Chapter 1058: Is It Really You?
"Is it really you......"
"It's me."
After Lei Linzhan entered the door, Su Li was able to confirm that the person in front of him, who was well protected, was Lei Linzhan.
And Lei Linzhan looked at the thin Su Li, and couldn't help but feel distressed.
As soon as they met, Lei Linzhan hugged Su Li into his arms.
How many days and nights of longing turned into a tight hug, and I was reluctant to let go for a long time.
Lei Linzhan thought that when he saw Su Li, he wouldn't know what to say.
Because now he really doesn't know how to face Su Li and how to solve the problem between them.
But when he really saw Su Li, Lei Linzhan, who had always been taciturn, found that he had a lot to say to her.
It's as if after enduring it for half a year, it all erupts at this moment.
"Su Li, do you miss me? Why did you get so skinny? Are you doing well in the United States? Will you blame me for not contacting you during this time......"
The crackling questions can't be stopped.
Is this boy who talks a lot still Lei Linzhan whom Su Li knows?
When Su Li heard this, he couldn't help but sour his nose and said, "I thought you, you never want to see me again......"
"Why, you don't know how much I want to see you."
Lei Linzhan let go of Su Li, gently stroked her hair and said, "It's just that I can't see you, I'm afraid that I miss you too much, and I can't work normally." Plus we're all very busy during this time...... I'm sorry, Surrey. I am the one who says I am separated, but I am the one who can't let you go...... It's me who hurt you......"
"It's okay."
Su Li reluctantly smiled, shook his head, and held Lei Linzhan's hand a little nervously and asked, "Then are you still blaming me?" Blame me for leaving you alone and insisting on studying abroad...... Do you still blame me for not loving you enough...... Will you blame me, blame me for not controlling myself, and see Yin Sizhe again......"
"I don't blame you, I blame only myself."
Lei Linzhan took her hand and walked to the sofa and sat down.
Facing Su Li, who was haggard, he looked distressed, "You want to study abroad, it's a very good choice." It's just that I'm too selfish and want you to be by my side all the time. However, I chose a different path from others, and I had to bear what I had lost. Since I choose to be a singer, I can't be by your side all the time, and I can't fall in love like I'm transforming. ”
After a pause, Lei Linzhan said all the hidden thoughts in his heart.
"I have never been able to accept this status quo, blindly asking you to change for me, but you have never asked me. Su Li, I'm sorry, I'm really sorry...... I've been like a selfish bastard for the past few months, never thinking about your feelings......"
If it weren't for Yin Sizhe's appearance, Lei Linzhan might still be like this.
In dealing with feelings, Lei Linzhan really did not do a good job.
He shouldn't be so selfish, he only asks Su Li to pay, but he doesn't pay for Su Li.
Fortunately, now Lei Linzhan has woken up.
His heart has gradually been relieved.
Lei Linzhan figured out what he wanted.
Letting go of everything, the current Lei Linzhan hugged Su Li and felt the happiness he had not seen for a long time.
It's just that Su Li has become so skinny, which makes Lei Linzhan a little unacceptable.
"Su Li, you've become too thin, I like you to be a little fatter."
Lei Linzhan dotingly sorted out Su Li's bangs, "Promise me that you will eat well in the future and take good care of yourself." ”
"Hmm."