Mu Zixiao didn't understand why Shangguan Jingyu was so good to her?

Is it because I like it?

If it's because he likes it, then Shangguan Jingyu's feelings are too rich.

Frankly speaking, she had a time when she was tempted by Shangguan Jingyu, but those ignorant temptations were far from enough to shake her determination to protect herself.

I don't know why, she always looks forward to and resists something as emotional as love.

She had been tempted, fantasized, and even wanted to get it.

But I'm really not sure that this kind of feeling can really happen to me.

In real life, most couples barely feel suitable, so they get together and spend the second half of their lives slowly.

is like Mu Zhennan and his mother, they have maintained a family marriage for decades, and they respect each other on the surface, and they are happy in front of her.

However, in fact, their marital relationship is far from this, in their precarious and crumbling relationship, they get along every day like walking on thin ice, extremely uncomfortable, and unhappy with each other.

They got along in order to take into account her emotions as a daughter, and they wasted most of their lives with each other, in addition to killing the years, they also wasted a lifetime of emotions.

In the past, when she was young, she would often see her mother sitting alone by the window, quietly distracted.

At that time, with the sunset, my mother sat in front of the window, the breeze gently blew the corners of her skirt, and the glow of the sky also dyed her with a layer of warm light.

Mother sat there quietly, looking far, far away, her gaze was calm.

The whole person fell into a very quiet environment, so beautiful that it was like a painting, and people were reluctant to come forward to disturb it.

Once, she thought that her mother's distraction was a loss of real life.

However, when Mu Zixiao met Chu Yingrou, she finally understood that what her mother was sad about was the hopelessness of life.

No more expectation, no more sadness.

I heard that my mother used to have a beloved, but because of my grandfather's obstruction, my mother did not succeed in being with her beloved, and finally obeyed my grandfather's wishes and was with Mu Zhennan.

And the same is true of Mu Zhennan.

Father, mother, the two most important people in her life, should be regarded as the most perfect person by her, but they do not have the most complete love.

What they choose is an adaptation that succumbs to fate, a kind of cold and silent but long-lasting companionship.

The mother chose a kind of arrogance to maintain her self-esteem, and never bowed her head because of love.

In the mother, time seems to be static, but also eternal, resistible, and the most draining of the mind.

And Mu Zhennan, as a father, he will always miss the white moonlight.

Chu Yingrou seems to play the role of the one who always chooses to wait.

But it is an existence that will always be out of reach in Mu Zhennan's heart.

Chu Yingrou occupies the most important position in Mu Zhennan's heart, and is even much higher than her mother.

It seems that in addition to her mother, Chu Yingrou can really become a spiritual love with Mu Zhennan.

The mother won Mu Zhennan's nominal time.

But what Chu Yingrou got was a complete love between them.

Therefore, sometimes Mu Zixiao is also very confused, what the so-called expected love should look like.

Since she grew up, there have indeed been many suitors, but for some reason, she doesn't feel like she wants to be with him.

In Mu Zixiao's view, love is indeed beautiful, but it is also too risky.

It's like a gamble, once you play it, everything is out of control.

My friend Minnana once said that the relationship between men and women first begins with appearance, which is a habit inherited from ancestors for a long time.

However, she has fantasized about her future life, but she doesn't know how her partner should imagine it.

Later, she also met Shangguan Rui, not to mention, she didn't dare to compliment his attitude towards feelings.

Indeed, in the face of Shangguan Rui, she repeatedly refused, because in addition to Shangguan Rui's cynical attitude towards feelings, it was her own rejection.

Every time she saw Shangguan Rui, she was seriously rejected, as if every skin cell in her body was reminding and telling her that this person was far from being able to give her the love she wanted, nor could he promise the future life she wanted.

So, she never allowed herself to take this step.

All she saw was the love that others talked about, but she didn't know what love really looked like.

Now, Shangguan Jingyu is indeed very good to her, so good that it makes her heart move, so good that it makes her doubt, but it is not enough to change her initial determination.

Perhaps, she was once flustered because of the affectionate words that Shangguan Jingyu said.

However, she also has to recognize the facts, with Shangguan Rui's relationship, Shangguan Jingyu will not be the right person.

Because the previous procedures were handed over to assistant Lin Mo in advance to deal with, after Shangguan Jingyu agreed to Mu Zixiao leaving the hospital, the two only needed to clean up briefly, after all, it didn't take long to enter the hospital.

After Mu Zixiao woke up, she had her own ability to act.

As soon as he changed out of his hospital gown from the bathroom in the ward and came out of the bathroom, Mu Zixiao saw Shangguan Jingyu waiting against the light on the side.

It's just that at this time, Shangguan Jingyu was carrying his back.

And, looking at it from her point of view, she could see some of Shangguan Jingyu's side face, and she felt a little familiar somehow, as if she had seen it somewhere.

