Volume 1 No. 263 The man is a martyr, and the father is soft
The eyebrows, which had been a little loose, furrowed again, and there was no moment of relaxation, and then he said, "At that time, I decided to have surgery, and although I was sure that it would be successful, I was still fully prepared just in case. I was worried that I would suddenly die one day, and I didn't want Xiaoxiao to be alone. Previously, seeing that Shangguan Rui was enthusiastic about Xiaoxiao, even though I was dissatisfied with him, I still agreed to this marriage. ”
However, since he woke up, he has seen more and more news, which is overturning his previous judgment.
Shangguan Rui's temperament is uncertain, and he is not stable enough, even if he has the support of the Shangguan family behind him, it is not enough to become a suitable partner for Mu Zixiao.
Chu Yingrou listened to his words and thought to herself, fortunately, Mu Zhennan didn't know about Shangguan Rui seriously injuring Mu Zixiao to the point of hospitalization. If he knew about this, I am afraid that Mu Zhennan would have more prejudices against Shangguan Rui.
It's just that Mu Zhennan is now blindly trying to get rid of the relationship with the Shangguan family...... She was only afraid that Mu Zixiao would be embarrassed.
Young people can't hide their love for each other in their eyes.
Mu Zixiao's eyes showed a little affection for Shangguan Jingyu. Shangguan Jingyu is not like this!
Thinking of this, she spoke again, "Zhennan, I can understand your feelings. With a gentle smile on her lips, her slightly lowered gaze hid the bitterness rolled up in her memories, as if she sighed, and said with emotion, "But, Zhennan, in our life, there are too many regrets left when we were young." ”
The young faces have been sculpted day by day over the years, making them change from the teenagers they once were to what they are today.
There is no way to repeat the time that has passed, and there is no way to repay the damage that has been carved.
Even if I didn't want to, everything was pushed to this point in the dark.
Mu Zhennan's eyes fell on her, but he didn't expect her to say this suddenly.
In their youth, their feelings were interfered with by their parents, although they embraced new ideas and advocated free love. But how many people are truly free to fall in love and have been fulfilled?
If Qin Wan and Mu Zhennan's parents didn't firmly believe that this was the most beautiful and suitable marriage, they would not have wasted most of their lives.
The tenderness in Chu Yingrou's eyes swept through the long and obscure memories, and in the end, it turned into a bitter but containing thousands of smiles at the corner of her lips, her tone was as gentle as the gurgling water in the mountains, and her voice was transmitted to his ears, "The beloved son of parents will have far-reaching plans for him." How could our parents not be like that in the first place? ”
“……”
As a parent, they are born to protect their children, and they don't want their children's future road to be thorny and bumpy, so they always do everything they can to find the best way out for their children.
In the eyes of parents, in the eyes of the world, and in the eyes of others, the meaning of the two words "feelings" is always different.
But only those who are really in it can feel it.
When he was young, he was enthusiastic, enthusiastic, full of sincerity, fearlessly pursuing what he loved, deviating from the world's vision and deviating from the dogma of his parents.
However, these are not what parents value, what parents value is background, identity, and the way forward, the more they consider, the deeper they are. It's a pity that often the way out chosen by parents is not necessarily what their children want.
Hearing Chu Yingrou's words, Mu Zhennan came to his senses.
Indeed, if it weren't for following his parents' wishful thinking at the beginning, he wouldn't have missed so many years with Chu Yingrou, and Qin Wan wouldn't have died depressed......
Yes, she was originally thinking about all this for Mu Zixiao wholeheartedly, but she forgot to ask her if this was what she wanted.
Even back then, he resented it more than once, could it be ...... Now all this is going to be repeated in a new generation?
If it weren't for the decision of their parents, it might have ...... Between her, Qin Wan, and Mu Zhennan, it will not be this step.
The past cannot be recalled, and there is still room for the future.
"I'm worried that the entanglement between their young people will have an impact on Xiaoxiao in the future." The grievances and disputes between wealthy families are not visible to the naked eye, and only those who are in them can feel how many turbulent waves are hidden in them. His eyes carried the stability deposited in the years, "Xiaoxiao is still young, I don't want her to make the wrong choice because of a moment of confusion, she still has a long life in the future, and she can meet more and better people." ”
The love of youth is sincere, but it is also easy to turn into a passing cloud.
Knowing that there was a difficult road ahead, he naturally didn't want his daughter to set foot on such a destination.
"I see what you mean." Chu Yingrou looked at him with a smile, and there seemed to be a touch of resentment in her words, "However, what you are worried about is not also your wishful thinking, you haven't always asked Zixiao's opinion." No wonder Zixiao often says that you are an old-fashioned person. ”
Mu Zhennan looked at her and held her hand.
Holding hands together, the warmth in my heart is constantly spreading.
Mu Zhennan thought of Mu Zixiao, his eyes gathered more and more peace, and suddenly thought that when he picked up Mu Zixiao for the first time in the hospital, she was lying in swaddling clothes, soft, small, her skin was pink, like a cotton ball, even when she cried, her eyes were so cute.
Such a weak child lay in his arms, but his whole heart melted. The sense of guardianship that was born spontaneously as a father was all revealed when he saw Mu Zixiao.
Women are weak, but mothers are strong.
Men are fierce, and fathers are soft.
