Chapter 172: The reluctance of the three-foot podium
"Qin Wa, our brothers have been for so many years, you know, I have always admired you, whether it is with your classmates or partners, they are all tacit understanding, but now, Xiaoxue feels that I still have to focus on school work, after all, this is what I love, and it can also give me and my family a stable guarantee, I can't give up, choose one of the two, I can only choose to give up informal things."
Bai Yu felt guilty about his withdrawal, but he had no choice but to continue:
"I'm the only son in the family, Xiaoxue is the only daughter in the family, and her father is now inconvenient in his legs and feet, and he also needs to take care of him, you know, in terms of energy, I can't do it myself, otherwise, how can I be willing to give up halfway?! It's really helpless! ”
"Yu, I know your dilemma, you don't need to explain, between friends, in fact, you don't need so many explanations, let alone between brothers? I understand and respect whatever you choose, and we remain the same as before. ”
Qin Wafan himself is desperate in life, of course, he understands that in a dilemma, everyone's choice is different.
"Thank you, Qin Wa, I'm actually really reluctant and sad in my heart, but think about it, we are usually in school, and everything can be discussed, and when the time comes, as long as you need it, I will still help you!"
Bai Yu said.
"Yes, I'll definitely bother you, don't hate me!"
Qin Wafan laughed. Bai Yu also breathed a sigh of relief in his heart, and then spit out a smile.
"Then you, do you still keep doing it?"
Bai Yu asked.
"Do you think I have a better choice?"
Qin Wafan asked rhetorically.
"Yes, I'm sure you'll be able to make it if you keep going. However, it is too tiring to take care of both. ”
Bai Yu knew that what Qin Wafan wanted to do, he couldn't persuade him.
"My wife has already told me that she wants to stay at home with the children and doesn't want to go to work."
Qin Wafan continued:
"Actually, I've been struggling in my heart lately, wondering if I should do one thing well wholeheartedly, otherwise, I will always lose more than I gain."
"So, what do you think?"
Bai Yu looked at Qin Wafan a little nervously.
Bai Yu is still very considerate of Qin Wafan, from the perspective of life, of course, it is best to have security, but it should be difficult for the school and the company to take care of both for a long time.
"You, you have to think carefully before making a decision!"
Seeing that Qin Wafan was silent, Bai Yu knew his embarrassment, and was also worried that he would make any choice that would not be conducive to the future.
"I've been thinking about it for a long time! I have always been undecided, but, I guess, there is only one way. ”
Qin Wafan seems to be making a big determination, and it is very difficult:
"I think, after this semester, I will work hard for another summer, and if there is an improvement, I will quit and devote myself to the company."
"Ahh That's good! How do you know if it works if you don't try? ”
After Bai Yu screamed in surprise, he also knew that Qin Wafan would probably choose this way.
"yes, like you said, there's always a choice."
Qin Wafan lowered his head and said.
In his heart, he was reluctant to let those students and colleagues in the school reluctant, but he couldn't delay those students because of his reluctance, and he couldn't ignore the responsibilities he needed to bear in life and some of his yearning for life because of his reluctance.
It's a tough choice indeed. It was so difficult that when he and Bai Pujia discussed this matter, Bai Pujia just quietly listened to him and asked him after his dilemma:
"What do you think would be the choice if you had to choose one or the other?"
"I don't know. I can't bear it, one is the job I like, and the other is the life I yearn for, it's too hard to give up! ”
Qin Wafan felt that his mind was a piece of mush at that time, and he couldn't tell the difference at all.
"Then you put yourself in one of these scenes, imagine your future lifestyle as a result, and see which one you will yearn for more, and you will be clear."
Bai Pujia is more rational than Qin Wafan.
"You want to understand, whether it is because you love things so much that you feel that you have found yourself in such a job, or is it just a habit that produces feelings, so you are reluctant, these are two different things, and after you distinguish clearly, it will also help you make a choice."
Bai Pujia's calmness couldn't be calmer anymore, and once again helped Qin Wafan finally make the decision that best suited his heart's desire after thinking about it for two heads and two nights.
Yes, after he put himself in the school environment to live his life, and then put himself in the advertising business, after some careful consideration and comparison, he found that he was reluctant to students, but after giving up, what he would really regret for the rest of his life was his advertising business.
In the eyes of others, instability is a sign of living as a man and the fulfillment of responsibilities in family life that comes from greater effort and game.
If Zhao Hong doesn't go to work, he hopes that their family's life can be relaxed and comfortable. He didn't want to be stretched thin in a few years to buy a house, which was not the life he wanted.
For this reason, when he can't have both, he wants to choose his yearning and responsibility in life. As a very ordinary physics teacher in the school, he feels that he is actually dispensable, and it is difficult for him to be a role model.
"If you are sure that what you are hearing is your inner voice, which is the yearning of your heart, then you can do it, not so much worry, fear, difficulty, not an obstacle, but a stepping stone for you."
After listening to Qin Wafan's choice, Bai Pujia said.
Qin Wafan is a person who does what he says and does what he does. Sure enough, during the summer vacation, he worked very hard with Lin Nan in the advertising business, and it gradually improved.
When Qin Wafan told Director Qin that he wanted to resign, Director Qin's glasses almost fell out of his nostrils. He looked at Qin Wafan with round eyes:
"Xiao Qin, think about it again, don't rush to make a decision, think about it again!"
After Director Qin said this, he got up and wanted to leave, but stopped and said to Qin Wafan, who was standing aside and not speaking:
"Think about it, when Zhao Hong is at home with the children, and when you open your eyes and ask for your income, you choose to do an unstable business, what if, I said, you lose this job, and the business is not done well, what should you do? Think about it, at that time, who could help you? If you are in school, in case of any difficulties, the school can also let you have a fixed salary every month, you can borrow money first, and then pay it back little by little every month, everyone trusts you to have such a repayment ability. In this way, is it better to solve the problem? "Hundred Platings" The latest chapter of "Claw Book House on the Tile House" is free to read for the first time.