Unconsciously, Shen Qing'er read the "Guide to Cultivating Immortals" and saw three o'clock in the morning.

Her eyelids became heavier and heavier, thinking that she would have to go to work tomorrow, although Shen Qing'er still wanted to continue to read the "Guide to Cultivating Immortals" and continue to understand the world of cultivating immortals, she still obediently put down her mobile phone.

Her spirit is already very tired, and if she doesn't rest, she probably won't be able to get up from work tomorrow.

Jingle bells, jingle bells......

At eight o'clock in the morning, the alarm clock on Shen Qing'er's mobile phone rang.

Shen Qing'er was so sleepy that she opened her eyes irritably and turned off the alarm clock.

The disturbing voices are finally gone.

However, I still have to get up and go to work!

Thinking of having to pay rent and supporting herself, Shen Qing'er could only drag her heavy body to get up no matter how reluctant she was.

Shen Qing'er returned to her office seat as usual, Guan Qiaoyi took advantage of her leisure time to quietly walk over and asked in a low voice, "How is it, are you in a better mood?" ”

Shen Qing'er smiled slightly, "It's much better." ”

Guan Qiaoyi is the colleague who chatted with her on her mobile phone yesterday, because the two are better, they are both colleagues and friends.

Guan Qiaoyi's eyebrows furrowed slightly, expressing sympathy, and comforting: "Don't think too much." ”

Shen Qing'er still maintained the smile just now, "Don't worry, I'm fine." ”

"That's good."

After Guan Qiaoyi finished speaking, she returned to her seat.

Shen Qing'er's eyes were confused and indifferent, and she fell into deep thought.

When she was a child, she was not sensible and always delusional that her mother would be able to change one day. She had tried to do what her mother wanted to do, in an attempt to gain her mother's love.

However, what she did was always unable to do what her mother wanted, and in the end all she got was a scolding on her head and face.

Her mother scolded her for being stupid, stupid, wooden and unable to speak, and scolded her for not being able to do even a little simple thing.

Because she spent an extra dollar to buy eggs, she was scolded by her mother for being stupid and wasting her hard-earned money.

accidentally broke an egg, and scolded her for being clumsy, not even doing the little thing of holding an egg, and when she grew up, she couldn't do anything, couldn't make money, and couldn't support herself.

Because she sympathized with a gray-haired old man who was still selling fish, Shen Qing'er took special care of the old man and went to the old man to buy fish, but as a result, he weighed a few taels more and took it home, scolding his mother for an hour.

Because she scored more than 80 points in the math exam, and the test paper had to be signed by her parents, when Shen Qing'er took it, her mother slapped her, saying that such a simple paper only scored 80 points, and she couldn't even get 100 points, and she dared to ask her to sign and be embarrassed.

……

There are too many such things.

It's just a trivial matter, as long as Shen Qing'er doesn't do a little bit of disobedience to her mother's heart, her mother's roar will sound.

Gradually, she became apprehensive in this family.

She didn't know when she would do something wrong and make her mother unhappy.

And every time, as long as she dared to contradict her mother, her mother would say that she was not filial.

Not only that, but she often mentioned "money" to Shen Qing'er.

For example, how much money is spent on raising Shen Qing'er every year, and how much money is spent on tuition.

Probably, "money" is the word that Shen Qing'er's mother said the most.

Far more than Shen Qing'er's name.

She kept emphasizing that when Shen Qing'er grew up, she must use money to "repay" her kindness over the years.

Shen Qing'er felt so tired.

She lived as if she was being bound.

And the shackles that bound her, she couldn't break free.

Now, she doesn't know how to deal with her family in the future.

For now, we can only seek tranquility first.

In the future, we can only take one step and see one step.