Chapter 123: Distorted Human Nature

Guarantee that the Xiang family is standing?

Why did Xiang Hua's original intention change? Why did the desire to use the secret armor to stop the cycle change from trying to ensure that the Xiang family would not fall?

"Because of trust." Xiang Hua said the answer, "It's also because of kindness." ”

Trust? Kindness? Wei Chiran and the others still didn't understand, Zhong Fang also had great doubts, she always felt that Xiang Hua was planning something.

Xiang Hua said: "I was originally just an ordinary peasant who could no longer be an ordinary peasant, in the thirties and forties of the last century, in China, I was just one of the many poor people, the first time I joined the army was not to protect my family and defend the country, just to eat a mouthful of food, I was not even illiterate. After joining the army, I didn't have any lofty ideals, just thinking about survival, and later, when Japan invaded China, I felt that the blood flowing in my body gradually warmed up, at that time we not only fought for the country and the nation, but also fought for the brothers around us, we all had one goal, that is, to win the battlefield and drive away the Japanese. ”

Because of Xiang Hua's performance in the army, he was selected to become a member of the expeditionary force, and also became the squad leader, leading the 8 people in the squad to fight on the battlefield.

At that time, for Xiang Hua, the army was his family, and his closest relatives were his comrades-in-arms, who had experienced several baptisms of blood together.

Xiang Hua has been praying in his heart, just keep it like this, win this war, he even thought that after the war is over, he will go home with the other 8 brothers in the class, build a village of their own, develop the village into a town, and turn the town into a city.

This is a fantasy, but this fantasy is also a goal for Xiang Hua.

But the illusion was shattered after the blockade in 1943, and they were trapped in that cycle, and the brotherhood was completely shattered.

Xiang Hua looked down at the ground, his hands trembling: "I really want to take them out, really, I believe that as long as there is unity, everything can be solved, but who knows, it's not like that." ”

The first and second stages were barely passable, and in the third stage, they began to use the future information of the first two stages to call for wind and rain in Chinatown, but in the end it also led to cannibalism.

Xiang Hua raised his eyes and looked at Wei Chiran and said: "How ridiculous you say about people, you know that all this is a cycle, as if it is just a dream, in a dream, you are still not satisfied, you want everything." ”

Wei Chiran asked: "In the third stage, what exactly happened?" ”

Xiang Hua said: "It's very messy, I only know that for some trivial things, Tang Renjie instigated Lu Dingwei and Ding Feng to kill Zhang Laoer, Gao Jin and Lin Chu, embezzled their family property, and killed their families, I still remember when I rushed to the scene to reprimand them......"

That rainy night, when Xiang Hua arrived at the scene, Zhang Laoer, Gao Jin and Lin Chu had already fallen in a pool of blood, and they were shot and killed indiscriminately, completely blurred with flesh and blood, and they couldn't even see their original appearance clearly.

Xiang Hua threw himself to the ground, hugged Zhang Laoer's body, and asked Tang Renjie angrily: "Why!?" ”

Tang Renjie said coldly: "His hand is too long, and it has reached my territory." ”

Xiang Hua asked: "Just because of this?" ”

Tang Renjie glared: "Isn't it enough?" ”

Xiang Hua said: "You obviously know that all this will happen again, why bother with these things outside your body?" ”

Tang Renjie laughed, and Ding Feng couldn't stop laughing, like two crazy people, only Lu Dingwei stood next to him and didn't say a word.

After laughing, Tang Renjie squatted down and looked at Xiang Hua and said, "Squad leader, you also said that everything will come again, so what are you afraid of?" I killed them, and sooner or later they will be resurrected. ”

After speaking, Tang Renjie raised the gun in his hand and began to shoot at the families of the three remaining brothers not far away, as if he was venting something.

After all those people fell to the ground, Tang Renjie said again: "Even if I kill them, I kill their families, when we all die, everything will start again, they can still find their families, no, maybe they are tired of this family for a long time, I am just helping them to get rid of them, helping them take off the mask of hypocrisy, when the next cycle begins, they will form a new family, right?" ”

Xiang Hua looked at the crazy Tang Renjie and Ding Feng, and realized that these two people had gone crazy, no, it should be said, maybe they were originally like this, but through these things, something in their bodies was awakened, and the hidden humanity still broke out.

In the fifth stage, that is, the stage when Xiang Hua was taken away by the Americans and the others were taken away by the Soviet side, their deeds were revealed, on the one hand, because they were careless, and on the other hand, because of Tang Renjie's betrayal.

