Chapter 653 only touched himself
If it weren't for the look in Zhong Chengzhi's eyes, his tightly clenched hands, and his constantly undulating chest, Zhou Yuchun would almost believe that Zhong Chengzhi's words were sincere.
This dog man, it's all this time, and his mouth is still so hard.
And at this moment, Zhou Yuchun's one percent of doubts were dispelled, she didn't suspect that Zhong Chengzhi mailed her the iron box.
But seeing the scene in front of her, she knew that Zhong Chengzhi would not do this, if he could do this, he would have done it earlier, and he would not wait until this time, he now wished that she and his daughter would never appear in front of him.
Zhong Chengzhi hoped that he would die quietly, so that he could seem to repay the debt he owed.
But how could she let this dog man die in peace, even if he died, she wouldn't let him look away.
After checking his expression again, looking up at the hanging nutrient solution, Zhou Yuchun simply sat down, her face was gloomy, her expression was full of gloom, and her words were equally mean and indifferent: "It's good if you're happy, but what does it have to do with me whether you're happy or not?" I just want to be happy, I brought my children here to see what you are like now, they all say that good and evil will be rewarded in the end, it seems that you must have done a lot of evil things, otherwise how can there be such retribution, God can be regarded as long-eyed......"
Speaking of this, as if he remembered something, Zhou Yuchun's face became very painful, and his voice became even more cold: "Zhong Chengzhi, I think this is really retribution, if it wasn't for what you did back then, our sons would be sixteen years old now......"
Suddenly, Zhong Chengzhi's expression changed greatly, his throat was like pulling a bellows, son, yes, not only does he have a lovely and beautiful daughter, he should also have a lively son.
"This is really retribution, you owe him a life, and you will have to pay it back soon......"
Speaking of this, Zhou Yuchun's voice was already crying, after so many years, she thought that she no longer hated or complained, but when it came to the matter, she found that she was still hating and resenting.
All her misfortunes were brought about by the man in front of her, how could she not hate him? If it weren't for him, her son would have been in high school by now, and he would definitely be a sunny and handsome little teenager.
It's a pity that he didn't even see the sunshine of the world, so he died in her belly, she was an incompetent mother, and Zhong Chengzhi was a vicious father who thought he was righteous, but was actually selfish and cold.
Zhong Chengzhi's tears rolled down.
That was the pain he couldn't mention, everything was chaotic at that time, many things were in an uncontrollable state, his family including the Zhou family, plus there was such a big event at that time, everything became uncontrollable and irretrievable.
At that time, he wanted to explain, but he was taken away without even seeing Yuchun's face, and then he was forced to labor for three years, and after he came out, it was too late to explain anything, and the longer it was, the more he couldn't say anything, and he didn't dare to mention it.
This incident is a scar for Zhou Yuchun, even their daughter doesn't know, I remember that as long as I mentioned it, Zhou Yuchun would fall into a state of madness, which was very terrible, so everyone buried this matter completely.
He thought that Zhou Yuchun had forgotten it, but he didn't expect her to remember it, and now what did he do to comfort her?
His lips trembled, and his voice choked into sentences: "Chun'er Chun'er, it's all my fault that I should die, you see that God has retributed me, I will die immediately, I will pay for our son's life, don't cry, it's me who should go to hell, you and your daughter live well, if there is an afterlife, I will definitely be a cow and a horse to compensate you......"
Zhou Yuchun raised his head suddenly, his eyes were scarlet, and his face was already full of tears.
She stared at Zhong Chengzhi viciously.
Look at his emaciated face full of tears, watch his tears trickle down his sideburns and gray hair.
He is only in his forties this year, and his hair is already more than half gray.
He's always been so self-righteous, doing things he doesn't think there's anything wrong with him, and then he's never been at ease.
Why did he bother? It's self-inflicted.
Zhou Yuchun's voice was cold, almost gritting his teeth: "Zhong Chengzhi, if you want to die, how can it be so easy, you have surgery, live well, live one more year, you have to use this year to atone for your sins, people say that in fact, living is the hardest, dying is the easiest, you don't know anything when you close your eyes, so you can't die so easily, you have to live, you have to live well, live to atone for your sins, hear no!" ”
Then she stretched out her hand, she had a handkerchief in her hand, and she wiped away the tears on Zhong Chengzhi's face gently, and said with disgust: "Look at the difference between you and that sixty or seventy-year-old man now." ”
Although the voice is very disgusting, it is very hoarse and choked.
Zhong Chengzhi couldn't say anything, his throat seemed to be blocked with a ball of cotton, he really wanted to faint like this, but he was holding on just now, and at this time he didn't hold on, but he woke up again.
Is this God's punishment for him?
Zhong Chengzhi finally closed his eyes, and two lines of tears flowed out of the corners of his eyes and flowed into the gray hair of his sideburns again.
At this moment, he knew that he was wrong, he was very wrong, everything he thought he had done was not worth mentioning at all, he felt quite moved, but no one could be moved except himself, but it would become a joke for others.
What has he done for so many years, maybe his three comrades-in-arms don't want him to be like this, he has had a rough and bumpy life in this half of his life, and there has never been a day when he feels very clear in his mind like just now.
But he didn't dare to open his eyes, and he couldn't open them.
He was worried that if he opened his eyes and found that all this was just his fantasy, a dream, then he might as well never wake up.
At this moment, Zhou Yuchun's familiar and slightly hoarse voice sounded beside him.
"You still don't want Yiyi to come in now, that kid is not familiar with you, you stay here, the younger brother is discussing the operation plan with the doctor, even if there is only five percent hope, we have to give it a try, I also hope that you can take what I just said to heart, and you have to work hard for this five percent hope."
Zhong Chengzhi just closed his eyes and didn't move.
It's just that from his clenched hands and frowning brows, it can be seen that he is not calm at all.