Chapter 95: Break up
has been shooting with suppressed emotions, and Li Ruixi is also healing and controlling herself.
should be a cheerful shot, she strives to bring out the happiness in her heart to present to everyone.
But every time she pulls out her heart, she is tired. I was tired and felt like I couldn't handle it for the first time.
Li Ruixi decided to discuss with Lin Xiaoyu about her rest.
"Sister Xiaoyu, I want to take a break for a few months!" Li Ruixi said straight to the point.
"Something happened! You see, the previous itinerary was all set in advance, and we can't be untrustworthy. Lin Xiaoyu spoke in a coaxing tone.
Li Ruixi didn't bother to argue, didn't speak, and walked out of Lin Xiaoyu's office directly.
took out her mobile phone and booked a plane ticket to prepare to go to Beijing, maybe the place where she can feel safe at this time should be the place where there is him.
I don't know how many times, and the phone call to Su Yizhi has never been answered.
Li Ruixi didn't think that he would be able to pick him up at the airport, so he silently took a taxi to the place where he rented a house.
I fantasized that maybe he would come back tired and see that he could have a surprise.
For this reason, Li Ruixi also bought vegetables in the supermarket near the community, and bought all the dishes that Su Yizhi liked.
Li Ruixi saw Su Yizhi from a distance, and rushed out of a girl when she was about to step forward to say hello.
originally thought that Su Yizhi would push away, but he didn't expect to hold her in his arms instead.
It turns out that don't look at your boyfriend's phone and suddenly appear will not leave with a smile.
Li Ruixi couldn't believe what she saw, but when she approached, it was what she saw, and it was Su Yizhi who didn't let go.
It turned out that youth and faith came to an end and ended.
At this time, Su Yizhi also saw Li Ruixi, and he was still carrying two bags of things in his hand, "Xiaoxi, why are you here!" Only then did he let go of his hand and walked towards Li Ruixi.
Li Ruixi dropped two bags of vegetables and turned to leave, she didn't cry, she didn't have tears at this moment.
Su Yizhi hurriedly caught up, he knew that she had misunderstood him at this time.
"Nozomi!" Grab Li Ruixi's hand and don't let her run.
"Let it go!" In Li Ruixi's eyes, apart from disappointment and sadness, she couldn't see any other emotions.
"What you see may not be real, just like I saw your video!"
Su Yizhi's own explanation can make Li Ruixi listen.
"But what I saw was that she rushed into your arms, and you didn't refuse her! At least I didn't throw myself into my arms! Li Ruixi always held back tears.
She didn't want to cry in front of Su Yizhi, because she wanted to tell him that she could still live well without him.
"Then you give me a chance to explain!" Su Yizhi wanted to explain, wanted to tell her that it was not what she thought.
"Explain what, explain that you won't push her away until you see me!" I was already emotionally broken.
When she came to Beijing, she just wanted to tell Su Yizhi's grandfather about his illness, but she came to give her heart another knife.
Su Yizhi silently let go of Li Ruixi's hand, he knew her too well, and now she couldn't listen to anything.
Li Ruixi lowered her hat and secretly wiped away her tears, she didn't know where she should go in the huge Beijing.
"In Beijing? Come out and pick me up. Li Ruixi sent a message to Lin Haoyue, remembering that the heroine's scenes were filmed in Beijing, maybe she was in Beijing.
Su Yizhi didn't dare to walk away, but silently followed Li Ruixi from a distance behind her.
Afraid that something would happen to her, afraid that she would be in danger, because it was the first time he had seen her have such eyes.
Tired, sad, disappointed, if his guess was correct, something must have happened to her.
After receiving the news, Lin Haoyue hurried over, only to see Li Ruixi sitting on a resting chair on the side of the road in a distracted manner.
"What's wrong!" Lin Haoyue sat beside Li Ruixi and asked worriedly.
"Are you free? Drink with me! After graduating from high school, Li Ruixi didn't indulge herself in alcohol, and said that she used alcohol to eliminate her sorrows, but today she wants to drink.
"Yes! Walk up to my house! Lin Haoyue didn't dare to ask more, the first time she saw Li Ruixi like this, she could only follow her wishes.
Secretly sent messages to Mudianqu, Cheng Cheng, and Yu Zeyou, and came over when they were free.
In the name of gathering, you can accompany Li Ruixi, and you can also stop her from drinking less.
Seeing Lin Haoyue take Li Ruixi to the community, Su Yizhi chose to leave.
Lin Haoyue didn't speak, and when she came up, she took out a beer and gave it to Li Ruixi.
Picking it up and putting it down, she didn't know what she was doing now! Just felt like everyone was joking with her.
When Cheng Cheng came in, he saw Li Ruixi drinking sullenly, and asked Lin Haoyue, "What's wrong!" ”
Lin Haoyue shook her head and said that she didn't know, it was like this when she received her.
Yu Zeyou also appeared at the party for the first time, and when he entered the door, he shouted, "Gege, your little sister-in-law is here!" ”
But he didn't see Li Ruixi get up excitedly to greet him, but sat still with his eyes glazed.
Yu Zeyoucai didn't care about thirty-seven twenty-one, and stepped forward to ask, "Gege, little Xigege, what's wrong with you!" ”
It seemed that he was pulled back by Yu Zeyou's voice, and Li Ruixi raised his head and shook his head at this Yu Zeyou.
