Volume 1 154 Even the last remaining dignity will be trampled on
Strangers, because they are not so close, do not need to think about the emotional part, only need to calculate, consider and compare.
Once it involves the people close to you, you will consider sympathy, care and care.
Shangguan Jingyu's strength lies in his sanity.
His sanity makes him wise enough, and likewise, cruel enough.
She saw his restraint, so she thought of danger in times of peace, and thought - rational, indifferent, disdainful, such a cruel word, one day in the future, will he also use it on her.
When someday in the future, when they are not together.
The night breeze was very light, and the cheeks were cool.
Shangguan Jingyu clenched her hand, tightened and tightened, and looked down into her eyes, his eyes were deep, staring at her face, "Will you want to leave one day?" ”
Obviously, it was just a whim at first, it was a joke of hers.
However, the moonlight was so clear, she clearly saw the seriousness and deep stubbornness in Shangguan Jingyu's eyes, so that she couldn't laugh at all, and when it came to her mouth, it became, "What will happen in the future, none of us know." ”
A word, stating the facts, came out of her mouth, but it was like an exclamation.
In this gentle night, accompanied by the cool wind, it was blown into the air in an instant.
The slightly humid air, accompanied by the fragrance of flowers floating in the dark night, faintly stirs people's breath.
It was originally a joke, but when it was seriously discussed, it changed its meaning.
Lowering her head, Mu Zixiao shrugged her shoulders, with some uncertainty in her eyes, thoughtful, "You know, for you, I admit that I like it, but I'm not so sure." ”
When she spoke, her eyes didn't dare to fall on him, but she could always detect a burning gaze, glued to herself, making her so enthusiastic that she couldn't breathe, "I'm a lazy person, and I don't like to cause trouble, if it's too difficult to be with you, I think ...... I'll be in the middle of when I don't like you that much, I might ...... Will leave early. ”
"I don't think I'm as strong or restrained as you. I'm a more cowardly person, and when I encounter difficulties, I probably won't rise to them. She was very annoyed and didn't dare to look at him, "Shangguan Jingyu, don't expect too much from me, I'll be easy to back down." ”
The more excellent the person, the more difficult it is to stand by his side.
And she has never been a person who becomes more and more courageous.
The powerful arm went directly over her shoulder, and before Mu Zixiao could react, she was encircled in his arms.
The unique breath on his body instantly surrounded her, and his breath was full of his clear breath, accompanied by light pines and cypresses, and in this evening breeze, there was even a trace of intoxicating floral fragrance.
"Okay."
“……”
The eardrum was "buzzing", Mu Zixiao was stunned, she didn't expect Shangguan Jingyu to give her a positive answer.
Snuggled into his arms, warm, and close to his chest, she could hear his heartbeat.
The loud heartbeat made her heartbeat beat a few beats faster.
Fool, the more you say that, the more you prove that you can't let go of me!
The smile on the corner of Shangguan Jingyu's lips deepened, and his voice was low, with his unique melody and stability, like the intoxication of the dark night, which fascinated those who listened, and he said, "If one day, you can't hold on, just tell me." ”
"You can throw all your burdens on me."
“……”
"Until then, stay with me."
“……”
Mu Zixiao was silent for a long time before she understood what was coming out of his mouth.
Fingers subconsciously grabbed the hem of his clothes, "Aren't you angry?" ”
"Angry at what?"
She said with a sigh of frustration and panic, "My attitude." ”
His palm stroked her hair, "I said, you can tell me anything on your mind." Then he added, lowering his voice and teasing, "I'm not that stingy. ”
**
"Young Master Rui."
Jin Yuhan saw Shangguan Rui leave and hurriedly chased him out.
Shangguan Rui stopped when he heard the voice, and when he looked back and saw the face similar to Mu Zixiao, he shook his head for a moment, and the smile marks that were about to hang on the corners of his lips disappeared completely after seeing the ardent expectation in the eyes of the visitor.
Mu Zixiao would never look at him with such expectant eyes.
Therefore, Shangguan Rui knew that it was Jin Yuhan who appeared in front of him - the woman who looked very similar to Mu Zixiao.
Annoyanced frown. "How are you!"
Shangguan Rui didn't suppress his emotions at all, and fully showed his impatience in the face of Jin Yuhan.
Geng Bin on the side saw Jin Yu appear coldly, a slight touch flashed between his eyebrows, he lowered his head, and walked to the side quietly, leaving a spare place for these two people.
Originally, seeing this face similar to Mu Zixiao could still arouse the touch in his heart.
However, since he had just met Shangguan Jingyu, the more he saw this face, the more he looked at it, the more impatient he became.
Obviously, she was standing there, looking at him with a smile in her eyebrows, gentle and obedient enough, and even, with feelings that he had never seen in Mu Zixiao's eyes, but when Shangguan Rui saw her, he still deeply caused his discomfort.
Not only visual discomfort, but also psychological disgust.
