Time flies quickly, and in a blink of an eye, Zhou Minggao and Shen Yuanyuan are about to start school. Before leaving J Province, Shen Yuanyuan went to Zhou Minggao's house to eat again, this time she was not as nervous as before, and she could deal with all kinds of problems thrown by Cao Yun. In the end, Cao Yun insisted on giving her a red envelope, but she still refused.

After packing their luggage and bidding farewell to Zhou Weihai and them, Zhou Minggao and Shen Yuanyuan took the high-speed rail back to Province A.

On the high-speed rail, Shen Yuanyuan received a message from Li Xinyuan.

"There's something urgent, you're going back today, right?"

Shen Yuan tilted her head as she looked at what she said urgently, and Zhou Minggao was attracted to attention and asked her what she was looking at.

"Xinyuan said that there was an emergency, I don't know what it will be." Shen Yuanyuan replied to Li Xinyuan by typing as he spoke.

"Probably Zhang Yue's business again."

Shen Yuan didn't speak, turned his head to look out the window.

Instead of shielding Zhang Yue, she chose to stand in the camp of justice and morality, but after all, she used to be a good friend, and he taught her a lot of singing and composition skills outside the classroom, and she always had friendship and teacher-student love for him in her heart. It's okay to be honest, but she still doesn't really want to speak out to slander him. Even, she is still looking forward to a turning point.

- But where did the turning point come from? Zhang Yue deleted their contact information, doesn't it just show that his heart is weak.

Thinking too pretentiously, Shen Yuanyuan didn't even notice that the snack seller was pushing the cart past. Until Zhou Minggao patted her on the shoulder, handed her a bucket of popcorn, and said, "Have some snacks." She came back to her senses and took it silently.

The popcorn is sweet, but it doesn't taste much in her mouth.

After returning to Province A, Zhou Minggao and Shen Yuanyuan went out to see Li Xinyuan after settling their luggage. She didn't seem to be in as good shape as before, and when she saw them coming, the first thing she said was, "I'm not going to continue to report on Zhang Yue's affairs." ”

Shen Yuan was shocked in his heart - is there really any twist?

"What's wrong?" Different from Shen Yuan's surprise, Zhou Minggao was still very calm, and asked in a calm tone, "Is there any new solution, have you met and talked about it?" ”

"Well...... "I met his wife just the other day. It was she who asked me out, and she begged me to let Zhang Yue go, saying that if I did this, it would ruin his music dream. I was angry, I didn't understand what other dreams he had, and I didn't understand why she had to cover him up until this point. Then she told me a lot about their old days, and she said that Zhang Yue was not that kind of person in the first place, and it was reality that made him change. At this point, she sighed, "But I don't think I'm an outsider to pay for their joys and sorrows, I rejected her, I said I'd still do what I wanted." ”

"And then? Why did you change your mind now? Shen asked in a curling voice.

"Because, that sister, that is, Zhang Yue's wife, committed suicide yesterday, causing quite a stir. After she committed suicide, Zhang Yue took the initiative to accept an interview, talked a lot about them, and admitted her mistakes. After doing this, he asked me to meet and apologized to me. I felt bad and didn't feel like a winner. I wondered if things would have been different if I had been a little more gentle with that sister. I wondered again if I could fight back against Zhang Yue so chicly because I had never loved him like his wife. ”

Shen was silent.

Zhou Minggao said, "But it's not your fault. As for whether you love or not, it can only be said that you didn't really fall in love with him, it was your luck. ”

"Maybe." Li Xinyuan smiled, but his eyes were dark. "I suddenly felt that I was still young, and there were many things that I couldn't understand, and I had already encountered them."

Bidding farewell to Li Xinyuan, Zhou Minggao and Shen Yuanyuan looked at Zhang Yue's interview from the Internet. He said that he regretted it, and also said the reason why he kept cheating on little girls - looking for inspiration for creation. He said that he and his wife had been together for too long, and they were so familiar that they seemed to be alone, so there was no passion for many times, and that was not what he wanted. But now, he regrets it.

Zhou Minggao could see that Shen Yuanhuan's mood had been relatively low since she had just started, and after thinking about it, he still asked her, "Are you okay?" ”

She replied, "You said that two people have experienced many things together, is it a good thing or a bad thing?" ”

"It's not something that can be judged by good or bad." Zhou Minggao said, "Don't start to suspect anything because of this matter, this matter is obviously Zhang Yue's own problem, and it can't explain what the essence of something is." ”

"But there are a lot of people who make the same mistakes. Why do you get tired of being together for a long time, why don't you take the sincerity of a little girl like Xinyuan seriously, I can't figure it out. What exactly do you say love is? ”

After saying this, Shen Yuan turned his head to look at Zhou Minggao and found that he was also looking at her. His gaze was very gentle, as if there was warmth in his eyes that could melt the ice and snow all winter, and staring at her was a little excited, and she suddenly forgot what she was saying and thinking.

So what exactly is love?

Everyone's love is so different.

Everyone can fall into a different vortex, but the name of that vortex was called "love" in the beginning. Even so, do you have to muster up the courage to love?

"Let's not mention Zhang Yue, let's just talk about me. When I was with Wang Yina, no matter how unreasonable she did and how difficult it was for me to ask, I agreed, I thought it was love. Later, I realized that it was just my self-touching, and I was telling myself that I still loved her by giving, but in fact my love had long been consumed. Because of her, I learned what kind of feeling is not love.

The year I first met you in 2019 found a heartbeat that I hadn't found for a long, long time. In the second year of 2019, I was also attracted to you, and now, it is still the same. I don't know what love is, but I know that I like you in these few encounters at different times and in different ways. Because of you, I know what kind of feeling is love, but if I had to say that feeling, I wouldn't be able to tell—maybe love itself is so inexplicable. ”

"But I haven't experienced the two years of 2019 you mentioned." Shen Yuanyuan said what he had always thought, "Many times I have been thinking, you liked me from the beginning because you came back with me, but because of your backtracking, in fact, that 'me' no longer exists, and those memories are not true, so is your liking still valid?" ”

"Going around and around, are you solving a math proof problem?" Zhou Minggao reached out and rubbed her head, "Don't get entangled anymore, the more you talk, the more chaotic it becomes." Anyway, what I like is that you are calm, no matter how many times you do it again, it will not change. ”

"Don't do it all over again." Shen Yuan looked up at the sky, as if he still had the second half of a sentence to say, but in the end he chose to be silent.