"Xiaoxi, if you have something to say, I still have Haoyue, Cheng Cheng, and Tangerine!"
"My dearest grandfather has terminal cancer, and he may not survive this year, and his boyfriend doesn't belong to me after all!" Li Ruixi seemed to say this very calmly, but her tears did not control herself.
"Is your boyfriend cheating, bastard, I'm going to teach him a lesson!" Cheng Cheng didn't want to see the person he liked wronged.
Since they are together, why can't they love well, you can know how much she has paid for him.
Li Ruixi sighed and whispered, "Don't go!" Maybe fate is over. ”
Lin Haoyue knew that there was still a group of friends by her side at this time, and it was better than anything else to take them out and prepare them for takeout.
"We eat, we haven't been together in a long time." A party of six people will always be five people, and Sheng Xianglan has completely detached.
Maybe this is the healing ability of friends, wake up after drinking, Li Ruixi is not in a mess, and continues to do a good job of mental work.
I called my grandfather when I had time, and since then, I haven't mentioned Su Yizhi, and that person hasn't appeared.
It has become a habit to grab a place in the library, and every time I go, there is no place, Li Ruixi just thinks that the higher the floor, the more places, the fewer people.
"How about we go to the 6th floor!" was able to become friends with Chu Jinwei because the two of them were used to not fighting or grabbing and living a Buddhist life.
"Good! Anyway, it is estimated that there are a lot of people on the first to fourth floors. ”
Nowadays, in addition to the final exams, everyone occupies the library, and it is the accounting students who occupy the computer room of the library.
From Li Ruixi, she decided to appear in the library after the graduate school entrance examination, and many students went to the library to meet Li Ruixi by chance.
Over time, it has become rare and strange, and everyone does not regard Li Ruixi as an animal, but as they are.
There is a classroom for the postgraduate entrance examination, because Li Ruixi is only a junior and is not qualified to go to the postgraduate entrance examination classroom, so she can only be in the library every week.
It seems to be used to life without him, a life filled with three points and a line and work.
When Su Yizhi appeared in her sight, it was already a month later.
Perhaps it should be said that Li Ruixi never answered his call.
Chu Jinwei still had elective courses to finish, and Li Ruixi came out of the library early and saw Su Yizhi wandering at the door of the dormitory.
"Let's talk!" Seeing Li Ruixi, Su Yizhi hurriedly came over.
"Good!" She didn't want to run away from anything, the relationship full of rifts had ended three years ago, and it was time to break it today.
The two men walked on the street where no one was around, and it was quiet only to hear the sound of leaves flapping against each other.
"I came today, I actually want to say that it was a ......misunderstanding that day," Su Yizhi said hesitantly.
Li Ruixi still didn't speak, just held the book in her hand, followed his steps, and listened slowly.
"Actually, I used to have something to say to you that day, but now I don't!" What I once wanted to say, now I really have nothing to say.
How uncomfortable it used to be, how calm it is now.
"So you're still willing to say it to you!" Su Yizhi looked at Li Ruixi expectantly, but she was expressionless.
He may have forgotten that she is an actress and is good at disguising her emotions.
"Su Yizhi, let's break up!" Li Ruixi turned her head, stopped and looked at Su Yizhi's eyes and said seriously.
Seeing Li Ruixi's serious appearance, Su Yizhi began to panic, because this was something she might have really decided.
"It's not ......" he didn't want to hear it, he came to admit his mistake.
Li Ruixi took out the couple rings that belonged to each other from her pocket and stretched them out in front of Su Yizhi, "It's not suitable for me, leave it to a more suitable girl!" ”
Every time she faced a problem, Li Ruixi was surprisingly calm and rational, and even Su Yizhi was indifferent when she saw that she didn't take the ring.
Li Ruixi put the ring in the pocket of her pants and asked me to turn away and say goodbye to my youth from then on.
Looking at the back of turning to leave, Su Yizhi reached for his trouser belt and grabbed the ring tightly, he never thought that this time he would leave so decisively.
Su Yizhi patted the ring and sent it to the circle of friends: "This one will always belong to you." ”
On the day of his graduation from college, in addition to the memories he took away, the memories and her fell in the city.
Yi Shupei never thought that the ending would be like this, could it be that he was really wrong to instigate the past to admit his mistakes.
"It's not. You really broke up! Yi Shupei never believed the results that Su Yizhi brought back.
Anton is even more unbelievable, the two of them have been together for so long, and the most difficult things have been survived at the beginning, how can they do it now.
"Teacher Su, tell me it's not true." Anton also confirmed it again and again.
"After graduation, are you interested in going to Beijing to work together?" Su Yizhi opened the topic and mentioned the purpose of coming back this time.
Everyone is learning computers, so why not work together to make a difference.
"I'll go! Anyway, it's far from home to go anywhere! "Jin Duxin is the first pervert.
"I'll go too, you've gotten through the hardest things at the beginning, and now there's nothing you can't do."
In this way, the four of them started a new life in Beipiao, and S City is like an empty city for Li Ruixi.
The traffic has nothing to do with itself, and he is always on the same line with a calm heart, and continues to be silent.