Time flies so quickly in a flash, everything has become a passing cloud, thinking of this, Mu Zhennan can't help but have a faint smile on his body, "From a female doll lying so small in the crook of my arm, to such a slim big girl now, I always feel that I give her too little, and I always try my best to give her more and do more for her." ”
Mu Zhennan thought of Mu Zixiao's desire to speak a few times, and thought that he really interfered too much with them, he couldn't help but feel a little anxious, and asked uneasily, "Could it be that I want to let go of the matter between them?" ”
frowned and thought about it, and felt that he might not be able to do this!
How could he not worry about his daughter's lifelong events.
Chu Yingrou saw his tangled look, and opened her mouth to comfort him, "Zixiao is not a little girl without opinions, I think it's better for her to decide this matter!" ”
Mu Zhennan Xu felt that there was some truth in her words, and after a short period of contemplation, she made a new decision and spoke, "When Shangguan Jingyu comes again, I will meet him." ”
Chu Yingrou nodded and said, "That's fine." Only when you get in touch can you understand better. ”
In the afternoon, Mu Zixiao came to the hospital and brought some light meals.
When Mu Zhennan saw her coming, he glanced behind her, and seemed to ask inadvertently, "Coming alone?" ”
Mu Zixiao didn't understand what he meant, "Yes." ”
She thought to herself, she couldn't tell Lao Mu that Shangguan Jingyu sent her over, and then she left Shangguan Jingyu in the lounge!
Lao Mudu told her so clearly before, she was not stupid, how could she let Shangguan Jingyu hit the muzzle of the gun now.
After thinking about it, she thought, let's wait a while!
Mu Zhennan took a sip of soup, it was not salty or light, and the taste was just right, so he casually mentioned, "What about Shangguan Jingyu?" Didn't accompany you? ”
Mu Zixiao choked, looked at Mu Zhennan with some incomprehension, and wondered in her heart, why did this old Mu suddenly mention Shangguan Jingyu? Could it be that he has exposed some horses' feet?
No way!
He smiled wryly, sat on the side, and showed a little depression on his face, and opened his mouth with a complaining tone, flattened his mouth, and served him some soup, "Didn't you say that you wouldn't let me associate with him?" Why did you suddenly mention him again? ”
"Hmph, if I don't let you associate with him, you won't associate with him? Are you so obedient? ”
Mu Zixiao rolled her eyes, pondering Mu Zhennan's words in her heart, and thought, could it be that someone told him? If anyone really mentioned it, then ...... It should be Chen Yuan, and then Chu Yingrou.
Others definitely don't have the ability to chew the root of his ear in his ear, and with Mu Zhennan's old-fashionedness, he will definitely not be able to listen to other words.
Although she thought so in her heart, she would definitely not admit it like this, "When have I ever been disobedient!" ”
Mu Zhennan obviously didn't believe it, and seeing that Mu Zixiao was a little flattering, he simply didn't ask any more questions, and lowered his head to concentrate on eating.
After being hospitalized for so long, he lost a lot of food, and after eating some, he felt full.
Mu Zixiao put away the tableware on the side, and as soon as she completed the last step, she heard Mu Zhennan's voice drifting into her ears, "If he comes, bring him over for me to meet." The voice was dull, and a little slurred.
Mu Zixiao stopped what she was doing, turned to look at Mu Zhennan, and asked, "What?" ”
"I'm naturally talking about Shangguan Jingyu."
"......" This time, she was completely stunned.
The brows were twisted together strangely and tangled, was there something wrong with her ears? Lao Mu actually said that he wanted to see Shangguan Jingyu?
Mu Zhennan was very dissatisfied with her surprise, and said directly, "Why are you so surprised?" My daughter is so protective of him, can't I see what he looks like? After saying that, I couldn't help but snort.
Mu Zixiao was a little weak-hearted, "How can there be?" Still, she needed to make sure again, "Do you really want to see him?" ”
"Hmm."
Just one word, it's like breathing out of the nostrils.
Mu Zixiao looked at his impatient attitude, a little entangled, and really didn't understand, and asked, "Why did you remember to see him?" "This ...... There has to be a reason!
Mu Zhennan didn't answer her question, and asked her directly and aggressively, "You broke up with Shangguan Jingyu?" ”
Obviously, this is a move to retreat.
Parted? Mu Zixiao shook her head like a rattle in her heart, she and Shangguan Jingyu couldn't break up, if they were separated, it would have to be ...... Divorce.
However, she shouldn't even think about the latter result.
Looking at Mu Zhennan's strategy, Mu Zixiao understood now, he probably knew the truth a long time ago, and now he was basically playing his own words, since this was the case, she was not so worried.
Paradoxically, "This...... It's not that it's not too late! ”
Mu Zhennan snorted unceremoniously, obviously not believing her words, and didn't bother to continue to talk to her, and instructed her, "If he comes, bring him over to meet me." ”
"Oh!" Mu Zixiao leaned on his shoulder and smiled with squinted eyes, "Old Mu, what do you mean, do you object to me being with him?" ”
Mu Zhennan wouldn't let go so easily, and turned his head to the other side, "How can it be so easy, you bring someone to me first." Whether it is appropriate or not is another story. ”
"Okay." Mu Zixiao hesitated again and again, and finally decided to bring Shangguan Jingyu over.
Although Mu Zhennan is a little old-fashioned, he is not a tricky person after all, and with the shrewdness of the above official Jingyu, it is estimated that he will not suffer any losses.
However, before leaving the ward, she felt that she still needed to remind, "That ...... You have a better attitude, you will meet people for a while, don't be so fierce all the time, ugly to death. ”
Mu Zhennan looked at her with his arms.
Can this girl be a little more eccentric? He didn't know what to do! Her elbow was completely outward.