Chapter 83: The Thoughts of a Young Man (1)

Qin Cang never fell asleep again after bathing, holding a bottle in his hand and being stunned.

It wasn't until Li Dehai's cautious reminder came from outside that he pinched his temples, put the porcelain vase close to his chest, and the young emperor above 10,000 people put on the dragon robe with an indifferent face, restrained his personal feelings, and strode up to the court.

Qin Cang sat on the high dragon chair, his eyes fell on the ministers below, the ministers were arguing about the same thing, you come and go, it's not lively.

This situation is no different from before, when his father was in the past, he walked with his father as the crown prince to discuss politics, and he had also seen such a scene.

What was it like back then?

Qin Cang's thoughts drifted away......

He is the only son of his father and mother, and his father treats him majestically and lovingly, and every time he goes down to the court, he drives him to criticize and fold, and he goes to the harem alone to have warmth with his mother.

At that time, he also laughed at his father, saying that as soon as he saw his mother, he couldn't walk, he couldn't move his eyes, and his father was angry, "Stinky boy, you can't escape when the time comes." ”

Can't you escape......

His father's whispers were especially in his ears, and his smiling face was also there, his father, who was not smiling and resolute, said this sentence with his eyes full of his mother, and his eyes were slight.

It has been a year since his father's death, a whole year, he has been conscientious, supper, and the busier he is every day, the more lonely he is in the dead of night.

As a high emperor, the people around him respect him and fear him, but they can turn around to look at him, but they will not have a heart to heart with him.

Qin Cang's mind was withdrawn, if he wanted to wear the crown, he would bear its weight, and now all this made him feel empty, cold, and lonely, his father and emperor had a queen mother, but there was no one who belonged to him.

"Brother Huang, do you want to have a supper?"

"The royal brother and the dog are not allowed to enter."

"Brother Huang, why are you here!"

In a trance, Qin Cang seemed to hear the young man's clear and playful voice, and saw the young man's eyes looking forward to Shenfei, the young man was sometimes like a cunning fox, sometimes delicate like a milk cat, but finally turned into a pretty deer and was lost in his heart, rampage......

"Cang'er, Cang'er?"

Qin Cang suddenly came back to his senses, looked at the worried gaze of the Queen Mother, and said in a trance, "Queen Mother? ”

"Cang'er, what's wrong with you, the queen mother sees that your face is not good, the weather is bad these days, don't be infected with the wind and cold, Mama Tian go and ask for a doctor!"

At this time, he was having lunch with his mother in the Empress Dowager's palace, Qin Cang put down the dishes and chopsticks that had been stunned for a long time, and comforted, "It's okay, Erchen just didn't have a good rest last night, so he doesn't need a doctor." ”

The Queen Mother knew that her son was an assertive person, and it was not good to say more after saying a few more words.

Who knew that this child had left after eating before, but now that there was a stick of incense, Qin Cang was still drinking tea properly.

The Queen Mother was puzzled, and when she saw that his gaze was empty again and again, she couldn't help but glance at her personal grandmother Tian, and her eyes teased.

Queen Mother: Look, this kid must be hiding something in his heart.

She coughed and leaned on the soft couch beside her, pretending to be puzzled, "Cang'er, didn't you say that there were still political affairs to deal with when you came, why didn't you go?" ”

“…… It's okay, the refreshments here are made by Mama Tian herself, and Erchen hasn't eaten it for a long time, so I miss it so much. ”

The Queen Mother smiled secretly in her heart, this child's problem of talking a lot when he is nervous has not changed, it is really ...... It's cute.

She said deliberately, "Then you can bring this refreshment back to Longyin Palace, anyway, there is no shortage here in the mourning family." ”

“…… Good. ”