The image flashed in front of her eyes, so fast that she didn't have time to capture it, but she felt that her heart was full of anticipation and loss.

This intense, diametrically opposed emotions entangled, began to collide in the bottom of her heart.

The hand holding the handrail of the bathroom door couldn't help but tighten, it was really strange, why did my head suddenly hurt a little again!

It's no wonder that Shangguan Jingyu asked her if she had frequent headaches in the past, and recently, the frequency of her headaches is indeed quite high.

However, if you calculate the time, there is still some time before going to Dr. Nie Chen's psychological clinic.

Mu Zixiao reached out and rubbed her temples to relieve her pain a little.

What the hell is going on!

"What's wrong?"

Shangguan Jingyu heard a voice behind him, and when he turned around, he saw Mu Zixiao holding the bathroom door, with a tightly knit look on her eyebrows.

stepped forward quickly, stretched out his arm in time to help Mu Zixiao, he clenched Mu Zixiao's wrist, and dragged her into his arms, looking at Mu Zixiao's face pale, rubbing her temples again, her face also became bad, and the strength of holding her couldn't help but tighten, and asked, "My head starts to hurt again?" ”

Mu Zixiao shook her head slowly, and said firmly, "...... No...... I'm fine. ”

The smell of a mature man in him pierced through the tip of his nose and into her bone marrow.

Mu Zixiao slowly allowed herself to stand on her heels, and only said, "Maybe, as soon as I opened the bathroom door, the sunlight outside was too bright, so I was a little uncomfortable with the darkness in front of me." It's okay. ”

Shangguan Jingyu looked at Mu Zixiao's drooping eyes and said, "If you feel uncomfortable in your head, remember to tell me." ”

This kind of care is very warm, so warm that her heart becomes soft and easy to be attacked.

Mu Zixiao widened the distance between her and him, she tried her best to restrain her breath, and said in a low voice, "Okay." ”

At this time, Shangguan Jingyu's mobile phone suddenly rang, breaking the silence in the ward.

Looking down at the name on the screen, it turned out to be Little Peanut, Shangguan Jingyu naturally answered the phone, but before he could speak, Little Peanut's voice on the other end of the phone had already come out, "Dad, are you working overtime in the company now?" Why haven't you returned home yet? ”

"Moreover, Aunt Mu Mu is not at home." Of course, this is the most important point.

Xiao Peanut's tone of voice was very resentful, and even Shangguan Jingyu on the other end of the phone could imagine Xiao Peanut holding the mobile phone, pouting and frowning and talking to himself.

"Nope." Shangguan Jingyu slightly rubbed his tired eyebrows and said, "Dad and Aunt Mu Mu are in the hospital, and they will go back later." ”

"What? Aunt Mu Mu in the hospital? Dad, is Aunt Mu Mu injured? Is it serious? Peanuts can be given to Aunt Mu Mu 'hoo'! ”

Little Peanut was originally at home waiting for Mu Zixiao to come back, Zhang Lan accompanied him to the house next door and repeatedly rang the doorbell several times, but no one opened the door, so he reluctantly went back to wait, Zhang Lan told him that maybe Mu Zixiao was not at home, and he had been calming his emotions.

Now that he is talking to Shangguan Jingyu on the phone, when he hears Shangguan Jingyu and Mu Zixiao together, of course he will cheer up his spirits!

The most important thing is that he heard from the mouth of 'Dad' that 'Dad' and 'Aunt Mumu' were in the hospital, and in his world, the hospital was a place where injections would be given, and every time he went to the hospital, there would be some nurses and doctors around him, who would give him injections and give him medicine.

Although he can't shed tears as a boy, he really still feels pain, especially when he takes the medicine in his mouth, it is still so bitter, so Xiao Peanut's intuition is that the hospital is not a good place.

He thought, 'Aunt Mumu' is sick in the hospital and needs injections and medicine, so when 'Aunt Mumu' comes back, he must give 'Aunt Mumu' a call.

Mu Zixiao was standing next to Shangguan Jingyu, not to mention that Shangguan Jingyu had no intention of avoiding it at all when he answered Xiao Peanut's call, so the conversation between their father and son clearly fell into Mu Zixiao's ears.

I didn't expect Little Peanut to miss her so much, she still missed Little Peanut all the time!

Now when she hears Little Peanut greeting herself with such concern, her heart is like a piece of honey.

"You stay at home, listen to Auntie, and we'll go back in a while."

After speaking, Shangguan Jingyu hung up the phone directly.

He can really see it now, this son who has been raised for so many years is now completely glued to the little woman next to him.

When facing himself, Little Peanut didn't have so many greetings!

Before Mu Zixiao could say a word to Xiao Peanut, she watched Shangguan Jingyu hang up the phone, and finally could only swallow the words that came to her mouth.