019. Keep secrets

Jiang Wan always thought that people who had died once would have a calm fearlessness about life and death.

It seems that most of the things in this mortal world have been experienced, so I am not afraid.

In fact, if a person can summon up the courage to end his life and die happily, he has already faced the end of his life.

It was not a pleasant feeling, the boundless darkness, the nothingness that turned into dust.

If she was asked if she still had the courage to do it again, Jiang Wan thought that she must not have it.

If there were, Jiang Wan wouldn't have to sit here, facing these people and things that she had been disheartened and had never had nostalgia for.

Jingyue's tears were very hot, and when they slid on Jiang Wan's hand, she was really greedy for the warmth under her eyes, and she was afraid that these eyes would turn into nothingness the next moment.

And everything in front of her was just a dream she had slept.

In order to make Song Yujiao favored, Dongshu may be able to imitate the queen's demeanor, imitate the queen's actions, and get a glimpse of Jiang Yu's secrets, but the court is deep, and the master and servant in the depths of Qionglin whisper, except for Jiang Wan and her, no one can know.

In the hazy eyes of tears, the faces of the people in front of him seemed to coincide with the familiar faces.

Warm and powerful hands, delicate and joyful laughter.

The young queen held her hand, saw her angry, and coaxed her in a low voice: "Who is not afraid of death, I am also afraid of death, I haven't had enough with Yinglang." ”

"Mother, don't do such a dangerous thing again."

The man sighed very lightly: "It won't die, you see, isn't it good?" I just want to be together, for a long time. ”

The man who was afraid of death, died.

Died before the first goose feather snow fell, in the palace she had happily lived in.

She begged her to come back with her cold body, and she did come back, but it was so unreal.

Jingyue moved her knees closer to Jiang Wan, she tentatively shouted, "Queen Mother? The mouth was trembling and choking.

Jiang Wan stretched out her hand to wipe her tears: "Jingyue, it's me." ”

The two short words are like a new life for Jingyue.

She pressed her forehead against Jiang Wan's knees, and her shoulders shrugged, not daring to let Jiang Wan see her tears when she broke the embankment, and she didn't want Jiang Wan to see her disgraceful face.

Jingyue trembled so much that she didn't dare to let go of Jiang Wan's skirt, and after a long time, she unconsciously repeated: "Queen Mother? ”

Jiang Wan held her shoulder: "It's me." ”

"The Queen. Empress.. ”

"Silent Moon." Jiang Wan's hand gradually retracted, "It's me, I'm back." ”

Coming back?

What beautiful words.

But the affection she and Qi Ying missed, the lost bonds, can they come back?

Jiang Wan patted her shoulder and back, this position lasted for half a stick of incense, Jing Yue finally wiped away her tears, calmed down a little and looked up at Jiang Wan.

She didn't quite know what was going on, why Princess Dongshu had become a dead queen, but she didn't need to know that much, she just needed to know whose soul was in this shell, it was enough.

After knowing it, all the things that the princess had done before had been explained, and she also understood why Jiang Wan would rather be tortured than serve her, Jingyue was so distressed that she was going to die, looked at Jiang Wan's calf, and complained to herself: "It must be painful to death." ”

Jiang Wan smiled: "Help me go to Jintuomen." ”

Jingyue frowned: "Niangniang, if you say it in your current capacity, the emperor will definitely ... ”

Speaking of Qi Ying, Jingyue was instantly silent.

She knew that Jiang Wan would not tell Qi Ying who she was, if she wanted to say, there were a thousand and ten thousand ways to make Qi Ying believe, but she didn't, she didn't want to.

She is wearing the identity of Song Yujiao, and after shedding the shackles of the queen, she only wants to do whatever she wants.

"Let's go." Jiang Wan handed her hand to Jing Yue, and when Jing Yue sorted out her mood and held Jiang Wan's hand, she saw Jiang Wan wink at her playfully, and then raised her finger and lightly touched her lips, "Jing Yue, this is the secret between us, okay?" ”

Jingyue was stunned, and the tears that had just stopped were about to fall again.

She and Jiang Wan agreed on a lot of secrets in the past, and after entering the palace, Jiang Wan never did such a girlish action to her again, and now that she sees it, she only feels distressed and sour.

But now where can she take care of so much, she can only nod, only say yes.

Then guarded Jiang Wan, never wanting to lose it again.