Chapter 1 Clearing Worries
As long as you laugh happily, your sorrow will not be seen through.
Music is a cathartic tool for our emotions, and batches of strange software make people a little overwhelmed, you will find that no matter which one of them, there is a dark river hidden behind it, and the bitter water in the heart can be poured into the river, and you are not afraid of pollution. So, I took great pains to get some clear streams from the river to quench your thirst.
There is a classic novel "Ordinary World", which is called a touching heartfelt, stunned to vividly depict real life, I once thought I was Sun Shaoan, but I did not have Sun Shaoan's responsibility, and then I felt that I was Sun Shaoping, but there was no Shaoping's faith, alas, in the end I finally found my shadow - Wang Manyin. Looking back, it's really, the living Wang Manyin. In the play, Shao'an is lucky, he met two affectionate and righteous women in his life, Runye amazed the years, and Xiulian softened the time. A madman who acts, a fool who watches a play, let's be an ordinary fool, otherwise we can't even be Wang Manyin, and when we look back, we find that we have become Tian Er.
Hate and love each other, he used to be your enemy, only to find out later that the enemy turned out to be the person who accompanied him the longest, and he was the one who remembered the most, and when he arrived, you couldn't forget him, because you yourself were confused and lonely. The cat and the mouse in "Cat and Mouse" are a typical example. Many years later, Tom is old and always bullied by other cats, and the owner doesn't like him anymore. One day, Tom got his meal and walked to the corner, a hole covered in cobwebs. Tom puts the cheese at the mouth of the hole. (It's not been years, are you okay?) In the end, it was empty, why bother, tossing for so long!
"Yearning but unattainable, the reality makes me slowly unable to find the way to come in the world, firewood, rice, oil, salt, sauce, vinegar and tea." Wherever the wind blows, the grass falls, and I used to think I was the wind, but later I realized that I was grass.
"I wrote and deleted, deleted and wrote, and finally deleted the words, which is the emotion I want to say to you the most but can't speak." Love is hard to open in the heart, opening the mouth hurts others, silence hurts oneself, this is what most people do, no wonder the single is still single.
A hundred years of life in the snap of a finger, the ebb and flow of the tide is a day, the flowers bloom and thank you is a season, the full moon is a year, the road of life can not always be accompanied by sunshine, it is impossible to be calm everywhere, if the change can not help the facts, then change our mentality. Laughing is a day, crying is also a day, no matter what, a day is a day after all, why not make yourself happy?
"It's a pity that my appearance is mediocre, and I can't amaze anyone's time, nor can I be gentle with anyone's time." It's always okay to be the most authentic self and amaze yourself, and it's okay to be gentle with yourself.
"Maybe we go so far, not to see the scenery, but to meet ourselves for a while at the end of heaven and earth. Because only in that distant place can the hustle and bustle of the world be left behind. "Boy, don't be confused, relax, it's time to loosen the tight strings, three glasses of two light wines, one to the rising sun, one to the moonlight, and one to be unwilling to be ordinary.
Even if time has passed, there is a window in my heart that has been opened for you in the past, and after many years, I met a better one, but it was only to open a new window, the one that belongs to you, I don't know how, I can't close it. You're fine, there's a boy there, and your window is closed for him, but he's keeping it for you.
You don't necessarily have to be admitted to Tsinghua University and Peking University, maybe you won't stand on the podium in the top ten of your grade, your current high school has things you like, people you like, and a day when you have no regrets, and finally with normal efforts and normal learning, to complete a university that suits you, youth should be paid on that test paper, but youth is not all that test paper, there are goals, ideals, tomorrow, friends, and you are enough! I don't have a story, but I have sadness in my bones, and I always giggle in the face of others, only in the dead of night, a person quietly thinks about something, and fantasizes about the future.
When I was a child, I ate instant noodles, first crushed them, then sprinkled the seasoning bag into them, shook them vigorously, and then ate them again, and poured the last bit of the food into my hands, and then turned my left and right hands upside down, shook off the excess seasoning, and felt that it was almost in my mouth, and then licked my paws, who has ever eaten instant noodles like this, I guess you laughed. However, there is a little sadness, to us who are old. It used to be very good, lying on the tree to dig out bird eggs, planting in the water to touch fish and shrimp, rolling hoops all over the yard, at that time it was really heartless to play, there was always a laugh that could not be stopped. Later, I slept late, got up late, thought too much, and tried desperately to hide the sadness in my heart with a smile, but found that I had a stinky skin. Nothing is pure, boy, you are still confused.
Forget it, then it's better to be like this, think about bald head when you're tired, think about the gray wolf when you're hungry, on the road of youth, there is no reason not to be strong, and slowly understand that wearing a watch of three hundred yuan and a watch of three million yuan, the time is the same; Drinking wine for thirty pieces and wine for three hundred pieces of wine, vomiting is the same; Living in a 30-square-meter room and a 300-square-meter room, loneliness is the same. One day you will understand that the true happiness of your heart is something that the material world can never give...... Smoking a 10-dollar cigarette or a 100-dollar cigarette will get lung cancer, and you can't come back if you lose contact in first class and economy class...... So, think about it, be content and happy...... Who you live with is the most important thing, and who can accompany you is the most rare.
Young man, you still have a long way to go, walk slowly in the days to come, you have your wisdom, don't turn other people's abandonment of yourself into your own abandonment of yourself.