Volume 1 No. 348 Warm Time (3)
Jin Yuhan didn't expect that Shangguan Rui said that he would take her to the movie, so he really took her to the theater.
For the first time in the dimly lit theater, she felt that she would not feel lonely in such an environment.
The film played is a re-released Journey to the West.
Jin Yuhan didn't expect that Shangguan Rui would take her to watch this movie.
She has always loved this film.
People are groups that consciously pursue, especially for tragedy, and can resonate with themselves.
In front of them is a young couple, and in the middle of the movie, the girl pokes the boy's elbow and complains, "This chair is uncomfortable, you lend me your shoulder for a while." ”
After listening to this, the boy spoke in a dissatisfied tone, "Every time you watch a movie, you say that, and as a result, you lean on your shoulders and fall asleep after a while." ”
"Eh, who makes movies so boring all the time!"
When the boy heard this, he was even more dissatisfied, "However, every time you watch a movie, you pick it." ”
The girl is like a little pepper, not to be outdone at all, after listening to the boy's words, she fought back vigorously, "I don't pick all the ones you like." ”
Boys and girls, you and I are talking word by word, because today is not the weekend, and there are relatively few people in the theater, so their words reached Shangguan Rui's ears sporadically.
Listening to the couple's rambling words, Shangguan Rui looked disgusted, pouted and said, "This woman is really troublesome." ”
Jin Yuhan's vision was originally focused on the movie, and even if some films knew the ending, they still wanted to watch it again.
Just now, although she also heard the conversation between the couple, she didn't pay much attention to it, but now when she heard Shangguan Rui's disgusted tone, she smiled uncompetitively, "People are coquettish!" ”
Her tone was light at the end, and she could hear that she was in a good mood at this time.
"Spoiled?" Shangguan Rui frowned, crossed his arms, didn't understand how she could have such an idea, and said his theory, "Why do I feel a little troublesome." ”
Jin Yuhan listened to his words and only laughed silently.
Shangguan Rui saw that she didn't speak, and then looked at the figures leaning together in front of him, but turned his head to look at her, in the dim environment, the light scattered on the movie screen was reflected on her face, although most of her face was covered by a loose mask.
However, when she was concentrating, her eyes were very bright, as if a star had fallen in.
Somehow, he asked on a whim, "Why don't you be spoiled by me?" ”
Coquetry? Only by being spoiled can you be spoiled!
She, is that okay?
So, she heard the question and smiled.
The loose mask covered her face, and he didn't see the smile on her face, but he saw her crooked smile, and heard her voice ask him happily, "Can I be coquettish to you?" ”
He stared into her gaze, neither saying yes nor no.
Instead, she leaned her shoulders in her direction and said, "I can let you lean on your shoulders." ”
Jin Yuhan knew that this sentence had already answered the question she had just asked.
Shangguan Rui looked at the clip in the movie, "Why is a woman willing to believe it even though she knows that the other party is lying to her?" ”
Jin Yuhan felt that his question was a little funny, and replied casually, "Because of love." ”
Originally, she replied jokingly, but at this moment, he took it strangely seriously and asked her, "But, even if it's because of love, they didn't end up together." I did so much and got nothing in the end. ”
Shangguan Rui was quite disdainful of such feelings, "I don't think it's worth it at all." Nothing was ever obtained, and in the end, isn't it pointless? ”
I did so much and got nothing in the end.
The story in the film is ironically similar to her.
But Zixia was at least luckier than her and gained a love.
And what about her, she should be the one who got nothing.
Jin Yuhan took a deep breath, and for a moment his heart was filled with a little bitterness, and even some choked throats appeared in his throat that were difficult to suppress, "Feelings are not worth it in the first place. ”
Some people, even if they are not together in the end, those years that once existed, the traces engraved in the memory, even if the person disappears forever, as long as those memories still exist, then the relationship will always exist.
When Shangguan Rui heard her words, he thought about it seriously, "Don't you need to care about whether your feelings are worth it?" ”
The more he thought about it, the more he felt that something was wrong, and continued to ask her, "Well, if you like someone, and that person doesn't like you." No matter how much you do, she doesn't appreciate it, so ...... Is it worth it? ”
Jin Yuhan asked him instead, "Could it be that your feelings for others are calculated like this?" ”
“……”
Shangguan Rui didn't speak, but he wrinkled his eyebrows, he actually didn't understand.
He really didn't understand.
Before, he felt that Mu Zixiao was very good and wanted to be with her.
The more she objected, the more he wanted to be with her, and that kind of momentum couldn't be extinguished, just stubbornly and stubbornly wanting to keep her by his side.
If his contribution sinks in front of her, he will be angry and feel very unfair.