Xiang Hua smiled bitterly: "Except for Zhao Shi and Zhou Wenhu, everyone else has betrayed their brothers one after another, and there are worse things I haven't told, that's simply not something a normal person can do, I know, they are all crazy, completely crazy." ”

Wei Chiran said: "Since then, you have actually been planning how to kill Tang Renjie and the others, right?" ”

Xiang Hua said: "Yes, I know that even if I really find a way to go back, I will never let those people go back, because it is a disaster for them to go back, and I see their hidden humanity." ”

Speaking of this, Xiang Hua took a deep breath and looked up at the ceiling, as if he wanted to look at the vast starry sky through the ceiling.

Finally, Xiang Hua said again: "I know, in fact, I have also changed, it should be said that the humanity hidden in my body has also been awakened." ”

After Lu Dingwei died in Diming Tower and never came back to life that night in 1943, Xiang Hua knew that this was an opportunity, an opportunity to eradicate others. At that time, Xiang Hua was already standing on the moral high ground in his heart and looking down on others, in his heart, as long as he did not agree with his ideas and practices, they were all bad people whose human nature had been distorted, they were full of evil, they did not deserve to survive, and they should fall into the abyss of hell forever.

Then there is Xiang Hua's eradication plan, after Lu Dingwei's death, he must kill Tang Renjie, so when drawing lots to decide who will participate in the experiment, he did something.

Xiang Hua smiled: "Do you know? When I was doing my tricks, many people actually knew about it, but they kept silent, why? Zhang Laoer, Gao Jin and Lin Chu all hated Tang Renjie, while Zhao Shi and Zhou Wenhu completely obeyed me, and he was not stupid to leave Ding Feng, he knew that even if it was exposed, his fate would be the same as Tang Renjie. ”

Wei Chiran looked at Xiang Hua and listened to his memories, not so much that Xiang Hua was criticizing human nature, but that he was showing the darkest side of human nature.

The lottery has shown that Xiang Hua does not believe in the so-called providence, fate, fairness and justice, and he wants to reverse and decide all this in his own way.

After Tang Renjie's death, they went through several stages, and in the tenth stage, Ding Feng also disappeared without a trace in Building B.

Wei Chiran heard this: "Ding Feng's disappearance was also caused by you, right?" ”

Xiang Hua nodded and said: "That's right, it's me, he was crazy and delirious at that time, you know, although we can come back from the dead and return to the forest in 1943, we will still carry clear memories of the past, our lives can be restarted, but the mind will not, so it couldn't be easier to let him walk into that darkness, I just threw a ball, and he rushed over like a dog." ”

Dog? Ball? In Xiang Hua's eyes, the former brothers have become beast-like existences.

He was right, life can be restarted, but the mind cannot.

Wei Chiran said: "At the last stage, why are you grateful to the Xiang family?" Is it because they didn't betray you? ”

Xiang Hua said: "Do you know? In the past, I used to have the idea that the rich are always the bad guys, and the poor are the good guys, but this idea is ridiculous, how many of those who are the most vicious are good people? In fact, good people are not divided according to rich and poor, nor because of fate, because fate can be fought against. ”

Xiang Hua's adoptive father and adoptive mother used to be considered a member of the rich people, but because of their good intentions, they were tricked to rob the family wealth, resulting in poverty, even so, the couple still lived tenaciously with their children, that is, Xiang Jingdi, without breaking the jar and not losing hope in life.

Of course, in the past ten or so stages, Xiang Hua's adoptive father and adoptive mother are also such people, and they are also living the same life, and Xiang Hua has known them for a long time.

This is also one of the reasons why Xiang Hua chose to become a member of the Xiang family, of course, the most important reason is that Xiang Hua wants to know if there is really an absolutely good person in the world, a person who will not distort himself because of life changes.

Xiang Hua had doubts to help the Xiang family get back on the road to prosperity, but the Xiang family did not change, his adoptive father and adoptive mother were still kind to people and tried their best to contribute their own strength to Chinatown, and although Xiang Jingdi was stupid, he was as kind as his parents, even if he was deceived, he laughed at life and did not take revenge.

All this gave Xiang Hua hope, but on the contrary, it was his remaining brothers, who were still living the same life as before, which could be said to be unscrupulous.

Xiang Hua folded his fingers and calculated: "Lin Chu is almost a wasted person, soaked in alcohol and drugs all day long, he thinks that everything will start over again anyway, Zhang Lao Er and Gao Jin chose the path of Tang Renjie, they began to commit crimes, kill people, and do everything except good things." And Zhao Shi and Zhou Wenhua, just under my supervision, trying to suppress themselves, I know that sooner or later, these two people will also break out. ”

Wei Chi said: "So, in your plan, you decided to kill the insiders one by one in the Diming Tower to end their cycle. ”

"Nope! I'm helping them! It's also helping the world! Xiang Hua's voice suddenly raised, "They must die, they must be cleansed, I am just doing the work of a scavenger!" ”