Chapter Eighty-Nine

"Actually, I'm tired...... Actually, no one has been able to understand me...... Actually, I would love to find someone to talk to...... Sometimes I can be happy to talk to everyone, and sometimes I'm silent and don't like to talk, but no one knows it's just a disguise...... Even if there are a lot of things in my heart, I would rather hold it in my heart, not because I don't want to say it, but because I'm tired...... I can make myself happy, but I can't find a source of happiness and I just make myself giggle...... A man stands in front of the window smoking a cigarette and doesn't know what he's thinking...... I felt lonely and that's it......"

There are very few people who can talk to themselves, and there are very few people who can know what you want to say before you open your mouth......

I had a dream when I was young, and I traveled 800 miles to cross a thousand bridges.

Traveled 400 miles and crossed the Wubai Bridge. When I met her on the bridge, I had a dream in my heart, planted the sorrow in my heart, and counted the annual rings in her eyes. Now on his deathbed, the person who planted the flowers has become the person who looks at the flowers, and the person who looks at the flowers has become the person who buries the flowers...... do you think I look like the person who buries the flowers?

"Come on, be well-behaved, work hard, go farther, see more beautiful people and things, although the dark tide is turbulent ahead, but I will grow by storm." - To everyone who sees this comment

For a better person and a better self, you have to work hard.

"I seem to have seen you somewhere in my previous life, lovely and humble, and I could only hear your voice. I burrowed into the darkness of the night, leaving only one bright star. The beautiful story came too late, love is like a partition wall, but it is wrapped in a password, which is all related to you, when I opened the password I have watched it without feeling, I have persuaded myself to forget you, I seem to have seen you somewhere in this life. But I've forgotten about you......"

"Half I'm an actor, half I'm a kid, from the ugly guy with the mask on, to the gentleman with the top hat off. It's raining, but I actually think of you. I hope there will be an accident, you appear within a few miles of me, waiting for me to come home, like an accident. That winter, the snow was very deep, very serious, I know you know, you are my unfinished song in this life, so you are just right. ”

"Platonic love is unattainable after all, a past, an inextricable memory, when two people meet again, but because of the reality can no longer continue the edge, can only hide that feeling in the heart, and since then has become the most familiar stranger."

"In the next life, I want to live backwards, and the first step is to die and leave it behind. I opened my eyes in a nursing home and felt better day by day until I was too healthy to be kicked out. Start receiving a pension and then start working. 40 years later, young enough, and that familiar person, from the breakup, more and more affectionate, until the first meeting, look at each other and smile and then turn their heads. ”

"I understand those who take the initiative to give up their lives, because I occasionally have this idea, but I don't put it into practice, because I don't have the courage, because I still hesitate, because I still have concerns, so I don't have the courage to die, then try to live!"

Even if you are still breathing now, you have to take a big breath of fresh air, it is not easy to come to this trip, why leave in such a hurry?