"The buildings in the city are too high, the lights are too bright, I can't see the stars......"

"The clouds fall late, the wind shakes the leaves, and the dust and smoke dyes the autumn thoughts. The oblique moon paints shadows, people make flowers together, and the memories are like dreams. Looking at the old road, there is no plan for the return date, looking back empty, the end of the world is still without a trace, how difficult is it to find ......"

"Walking on a journey and forgetting to walk, indulging in a book and forgetting the book, falling into a dream and forgetting the dream, throwing yourself into love and forgetting it. The bird that escaped the night finally disappeared into the darkness. Blackbird, where are you? ”

I know that memorizing words is not pleasant; I know that classical Chinese is a headache; I know that when I encounter math problems, I will be confused; I know that the feeling of being abandoned breaks down. However, I am not as good as you wish, I will not fall, I will work hard, so that I can take out the money without blinking an eye when I treat my parents in the future; I want to live freely in the future; I want to be better than everyone else in the future; I want to ask me nonchalantly when the man who abandoned me stands in front of me and asks me, "Who are you?" "The future is bright, where does the future come from if you don't work hard, I'm not an idealist, I'm very realistic, I know what I want, and I know what I should give. Life is ruthless, but you should be affectionate, behind you are all the people who love you, how can you fall!

"You've had an operation, you know that drinking medicine isn't bitter at all, you've fallen hard, you know that it's not worth crying when you scratch your skin, you've been betrayed, you know that arguing doesn't hurt your true feelings, I hope you learn to grow up slowly, I hope you start to care less about injuries, I hope you're scarred, but still shining."

It seems to be favored by God, I really had an operation, or that kind of crushing, God really didn't finish laughing with me this time, he quietly let me lie in bed every day and live a life that I can live, forcibly restricting my freedom for three months (in fact, I don't know if I should say thank you to him), in this idle egg pain day, I thought about the experience from birth to the present (it seems to be really miserable, and it does respond to the scarred four words):

One was the day when the head of the primary school broke the blood, it was raining heavily, the rural primary school road was far and muddy, and I didn't go home at noon, there were a lot of people who didn't go back at that time, all of them were children who needed to go over the mountains and mountains, there was a boxy cabinet in the classroom, and on the way to play, the head and the edges and corners of the cabinet came to a close contact, and it was so favored (the head was dripping with blood). Hey, what's the matter, tear a few pieces of homework paper, dip some rain to plug the wound, and then there is no more.

Another time, I have to start with my stunned buddy. Hey, why are you mentioning him, now they have become strangers (childhood friends are now scattered, and even if they meet, they can't talk). At that time, I was very aggressive, but now my personality is very different, and if it hadn't happened to me, I wouldn't believe it. It seems to be playing with friction, I stayed outside the city, but I flew from the top of the flying rock, and I secretly attacked in the middle, and the plasma gushed again, in fact, it was not a big deal, if it wasn't for my parents forcing me to go to the hospital, I wouldn't have bothered to go.

Another time, mumps (in fact, it is a swollen throat) that is prevalent in the region, don't look at the name of this disease, but you can get it on your body to know how deadly, it was very painful at the time, and I didn't care much, but it wasn't until the end of the mumps that I panicked (went to the hospital to stay overnight), and if it was more serious, I would have died (life was so big), but fortunately, it was good to treat it later, and it was considered to be goodbye to death.

Another time, it's a relatively big person, I also wondered, I had a high fever (I don't know what kind of high fever it is, it's quite powerful, this little temper, a fever to 42 °C), I was shocked at the time, the watch almost exploded, if I remember correctly, the thermometer seems to be the peak of 42, Mom, it's over, it's dead. In the middle of the night, I was hugged by my family to seek medical treatment everywhere, either it was closed, or the doctor got off work, and I was so ruthless and desperate. Just in a corner, I saw hope, a small clinic was lit up, and the doctors panicked after entering (to be honest, I haven't seen any doctor panic in order to treat people). It seems that it was first physically cooled, and then it was given to me and the fairy potion (powdered, very sweet), and then it was a panacea (said that it was generally not to be eaten indiscriminately), anyway, it was quite magical, and after two days, it came back to life, harm, this life is big......

No, this fracture...... Harm, don't talk about it, don't talk about it, it's so much, anyway, it's scarred, and as for the sparkle, I'll look for it there......

"Have you ever been so clever that you have gone from drowsy to extraordinarily awake, looking at your surroundings and feeling your brain running at high speed, and your limbs starting to chill? I can't think of anything, maybe I just suddenly realized something~ The next second, who is me? ”

"I lay down and used a newspaper as a pillow. High above me are the blinking stars, and when the train curves, the stars are more like arcs up and down. Looking at them, I fell asleep. The day passed. Since childhood, I have been alone, taking care of the stars of the ages. ”

"I found a man, his face was tired, I found that he hadn't been happy for a long time, I wanted to feel sorry for him, so I quietly touched the mirror."

At dinner today, my father said, "You are not too young, if a girl from any family is willing to follow you, you tell others that the conditions in our family are not very good, let her ask her parents for their opinions first." ”

"When I was a child, I always felt that there was a monster locked in the box, and a superman living in my heart; Later, I learned that it was the monster that lived in the heart of the person, and the one who was locked in the box was Superman. ”

"I want to break through, break out of the blandness that I don't know, break back to the original starting point, ask what my heart was originally looking for, in fact, the answer is in my heart, it is like a blank paper, in fact, I have been writing it."