she stayed in the Cui family for the first year, and when he found out that he was attracted to her, it was the month of the third year she entered the Cui family.

At that time, he was just a teenager of fourteen or fifteen years, who was hit hard for a while, fell seriously ill, and then suppressed himself and dared not see her again.

On the contrary, she is a lively character, ignorant and unconscious, she really regards him as a brother of the family, in the Cui family, she regards him as a reliance that can take her out to play, he deliberately avoids it, when she comes to the door to beg, a pair of pure eyes, looking at him watery, being locked up and restrained by the pitiful rules, aggrieved look, how can he refuse?

So, while suppressing, he pretended to be the same as before, so that she would not see the clues.

He boasted of his amazing self-control, but he didn't expect that when he heard that she was going to Beijing to participate in the flower viewing banquet and Gu Qingyan was about to fulfill the marriage contract this year, he couldn't support it all of a sudden, and he fell seriously ill again.

The moment the doctor in the house said that "the eldest son is suffering from lovesickness", only he knew that it was useless to suppress it for many years.

After being ill for several months, he once felt that it was good to die like that, but he was reluctant to never see her again.

The news that Gu Qingqi was included in the Nanyang Army by her seemed to be his only light. So, at that moment, he said that he wanted to leave the Cui family and join the Nanyang Army.

His grandfather was furious, his grandmother sighed, and the disappointed eyes of the elders of the clan fell on him like pins and needles, and he felt like he was in the abyss, and he could barely raise his head under the pressure of the deep sea ice.

But in the end, his grandfather loved him and couldn't bear to let him regret it completely, so he promised him to come to Beijing.

Among them, he didn't want to say it, and he didn't want to burden the little girl he had loved for many years, but seeing her silent for too long, although there was no struggle on her face, the corners of her mouth still reflected her inner struggle, in the end, she still gave him a burden.

Love is a word for him, it is a sword piercing his heart, a boulder pressing on the top, a deep sea is exhausted, and the road ahead is barren, and for her, he is afraid of being a burden, he is helpless, he doesn't want it, he is retreating, he has known him since he was a child and can't bear to hurt him, but he doesn't know how, okay?

He didn't want to say it explicitly, but at this moment, he understood that he liked her, and she was afraid that she would know the news that she was sick.

In that case, why should he hide it anymore?

In his life, there is nothing more than the road left to go, and there is no way to turn around behind him.

The Cui family, the moment he stepped out of the door, had given up on him.

An Huajin is the most sensitive to people's breath and emotions, and when Cui Zhuo asked this sentence, her breath had gradually changed in her silence, becoming dim, not seeing the dimness of the day, and the light on her body seemed to have disappeared.

She suddenly had a feeling that Cui Zhuo was afraid that he had blocked all his retreats, if he didn't join the Nanyang Army, then he wouldn't go back to the Cui family, right?

She was shocked that he could do so much for her, so she opened her mouth to make her tone sound less dry, "Brother Zhuo, you...... When is it ......?"

"The third year you went to Cui's house, the day of the Double Ninth Festival." Cui Zhuo said softly.

An Huajin recalled vigorously, but she didn't recall the difference of that day, only vaguely remembered that when she climbed the height with a group of Cui family brothers and sisters, she pinched a wildflower on the side of the road, gave it to him with a smile, and said something? Brother Zhuo, flowers for the beauty.

She sighed, "I only found out last year. ”

Last year, it was her grandfather who said that he wouldn't let her go to Cui's house, and if he continued to go to Cui's house, he couldn't afford to compensate the Cui family's eldest grandson. Only then did she know that after so many years, such an incident had happened.

Cui Zhuo's fingers curled up, although the nails were smooth, but still pierced his palms for a while, he looked at An Huajin, for many years, he had always been a naughty and naughty little girl who was grinning calmly, and now this silence and deep struggle was the first time he had seen it.

He suddenly smiled, "Sister An, I heard Uncle Sun say that Master Gu treats you very well?" ”

"That's good."

