Chapter 11: No More Regrets

Shen Yuanyuan's high school class is not a very united class, and there is not even a decent class reunion after graduation. She herself has a few friends in the class who have a good relationship, although everyone is busy after graduation and there is not much contact, but because they were very close in high school, they don't feel embarrassed and unfamiliar when they occasionally chat or help each other a little favor.

So when he received a call from Wei Yi after work that day, Shen Yuanyuan felt quite surprised. Wei still said on the phone that on the 13th, that is, this Saturday, a few of their friends who went to school in the local area planned to get together for a small get-together, and asked Shen Yuanyuan if he wanted to come.

"It's just me, Chen Xi, Xu Fangyu and Yan Zhengtao, and no one else." Wei still said that these people were all people who had a good relationship with Shen Yuanyuan, so Shen Yuanyuan didn't hesitate, and immediately agreed, and asked where the location was.

"THE BAR NEXT TO WANDA, IT'S CALLED M COFFEE."

Hearing that it was a bar, Shen Yuanxuan remembered his pitiful amount of alcohol again, and trembled a little. Fortunately, she believed that these friends would not pour her wine, and Wei still said that it was just a clean music bar, and she also said that the coffee there was very good, and it would be good if she didn't want to drink alcohol.

Hearing the word "coffee", Shen Yuanyuan remembered that Zhou Minggao said that he loved coffee. A few times when I went to work, I saw him carrying his own cup, and the cup was also filled with coffee.

If the coffee there is really good, maybe you can find a chance to go with him next time.

Guagua suddenly ran in at this time and touched the pen that Shen Yuan was lying on the table to the ground. The thud frightened her back to her senses. Shen Yuan replied, "I will definitely go, see you on Saturday." While grabbing his hair helplessly, it seemed that he could think of Zhou Minggao in everything now. I really like him. Just thinking so, Zhou Minggao suddenly sent a message and asked her if she had time to go to the movies on Saturday. didn't want to let go of the pigeons of friends who hadn't been seen for a long time, so Shen Yuanyuan said that he had made an appointment with other friends, and then rejected Zhou Minggao.

On Saturday, Shen took the subway to the bar on time.

Bars are usually open late, but this one is still quite early, and it's only 3 p.m. and it's already open. Shen Yuan looked at the message sent by Wei Ying, she said that they had already booked table six, but they were still on the way, so let her sit and wait for a while. She replied, "Okay! Then he pushed the door open and entered the bar, found table six and sat down.

It was a small table that could only seat four people, and Shen Yuanxuan thought that there were five of them, so he sent a message to ask Wei if she still wanted her to find a waiter to change the table. Wei still didn't reply for a long time, and she swiped her phone casually a little bored.

At this time, there are still relatively few people in the bar. Because of the cloudy day, it was dark in the house. I don't know if it's a coincidence or the shopkeeper did it on purpose, Eason Chan's "Happy Cloudy Day" was put on in the store, which was very appropriate. Shen Yuanxuan put down his mobile phone, closed his eyes and began to listen to the song.

This is a song she loved to listen to in high school, and she hasn't heard it again for a long time after graduation. In fact, it's not just this one, since graduating from high school, she has stopped listening to many of the songs she listened to at that time. The songs seem to have some kind of magical power, and they represent a period of time, so that people who want to let go of the past dare not listen to it. At this time, Shen Yuanxuan realized that he was no longer so afraid to think of "once".

When she sang "It turned out that it was useless to remember what I ignored now", someone knocked on her table, she thought it was Wei Yi and they arrived, but when she opened her eyes, it was He Youxin who saw it.

He appeared so suddenly, Shen Yuan thought he was dreaming for a moment.

He Youxin smiled at her a little stiffly and asked her, "Can I sit here?" ”

She came back to her senses and replied, "I'm sorry, I made an appointment." ”

"I'll sit down for a while, and I'll leave when they come."

Shen Yuanyuan felt that it would be too embarrassing to refuse any longer, and besides, Wei still and they should be there in a while. So she nodded, and He Youxin sat down.

"Why didn't you answer my phone that day?"

"There was something going on at that time, and it wasn't very convenient."

"I heard you're on absence. Well...... Are you all right? ”

Shen Yuanyuan didn't want to confide in him, so he regarded this as an exchange of words between old friends. "It's fine," she said. ”

He Youxin added, "I know I should have said sorry to you all along. I'm really sorry that I broke my promise. I didn't have any excuses, I just backed down, took the easier path, and that's it. ”

Shen Yuan raised her head, and she was a little surprised when she saw He Youxin's eyes full of guilt. She spoke, her voice soft, "You don't have anything to apologize to me, really." ”

He Youxin refers to the events of the third year of high school. At that time, Shen Yifeng had just passed away, and Shen Yuanyuan's mental condition was a little broken, and he often did not go to school and hid at home alone. He Youxin went to see her once during that period, and he promised her that they would go to the same school together. At that time, he said, "If we don't pass the exam this year, we will repeat it until we pass it." "I remember every word clearly. At that time, Shen Yuanyuan believed in him, she believed that they liked each other, but they hadn't broken it yet, and she also believed that his promise would come true.

As a result, as soon as he graduated, he went abroad without saying hello, and deleted all her contact information, so that she didn't have time to confess or say goodbye. It seems that none of the previous things existed, and the heartbeat and emotion were like an illusion in my youth. Shen Yuanyuan imagined what it would be like to reunite with him many times, and she thought she would cry, be angry, and question him, but it didn't. There was nothing thrilling at all, she just felt calm.

"Actually, now that I think about it, I'm quite grateful." In order not to make him feel perfunctory, Shen Yuan's tone was also very serious, "You know, I've never been the kind of person who can get good grades easily, and if you don't work hard, your grades will drop." If you hadn't said that, I might not even have been able to get into my current school. So, thank you very much. ”

Wei still didn't arrive for a long time, and Shen Yuanyuan had already guessed what today's "coincidence" was, so later He Youxin confessed that Shen Yuanyuan was not surprised when he asked Wei to help with acting. She knew that Wei still wanted to help her more than to help He Youxin, and she didn't want them to leave regrets about each other, where did she have any other purpose.

But Shen Yuanyuan has gradually understood in the days when He Youxin was not there - her youth was not composed of liking He Youxin. Her youth is Xiao Ranran, Wei Yi, and many, many good friends; It's the test paper, it's the father, it's the melon; It's herself. And liking is inherently difficult to define, and there are no regrets.

Later, Shen Yuanyuan didn't drink, she drank a lot of coffee, and she felt that it was indeed quite delicious. He Youxin was so drunk that he said a lot of things, and the preface did not match the afterword. After sending He Youxin to the rental, Shen Yuanyuan sent a message to Wei Yi and said, "Let's really make an appointment next time, I miss you." ”

Turning off the screen and putting the phone in her pocket, she saw that the person coming towards her was Zhou Minggao, and she was a little confused for a while.

- I didn't drink the bar.

- Then how did I get drunk.

- If it wasn't for being drunk, why would I see Zhou Minggao here?