At that time, he was thinking about why she just refused to look at herself when he had done so much for her.
He thought about it for a long time, but he didn't understand the problem.
Later, he couldn't figure it out, so he simply stopped thinking about it, thinking about it, just use his own way to keep her by his side!
But in the end! He's not happy, and she's not happy.
As Mu Zixiao once said, he didn't know much about what she wanted, and he didn't try to understand her.
Then, the longer time passed, the more the words 'Mu Zixiao' were mentioned, he actually added some strangeness invisibly. Now, there is some disgust.
Such a change, even he himself has no way to adapt to it.
At that time, he thought, like, wouldn't it be good to be together.
Just like the women who had stayed by his side, every one of them said to him that they liked it, and he heard those words of admiration again and again, not without a heartbeat.
However, that kind of heartbeat will be accompanied by alcohol that slowly disappears in the body, and when you wake up, everything is a thing of the past.
They will say to him what he likes to hear, they will be spoiled by him, and if he wants to, he can hear 'I love you' from their mouths from beginning to end.
However, such a feeling...... It made him feel as if he had got everything, and as if he had never gotten anything.
So, he doesn't understand very much, what is this kind of 'love' that makes people cling, and even, can give up their lives?
Shangguan Rui looked at the screen, but he was asking her, "You say, what is love?" ”
When Jin Yuhan heard this question, his eyes froze, this question ...... She really didn't know how to answer.
After thinking about it, she gave an answer.
"When you meet the right person, you should be able to know what love is."
The word love is simple, but it is far from that simple.
When I'm happy, I think of him;
When I am sad, I think of him;
On a sunny day, I think of him;
When it rains, I think of him;
Whether it is light or darkness, as long as you close your eyes, the person who comes to mind is him.
occupies the whole life, stubbornly clinging to one person.
Shangguan Rui was obviously not very satisfied with this answer, looking at the people around him, he opened his mouth, and subconsciously wanted to ask her, 'Do you love me?' ’
Such thoughts flashed through his mind that even he felt terrible.
However, when he thought about it, he always felt that such words were very awkward, and he couldn't even say it.
Therefore, the words that had been brewing for a long time came to her lips, but they said to her, "Do you have someone you love?" ”
It wasn't until later that he realized that his love began with a cautious temptation.
Jin Yuhan looked at the film in front of him, and at the end of the film, when Zixia was wearing a wedding dress in Sun Wukong's arms, she slowly closed her eyes, and when she said that, "I guessed the beginning, but I couldn't guess the ending", she still couldn't help but burst into tears.
Zixia thought that one day her crush would be able to wear a golden armor holy robe and step on the colorful auspicious clouds to marry her, but she didn't expect that she would block the fatal blow of the Bull Demon King in front of Sun Wukong at the last moment.
And what about her! From the moment she arrived at Shangguan Rui's side, she knew that they would meet one day, but ...... She didn't know when the day would end.
It's not that she didn't hear the question Shangguan Rui asked her, if she could choose her own life, she would definitely tell him with certainty that she loved him and loved him from beginning to end.
However, she didn't even know when her future would end, and what right did she have to say 'love' to him in front of him again.
She selfishly wants to stay by his side, wants to spend this few days with him, and welcomes the bad news.
She wanted to be with him, but she also knew that she would never have the chance to give him the love he talked about.
So...... It's better to pretend you didn't hear it!
Shangguan Rui didn't hear her answer, and when he turned his head to pursue her and asked her for an answer, he saw tears flashing in her eyes.
The words that I wanted to ask turned into an infinitely prolonged silence.
At this time, he didn't understand what the expectation in his heart was when he asked this question.
After the film ended, the theater was crowded.
The two of them, like those couples, walked out side by side.
The words that were talked about in the dimly lit auditorium were not mentioned again, as if they had never been asked.
After a movie, it was close to evening.
In the summer of Pingchuan, even in the evening, the sky is full of glow, and the pedestrians on the roadside are bustling.
Mu Zixiao looked at the crowd for a moment, inadvertently saw a figure, and after a moment's pause, she withdrew her gaze.
It's Shangguan Rui, the person next to him...... It should be Jin Yuhan!
There was a shallow feeling of suffocation in my chest.
Shangguan Jingyu sensed her emotions, stopped, gently grabbed her shoulders, and followed her gaze, "What's wrong?" ”
"Nothing." Selfishly trying to avoid all this, "Let's go over there!" ”
"Okay."
In the crowd, Mu Zixiao walked forward, and the ghost turned her head suddenly.
The moment Jin Yuhan raised his head, he collided with her sight through the vast sea of people.
There was a suffocating pain in her heart, which finally withdrew her gaze.