Cui Zhuo looked at her, "I'll also meet Master Gu another day." ”

An Huajin didn't quite understand the meaning of Cui Zhuo's words, but she had never been a person who would be embarrassed for herself and others, and after struggling for so long, she had already made up her mind in her heart, so she raised her head and looked at him seriously and calmly, "Brother Zhuo, when you stepped out of Cui's house and came to Beijing, someone sent you out?" ”

Cui Zhuo's eyes moved slightly, as if he knew what he was asking, and shook his head, "Grandfather doesn't allow others to send me." ”

That's it, Cui family, give up on him.

An Huajin said with a clear gaze, "Three years ago, when I entered Beijing for the first time, when I met Gu Qingyan, I fell in love with him at first sight. Now that I'm getting along with him, I like it more and more, and I'm afraid I can only lose your love. Even so, Brother Zhuo, do you still want to join the Nanyang Army? ”

Cui Zhuo pursed his lips and smiled, like a bright light cut by lightning in the clouds, "If I tell Sister An truthfully, I have no way out, will you look down on me?" I am the sinner of the Cui family, and the Cui family has devoted all the best resources to teach me since I was a child, but I disappointed my grandfather and the Cui family. ”

An Huajin was silent.

Cui Zhuo smiled again, "I heard that His Majesty intends to cancel your marriage contract, and now he is thinking about it, and you and Lord Gu, in the past half a year, there has been no progress on the marriage, I'm afraid that you are also shirking?" ”

An Huajin also laughed, "Brother Zhuo is thousands of miles away, and the news of the capital is not closed. ”

Cui Zhuo's expression straightened, "Sister An doesn't like me, it's not your fault, I like you, and I don't think I'm wrong." In this world, although it is best for two people to be happy, but the couple is not successful, but fortunately, there is still ambition. I will wait for the day when you cancel the marriage contract, if you and Master Gu conclude a big marriage, I will bless you, if your marriage contract is canceled one day, then, with my heart for you, my affection for you, I hope Sister An will give me a chance. Aside from this, I have left Cui's house, and since I left the house, I have already thought about it, guarding the Nanyang Army and guarding the people of Dachu is your ambition since childhood, and I also want to be with you as my ambition. ”

Cui Zhuo paused, "Perhaps, since you were first sent into Cui's house by the old prince that year, when I got up early to ask An to see you in the courtyard of my grandmother's yard to practice martial arts, I listened to your words, it seems that my life is doomed." ”

Anhua Jin was moved.

Love can be cut off, but how can the ambition born because of her since childhood be cut off?

She was silent for a while, picked up the teacup, raised it to Cui Zhuo, and her eyes were clear, "Brother Zhuo, having you join the Nanyang Army is a blessing for the Nanyang Army and the people of Dachu." With your talent, for the Nanyang Army, when you put it, you are eager to find talents. You don't have to attend tomorrow's martial arts test, I'll answer you. ”

Perhaps, even His Majesty didn't expect that he connived at the courtiers to make a fuss, and wanted to take a look at the Nanyang Army, to see if the current ability of the An family, the old and the young, could get into a hole from her and open a gap for him to control the Nanyang Army, but, the Cui family jumped out of Cui Zhuo, who was cultivated with the strength of the clan, tomorrow, if he got the news, I am afraid that he would be shocked and unable to sit on the dragon chair.

Anything that makes it difficult for others to sleep day and night, especially Your Majesty, An Huajin can have a happy and happy night's sleep.

Therefore, even if Cui Zhuo has affection for her, but for the sake of Nanyang Army to get a rare talent, she can also happily agree.

Cui Zhuo was happy, when he came to An's old house, he was unsteady, nervous, desolate, and panicked, but now, it was a real surprise, he restrained his joy, his eyebrows and eyes were bent, revealing an elegant smile when he was young, picked up the teacup, and touched An Huajin, "In front of righteousness, Sister An is still the Sister An I know." ”

didn't retreat from him because of his children's affection, and didn't look down on him because he gave up his family.

The jade cups hit each other, the sound was pleasant, Cui Zhuo's heart earlier, and An Huajin's rare struggle, all dissipated into invisibility in this cup of tea, leaving only the sun Langlang.

An Huajin turned around and instructed Uncle Sun, who had been waiting at the door for a long time, "Uncle Sun, bring lunch up." ”

"Yes, little princess!"