Jin Yuhan's smile was like a slap in the face, directly slapped on his face.
Coldly retracted his gaze, "What are you here for?" ”
Jin Yuhan held the smile on his face and reminded, "Young Master Rui, as you said before, we can keep in touch with each other. ”
Shangguan Rui snorted coldly, he didn't care about those words, and said evilly, "That's what I said when I was in a good mood before, but now that I'm in a bad mood, those words won't be counted." ”
"Young Master Rui, I really like you......"
Suddenly, Shangguan Rui smiled, as if he had heard some nice joke, and walked into Jin Yuhan.
As he approached, her heart trembled.
pinched her jaw very lightly between his fingers, and provoked her face under her eager gaze, but his eyes were full of disdain when he looked at her, and along the moonlight, his gaze lingered on her face, and the corners of his lips were hooked evilly, "People who like me, in Pingchuan, are you not the only one, do I want to respond to the wishful thinking of women like you?" ”
You women! He said that to her!
"......" Jin Yuhan's face turned pale, his pupils trembled, his lips tightened, and under Shangguan Rui's gaze, he couldn't say a word.
Shangguan Rui sneered, "Even if that's the case, then I'm afraid it won't be your turn first." ”
Looking at him, Jin Yuhan hid his injury in his eyes, and pretended to ask calmly, "...... Why? ”
The person in front of her is her favorite person.
Doesn't he just like Mu Zixiao?
Now she is Mu Zixiao's appearance.
She's been changed to this, she's been what he likes.
She showed her love for him, and she was obedient, but she still got his disdain.
"This face of yours is indeed very similar to her!"
Jin Yuhan waited for a long time, but he waited for such an answer.
She looked at him eagerly, but did not see any waves of enthusiasm in his eyes.
Shangguan Rui stretched out his hand and stroked her face, lingering carefully, as if he was missing, and finally tightened his strength, directly pinched her jaw, and the force on his hand continued to tighten, "Do you know that she never looks at me with the eyes you just looked at me." ”
Jin Yuhan's breath was stagnant, Shangguan Rui said, how could she not know.
It was because she knew that she couldn't bear to treat him coldly.
"She never smiles at me, doesn't look at me like this, and doesn't please me everywhere, she doesn't have a good face for me, and even very impatient, always shouting my name 'Shangguan Rui, Shangguan Rui'." Every time she called his name, it was when she was angry.
"But she is what I like, no matter how many wrong things she does, no matter how much she hates me, no matter how disdainful she is, that's what I like."
He stared at Jin Yuhan, and his thin lips opened lightly, "What about you?" What are you? ”
"You just have a face similar to hers, and there is nothing else to match! You humble me in front of me, with this face, it only makes me feel sick. ”
The disgust in Shangguan Rui's eyes was very obvious, and he was about to let go of his hand in an instant, but Jin Yuhan suddenly held the hand he was about to leave, and said enthusiastically, "But, I like you...... I love you, I mean it. ”
"......" sincerely! Shangguan Rui was successfully shaken by the word she said.
Wholehearted...... What a thing!
Shaking his hand tightly, but for fear that he would throw his hand away in the next moment, Jin Yuhan looked at his eyes, just like in the past, she said, "She you said, she doesn't care about your feelings at all, she doesn't like you, she doesn't care about you at all, she doesn't want to see you, let alone be with you, but I'm not, I'm willing to do anything for you, I'm willing to be by your side, I won't make you unhappy." ”
Because of Jin Yuhan's words, Shangguan Rui's handsome eyebrows were extremely suppressed but uncontrollable, and the green tendons on her hands were about to explode, and he was extremely angry at this time.
"So what?"
"......" Jin Yuhan had tears in his eyes in order to be able to impress him, but as soon as he said a few words, she even forgot to cry.
Shangguan Rui ignored the fragility exposed in her eyes and said coldly, "What I like is her, no matter what she is, I will see her." ”
A woman's vulnerability is to be revealed to those who feel sorry for herself.
Otherwise, you won't be able to get even the slightest sympathy.
Even the last remaining dignity will be trampled on.
"Yes, you're right, but so what!" Shangguan Rui shook off her hand vigorously, not caring at all about her seemingly weak and crumbling, let alone her injury.
"Even if you have a face similar to hers, what can you do? You're not her! ”
Retracting his gaze, Shangguan Rui really didn't bother to look at her again.
"I'll give you a sum of money, and if you're acquainted enough, go far away and never appear in front of me again."
Never again......
Jin Yuhan wanted to laugh, in fact, she did the same.
Behind Shangguan Rui, she smiled lowly, like a ghost in the night, with heartbreak and despair.
But he never got a look back from him.
Shangguan Rui's figure was getting farther and farther away from her, she was looking at the spot, her eyes were instantly filled with intense despair, and towards Shangguan Rui's back, she shouted loudly, "But you can't get her at all." ”